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fleetingnight
incapable of shutting up
- May 2, 2024
- 544
Consumed with anxiety. It feels like it doesn't even matter whether I try or not, I'll always fail anyways. I don't know why I bother. How can I be dedicated to the idea of something enough that I can't give up on it, but not enough to force myself to work for it? Maybe I'm really just not made for hard work, and it's just impossible for me. Or maybe it's possible, and I'm a lazy dumbass with no self control.
I've wasted this whole week doing nothing, I feel so fucking pointless.
I've wasted this whole week doing nothing, I feel so fucking pointless.
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