Time for me to go, goodbye SS

[Silver]

As he is banned, would the police actually be able to see anything much even if they did sign in? Other than the standard forum view that unregistered people can see.

 

[aanonymous]

Dear SS community,

Unfortunately it's time for my bus. I've completed all my preparations and I'm finally ready to ctb today.

It's been a pleasant stay for me here. I've enjoyed reading and partaking in the discussions. Thank you for being a good community and place where discussing suicide isn't taboo.

For those curious as to why: It's a complicated bag of existential and personal problems. My desire to live has been non-existent for way too long. And I refuse to live for the sake of others. Furthermore I've already been through the mental healthcare system and take medications. But even that can only do so much by itself.

My method of choice is SN and I'll probably just take some ibuprofen beforehand. I'll tolerate whatever discomfort comes though I'm hoping it will knock me out before that. I've chosen to do this at a nearby forest to avoid leaving a mess for the public eye.

Anyways, good bye

What is SN?

 

[SadGuyWannaDie]

He must have been. Not sure how doing a factory reset, then logging into your account again from that same phone, would accomplish anything. Anyone picking up his phone could see where he was logged in at and also probably log in themselves.

If he factory reset it and skipped past the option to set a screen lock or just didn't use one it would've been left logged in when he passed out certainly. I don't know if he was also relying on the ban to log him out too. I don't understand why else he would've said that people would've seen the ss site in his browser. When I ctb all anyone will see is my lock screen.

As he is banned, would the police actually be able to see anything much even if they did sign in? Other than the standard forum view that unregistered people can see.

I have no idea I would've thought a ban would log you out and not let you log back in until you filed a ticket with the mods explaining. Come to think of it I always wondered why sometimes in the active members list I see names crossed out but they are online viewing a part of the site.

As he is banned, would the police actually be able to see anything much even if they did sign in? Other than the standard forum view that unregistered people can see.

I have no idea I would've thought a ban would log you out and not let you log back in until you filed a ticket with the mods explaining. Come to think of it I always wondered why sometimes in the active members list I see names crossed out but they are online viewing a part of the site.

 

[Meditation guide]

Maybe someone looks at the site as a guest from his phone but the site shows him as being online. Since the cookie for the site is stored on that device.

Or maybe his ghost is still able to login.

 

[I want to end it]

Maybe someone looks at the site as a guest from his phone but the site shows him as being online. Since the cookie for the site is stored on that device.

Or maybe his ghost is still able to login.

How would anyone be able to access his account once he's banned? I think the only people who could do that are admin and maybe mods.

 

[SadGuyWannaDie]

How would anyone be able to access his account once he's banned? I think the only people who could do that are admin and maybe mods.

I'm curious what happens when your banned and your still logged in but never logged out. Knowing that could possibly answer your question.

 

[TheSomebody]

Maybe someone looks at the site as a guest from his phone but the site shows him as being online. Since the cookie for the site is stored on that device.

Or maybe his ghost is still able to login.

I will take the ghost option as the truth

 

[SadGuyWannaDie]

I don't know if this makes a difference but his account was last logged in at 3:28pm in his time zone. Hotels check out time is noon at the latest, that's a good 3 and a half hours later. Would've been found in the first hour I believe and last logged in perhaps 2 and a half hours after that.

 

[TAW122]

I hope you had a peaceful transition into the unknown.

 

[Meditation guide]

I don't know if this makes a difference but his account was last logged in at 3:28pm in his time zone. Hotels check out time is noon at the latest, that's a good 3 and a half hours later. Would've been found in the first hour I believe and last logged in perhaps 2 and a half hours after that.

So most likely it was either the police or his family.

Maybe the site does an immediate ban since they don't want any other people to be able to post messages on his account.

 

[Silvermorning]

oh my, i'm so sorry that i missed this thread yesterday and i couldnt bid him farewell properly!
active ctbing threads should be stickied or something, it's easy to miss them , for me, at least,

well i guess he isn't coming back, he is in a much better place now.

