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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
How was someone seeing his updates and posting them?

He had a peaceful death it sounded like. I'm so glad. I think the ibuprofen helped a lot. He didn't mention taking anything else.
 
MiseryLovesMyCompany

MiseryLovesMyCompany

Arcanist
Oct 8, 2020
482
So he downed a second glass! 22 minutes and still awake and communicating.
And after about 25 minutes from start the jumbled words begin, probably losing consciousness. Sleep well friend.
It might have something to do with the slowly sipping, as the first glass took 7 minutes to consume. I believe it would have been faster if he drank it in one go but as it seems it was still peaceful so good for him.
 
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SadGuyWannaDie

Member
Aug 27, 2020
96
It might have something to do with the slowly sipping, as the first glass took 7 minutes to consume. I believe it would have been faster if he drank it in one go but as it seems it was still peaceful so good for him.
That's why I kept track of how long it took I was actually concerned he drank it so slowly I wasn't sure how that one was gonna go.
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
It might have something to do with the slowly sipping, as the first glass took 7 minutes to consume. I believe it would have been faster if he drank it in one go but as it seems it was still peaceful so good for him.
He apparently felt no pain or discomfort. It was as good an exit as anyone could hope for. I do wish we had visual on him with a heart monitor attached.
Although it's probably safe to assume he is at least fully unconscious.

I like that he sent photos of his scale and setup so we could see what he was doing. It makes it real and is extremely helpful. It's a last act of kindness to do that.
He was smart to have some gum to chew. I think that was helpful. Although when losing consciousness having something in the mouth might not be the best thing, due to choking hazard.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
The next ones who do this please consider getting some kind of inexpensive heart monitor and allowing someone who you trust to watch it to see when you actually pass away. One of those fingertip oxometers that measure heart rate and oxygen saturation would do it and can be purchased online for less than $20. Then set up your phone or cam so it is visible while attached to your finger.
We would like to know the time between losing consciousness and passing away, as well as being able to see the heart rate and oxygen content of the blood.

Oxometer
 
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Captive of Mind

Captive of Mind

Memento mori
Aug 11, 2020
409
Since he vomited, makes sense. Don't know how much was expelled in the vomit.
I noticed he used 20 grams of Sn as opposed to 25. Wonder if that would have made a difference. Most people pass out within first 5-10 mins.
I read through his posts and he said he was overweight.

  • Jellyfish42:
    If someone could please post my next few updates in my good bye thread, I'm about to drink the SN, I'm not sure how long I will have conciousness
  • Jellyfish42: Sipping, it's really salty
  • Jellyfish42(2 minutes after beginning ingestion): Nothing so far just salty, a slight burn on the back of the throat but not painful at all. Can feel heart starting to pound a little bit
  • Jellyfish42(5 minutes after): Heart pounding faster, no pain or discomfort so far
  • Jellyfish42(7 minutes after): Finished first glass of SN, nothing but a really salty after taste and heart beating faster
  • Jellyfish42(8 minutes after): Yup I want to go for the second glass but damn it's so salty it's off putting. I'm getting slight urge to vomit also
  • Jellyfish42(11 minutes): Chewing a little bit of gum to help with the digestion, no pain or discomfort so far. Body feels weak though and heart still pounding. Stomach feels a little weird.
  • Jellyfish42(14 minutes): Vomited no pain or discomfort heart is beating
  • Jellyfish42(17 minutes): Attempting 2nd glass. Slight twitches in my legs, legs starting to sleep, not painful
  • Jellyfish42(21 minutes): 2nd glass downed, feeling weaker, heart pounding, no pain or discomfort really just a bad after taste
  • Jellyfish42(25 minutes): Mind feels weird l, can't deeal think I think it my timr not painful or doesn't
Thank you very much for documenting.

He found peace at last. He's escaped this hell that he didn't ask to be in.
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
688
If he was overweight and he went with 20 rather than 25 grams and he started sipping it, then I'm not surprised he lasted that long. Oh and he also vomited the first one. Trying to make sense of it all. Also if he didn't take Meto...the Meto helps get the Sn into the intestine quicker.
 
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SadGuyWannaDie

Member
Aug 27, 2020
96
The next ones who do this please consider getting some kind of inexpensive heart monitor and allowing someone who you trust to watch it to see when you actually pass away. One of those fingertip oxometers that measure heart rate and oxygen saturation would do it and can be purchased online for less than $20. Then set up your phone or cam so it is visible while attached to your finger.
We would like to know the time between losing consciousness and passing away, as well as being able to see the heart rate and oxygen content of the blood.

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Instead of a camera on it that should be possible by getting a bluetooth one for about ten more dollars and giving someone access to the login info for the data the app stores in the cloud. If there are convulsions the screen may reposition away from/out of the camera at some point
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
688
The best
They should also put some clear wide tape around it to attach it firmly to the finger so it doesn't fall off.

It would be a huge help to us nervous nellies who need to know as much info as possible.

Ideally we would need someone to volunteer to be hooked up to an EEG. Any volunteers?

 
braketimez

braketimez

Specialist
Mar 15, 2020
340
I read through his posts and he said he was overweight.


Thank you very much for documenting.

He found peace at last. He's escaped this hell that he didn't ask to be in.

Please see my post on previous page for final updates. He took a second glass, did not vomit, and seemed to peacefully pass.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
If he was overweight and he went with 20 rather than 25 grams and he started sipping it, then I'm not surprised he lasted that long. Oh and he also vomited the first one.
It was several minutes before he vomited. He lasted longer than some without vomiting. I think this was the smoothest I've seen. Now I'm wondering if 20 grams more slowly sipped is kinder to the stomach. Maybe it give the stomach more time to absorb it without immediately rejecting it.
 
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ts0hill

Victim of the pharmaceutical industry
Oct 17, 2020
100
I was with jellyfish in chat. He took a second glass, did not vomit after second glass (most likely, according to his words), and these were his last words before no longer responding. We don't know what happened, but honestly. If he got a second glass in...he's most likely gone. Hope he's at peace:

Attempting 2nd glass. Slight twitches in my legs, legs starting to sleep, not painful

2nd glass downed, feeling weaker, heart pounding, no pain or discomfort really just a bad after taste

Mind feels weird l, can't deeal think I think it my timr not painful or doesn't.
Just wondering, How do you get to chat with him or people? I am new here and cant see a message icon on peoples profile. Thanks
 
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Captive of Mind

Captive of Mind

Memento mori
Aug 11, 2020
409
I highly doubt that he is going to wake up after consuming that much but I guess anything is possible.
 
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Donewiyhitall

Member
Sep 5, 2020
85
It was several minutes before he vomited. He lasted longer than some without vomiting. I think this was the smoothest I've seen. Now I'm wondering if 20 grams more slowly sipped is kinder to the stomach. Maybe it give the stomach more time to absorb it without immediately rejecting it.
This is a good question.
 

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