x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,361
Do you have any anxiety meds you can take to calm you down?
Please know that you're not cowardly for hesitating. This kind of thing is harder than anyone could possibly imagine unless they've been in a similar situation. I'm really sorry that life has led you to this point. Wishing you happiness, wherever you go.
Throwmyselfaway
Not gone yet but soon
- Jan 14, 2020
- 798
Sending you the biggest hugs right now. Whatever your choice is tonight we are all here for you.
Ramirez
Criminally insane
- Jun 10, 2019
- 396
guys i cant do it. i just cant. i will be homeless and left all alone. its not working. FUCK. icant even breath. FUCK. i cant take this. wtf. I cant do it. im too scrared. ill be holmess and aboneded. its soo hard. i dont want to. but i dont have it in me anymore. fuck. im just here crying. wtf.
im fucking done. wtf.
im fucking done . wtf
im fucking done. wtf.
im fucking done . wtf
Ramirez
Criminally insane
- Jun 10, 2019
- 396
x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,361
Sending massive HUGS. Oh Phil, no words anyone can say will make you feel better right now. Please try to sleep, we'll get our heads together and come up with a plan tomorrow x
megafire
burn it down
- Oct 12, 2020
- 89
let it out, friend. let yourself feel everything, and let it out.
it doesn't have to be the end if you're not ready- and its really okay if you're not!! there are ways to get back on your feet, and to get support. you can build new bridges.
i think you need a good night's sleep and to feel the sunshine on your skin tomorrow morning. you can decide tomorrow- but for tonight, cry, and rest.
CoalmineCanary
Member
- Jul 15, 2020
- 478
If it's too frustrating, please reconsider as something may go wrong. Frustration can lead to error and adds to anxiety.
Remember we are here for you.
Ramirez
Criminally insane
- Jun 10, 2019
- 396
i cant stop crying. ill be stuck in here forever..i cant take this.
x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,361
Hanging isn't easy to get right, I've seen many say that they just can't get the correct position. So it's not just you.
In how long will you lose your home?
CoalmineCanary
Member
- Jul 15, 2020
- 478
You need a break like you said earlier. We will be here when you get back.
Ramirez
Criminally insane
- Jun 10, 2019
- 396
im so fucked now and i cant stop crying.
CoalmineCanary
Member
- Jul 15, 2020
- 478
_Kaira_
This Isn't Fine
- Oct 2, 2020
- 826
*hugs* Everything will be alright.
I have faith things will work out for you. Sleep, and come back tomorrow if you so wish to. You may think this is the case, but you are not alone one bit.
CoalmineCanary
Member
- Jul 15, 2020
- 478
x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,361
Phil, you're exhausted. Get into bed, cry if you want to, cry and cry until you sleep.
Come back tomorrow and we're all going to get our heads together to sort your situation out. You need more time, and an easier method.
Ramirez
Criminally insane
- Jun 10, 2019
- 396
thanks guys im so destroyed. i will try again tomorrow. i wont have much alc so thats the problem. im outta money but i wont loose my home anytime soon. idk how im gonna do this tomorrow or ever. i really dont wanna be stuck here for another 60 years.
CoalmineCanary
Member
- Jul 15, 2020
- 478
Ramirez
Criminally insane
- Jun 10, 2019
- 396
imma go to sleep. love you guys!
_Kaira_
This Isn't Fine
- Oct 2, 2020
- 826
For what it's worth, I am happy you chose not to leave us tonight. You don't even have to leave tomorrow either. Talk more with us tomorrow, and we try to help you all that we can.
Hope you sleep well.
x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,361
Sleep well Phil, we'll chat again tomorrow. We're all here for you. You have friends who care about you, so please take comfort from that x
CoalmineCanary
Member
- Jul 15, 2020
- 478
Hope you sleep well. Good night and see you tomorrow morning!
Myforevercharlie
Global Mod
- Feb 13, 2020
- 3,002
It will be oke, I really do believe that. I'll burn a candle for you, I hope it's light will guide you to love and peace.
I'm so sorry life was this hard on you...
I'm so sorry life was this hard on you...
megafire
burn it down
- Oct 12, 2020
- 89
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,361
@Phil122
Hope you're OK Phil and you've managed to get some rest?
Hope you're OK Phil and you've managed to get some rest?
stygal
low-wage worker
- Oct 29, 2020
- 1,732
Sleep well ... I just read your thread and if you are currently in Germany I'm sure there's ways to figure out how you won't become homeless...if that's what's scaring you the most rn.
Lots of online hugs and positive energy <3