 

[I want to end it]

Only person who could answer that with certain is him.

But i suspect that is how it went.

Thanks. I hope that's what happened. It would be worrying if he remained conscious for a while after that.

 

[endergames]

@Jellyfish42 , I pray you were successful in CTB. Rest in peace.

 

[SheJumped]

Safe and peaceful travels on your journey.

 

[MrBigSad]

A bit late for me to say but you have the most legible hand writing I've seen.

If you succeed then safe travels :)

If not. We are here

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Sleep peacefully...a little candle burns for you, I hope it's light guides you to love and peace

 

[HadEnough1974]

Regarding monitor heart beats,
Why does it have to be so scientific,
Kinda creepy, impersonal, and cringey imo

"Why does it have to be so scientific"?

Seriously, you're starting to sound like Donald Trump.

Let me explain...

there is this thing called chemistry and when you drink the Sn chemistry goes into action and all this involves "science", hence the word scientific.

 

[Sherri]

Howcome you showed up online yesterday? Family members maybe....

 

[Breadbfra]

Well if you hope he is at peace then you should hope it's people who went thru his phone. Otherwise he is still alive and not at peace

I meant another thing but it sounds otherwise.
I meant "I hope there's not any pro life or family going into his phone and this site" not "I hope he's alive and here"
Sorry but english isn't my first language :/

 

[OverwhelmingDarkness]

Sleep well, Jelly.. I hope you found peace

 

[glitxo]

Wherever you are i hope you are safe now

 

[muffin222]

Whatever happened, I hope you're at peace. I'm always suspicious when people log in after supposedly ctb'ing...but it's not my place to speculate. I just think that some people on here don't have users' best intentions at heart and may want to extract sympathy, love, and support via goodbye threads. I take everything with a grain of salt

 

[Meditation guide]

I just think that some people on here don't have users' best intentions at heart and may want to extract sympathy, love, and support via goodbye threads. I take everything with a grain of salt

You don't believe they are real?

 

[muffin222]

You don't believe they are real?

I don't know. It could be that they're not real. It could also be that they didn't go through with their attempt or something went awry during the process, and they're too embarrassed to post again. It's not very often that members post goodbye threads and the account logs back in afterwards, so when it happens, I'm always a bit doubtful. I know the police or family can go through a person's phone after they ctb, but I don't know if that's actually standard procedure. If it was, I feel like we'd see a lot more accounts on here log in after a person posts a goodbye thread. There's no way to know either way without an obituary, so I just hope OP is okay, regardless of what actually happened.

 

[Meditation guide]

I don't know. It could be that they're not real.

I think they are. Otherwise the person would stay online to watch what people are saying and not log off then come back the next day. These seem very genuine to me. I think that either the family or police come online on their accounts.
Both jellyfish and willitpass for example were real seeming.

 

[StuFin]

Reading through posts it seems like quite a lot of people who post goodbye threads log in again. So maybe it is the police?

 

[Sherri]

Whatever happened, I hope you're at peace. I'm always suspicious when people log in after supposedly ctb'ing...but it's not my place to speculate. I just think that some people on here don't have users' best intentions at heart and may want to extract sympathy, love, and support via goodbye threads. I take everything with a grain of salt

Totally agree with you on this issue, it's either that or the family members or even the cops.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Totally agree with you on this issue, it's either that or the family members or even the cops.

I imagine there are a few cases of people crying out for attention but I think people are determined to CTB until there SI kicks in and by that time they have done all the preparation and login to read there goodbye thread, but if someone has CTB it would be a natural reaction for a family member to see what they have been looking at online to see if there is any evidence of being coerced in anyway.

Cheers

Geo

 

[Meditation guide]

We need a way to verify.

 

[ts0hill]

Totally agree with you on this issue, it's either that or the family members or even the cops.

It's interesting tho this site logs me out on its own when i close my phone. Maybe because I have it in private browser when I'm on this site