Time for me to go, goodbye SS

[errorsinmypast]

I feel ever so emotional reading this. Rest in peace lovely stranger, rest in peace

 

[hopeless08]

Dear SS community,

Unfortunately it's time for my bus. I've completed all my preparations and I'm finally ready to ctb today.

It's been a pleasant stay for me here. I've enjoyed reading and partaking in the discussions. Thank you for being a good community and place where discussing suicide isn't taboo.

For those curious as to why: It's a complicated bag of existential and personal problems. My desire to live has been non-existent for way too long. And I refuse to live for the sake of others. Furthermore I've already been through the mental healthcare system and take medications. But even that can only do so much by itself.

My method of choice is SN and I'll probably just take some ibuprofen beforehand. I'll tolerate whatever discomfort comes though I'm hoping it will knock me out before that. I've chosen to do this at a nearby forest to avoid leaving a mess for the public eye.

Anyways, good bye

I hope you find the peace you're searching for and if you back out,
We're all still here for you.

I was under the impression that once you make a good bye thread your account gets locked as soon as a mod sees it. For any mods that are reading I request you leave my account open until tommorow morning, thanks.


Anyway 2nd update for you guys:

Put up a sign for the hotel staff on the bathroom door, I hope they're not scarred for life by this:View attachment 48209

Removed the stickers off the SN so it can't be identified and the distributor doesn't get in trouble:
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It's very considerate of you to be thinking of the hotel staff and giving them a warning and you're also trying to protect the distributors. It shows you're a kind person and I wish you the best