HereTomorrow
Eternally atoning
- Feb 1, 2024
- 437
A tiny part of me just wants to CTB instantly so I can stop perceiving my current pains.
They say pain is temporary, and the feeling passes. And while it does, it always returns, cradling me back into the thought of impulsively CTBing.
10 years of this. My friends and family will be tired of me if I say I'm suicidial again, having lose friends during to wearing them down with it. It really is the silent way of saying I'm a burden without directly speaking it.
I'm a burden.
I wish people would be more blunt about it so I feel less guilty about thinking of ending my life.
They say pain is temporary, and the feeling passes. And while it does, it always returns, cradling me back into the thought of impulsively CTBing.
10 years of this. My friends and family will be tired of me if I say I'm suicidial again, having lose friends during to wearing them down with it. It really is the silent way of saying I'm a burden without directly speaking it.
I'm a burden.
I wish people would be more blunt about it so I feel less guilty about thinking of ending my life.