Time for me to go, goodbye SS

[Jellyfish42]

Dear SS community,

Unfortunately it's time for my bus. I've completed all my preparations and I'm finally ready to ctb today.

It's been a pleasant stay for me here. I've enjoyed reading and partaking in the discussions. Thank you for being a good community and place where discussing suicide isn't taboo.

For those curious as to why: It's a complicated bag of existential and personal problems. My desire to live has been non-existent for way too long. And I refuse to live for the sake of others. Furthermore I've already been through the mental healthcare system and take medications. But even that can only do so much by itself.

My method of choice is SN and I'll probably just take some ibuprofen beforehand. I'll tolerate whatever discomfort comes though I'm hoping it will knock me out before that. I've chosen to do this at a nearby forest to avoid leaving a mess for the public eye.

Anyways, good bye

 

[megafire]

Sweet dreams. I hope you manage well.

 

[Rn110bg101]

Good night. I hope it'll go smoothly and you'll be at peace quickly.

 

[Deleted member 22624]

I'm sorry it's come to this, I hope you change your mind, but I understand how you must feel - I might do the same. I don't like the SN method but it shows how much you're suffering to choose it… I'm so sorry

 

[TripleA]

I'm sorry it's come to this, I hope you change your mind, but I understand how you must feel - I might do the same. I don't like the SN method but it shows how much you're suffering to choose it… I'm so sorry

Will you be with us when you drink SN?

 

[Symbiote]

Never knew you since i'm new here, but hope your final rest is peaceful.

 

[Deleted member 22624]

Will you be with us when you drink SN?

I might not do it for a long time, and it might not be SN that I choose. I will consider the possibility, but I'm a bit of a coward so the risks probably point to no. I could get into trouble, or some how get reported and stopped, it seems it happens here occasionally. I appreciate the feedback left by those who decide to though, for what it's worth, and I think it's a relatively noble philosophy, all things considered. I'm pretty sure I'm going to die very alone, whatever happens

 

[bloomingdark]

Hi, it is sad to see how your pain has lead you to this, I hope you find relief,have a good journey , don't doubt messaging me if you want to talk with someone

 

[Mistry420]

Sorry for your pain and I hope you find peace xx

 

[KleinerWolf]

If you have any second thoughts at any point in the future, please know it's okay to abort.

If not, I wish you peaceful exit.

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope you find the peace snd relief you desire, swift travels.

 

[AJ95]

I hope you have a fast and painless journey

 

[SadJessu]

Wishing you a peaceful journey. Rest well.

 

[Jellyfish42]

Surprised my account is still up, I'll post you guys some updates

I had to opt for a hotel instead, its snowing and cold outside


Preparations...

 

[Brackenshire]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home

 

[bloodbath]

I wish you good luck!

 

[TheYounger]

If you do end up going through with it then hope to see you soon on the other side. Safe travels.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Wishing you peace

 

[Deathbydemo]

Wishing you a safe journey and eternal peace on the other side.

 

[Metalhead]

See you on the flipside brother, safe travels........

 

[muffin222]

I'm so sorry it's come to this, but I wish you a peaceful and swift exit out of this cruel world

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

When you self-ban, it takes 48 hours. You may need to do it again, or ask the mods to do it at a certain time.

If this is your choice to do, then I wish you a peaceful passing, and if there is consciousness after, then infinitely more peace than you experienced in this life. If you remain, I hope you are empowered to have a better life than you have so far.

 

[Meditation guide]

Surprised my account is still up, I'll post you guys some updates

Hi please let us know what's going on.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Sorry you can't go on, I wish you a fast and painless journey.

Best wishes

Geo

 

[Silver]

Glad you have a warm place to stay. I hope all goes well.

 

[Jellyfish42]

Hi please let us know what's going on.

I was under the impression that once you make a good bye thread your account gets locked as soon as a mod sees it. For any mods that are reading I request you leave my account open until tommorow morning, thanks.


Anyway 2nd update for you guys:

Put up a sign for the hotel staff on the bathroom door, I hope they're not scarred for life by this:

Removed the stickers off the SN so it can't be identified and the distributor doesn't get in trouble:

 

[rt1989526]

Where do you put the sign?

I wish you peace and love friend

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I was under the impression that once you make a good bye thread your account gets locked as soon as a mod sees it. For any mods that are reading I request you leave my account open until tommorow morning, thanks.


Anyway 2nd update for you guys:

Put up a sign for the hotel staff, I hope they're not scarred for life by this:View attachment 48209

Removed the stickers off the SN so it can't be identified and the distributor doesn't get in trouble:
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I love how much forethought you've put into this. I think you only interacted with me a few times but I am still sorry your life has reached this point. I wish you safe passage and good luck whatever the outcome!

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry life hasn't been kinder, @Jellyfish42. Whatever you decide to do, I hope the outcomes will be the best for you. x

 

[Meditation guide]

Jellyfish love you.