the worst thing that happened to you in 2023

[shun75x]

I fell in love with a boy I was dating for about 5 months, his attitudes in the end were very strange towards me and he ended up walking away. I recently lost all my savings (almost 100k usd) and I don't know how to deal with it. I don't have the strength to start from 0 again.

 

[BlockHammer]

Nothing much happened in this year, it's just the same jobeless loser who haven't prove his worth yet. I tried and tried but it's just not enough for some reason

 

[just_a_guy]

I developed musical ear syndrome and hallucinate classical music everywhere I fucking go.

this sounds interesting and horrible all at the same time

 

[AnxietyHangover]

Got ghosted. Twice. The second time it really hurt as I thought she was different, but oh well, I guess you can't expect much from people nowadays.

 

[cursedcure]

just as i was beginning to come to terms with the fact that i needed to CTB, i met the love of my life. we lived a complicated but beautiful story which, for a moment, made me believe that we could get through it together. but we couldn't, he killed himself and now my path is clearer than ever

 

[Enabran255]

My brother and only sibling finally casting off all pretenses about how much he hates and despises me and launching a character assassination campaign against me to anyone who will listen. Him trying to completely turn my mom against me who has dementia/alzheimers. Him cutting me out of the family and having epic meltdowns when I even try to call my mom anymore.

My dad already died when I was in high school and my life never amounted to anything thanks to brutal, future-ending bullying in college, so I have no social network or life partner. My brother's abuse also destroyed my relationship with a close friend I've had for years, she got sick of listening to a "pathetic person who lets his brother walk all over him like a carpet."

 

[Unattainable666]

The worst thing that happened to me in 2023 is that I lived. 2024 WILL be different - I won't be here
The worst thing that happened to me in 2023 is that I lived. 2024 WILL be different - I won't be here

 

[Finalnight]

Developing OCD, it's so incredibly unbearable that I'm suffering every single second because of all the intrusive thoughts I can't stop having, no matter what I try, they just don't go away, they follow me in my dreams, and have completely replaced my way of thinking and how I perceive reality, this wasn't the reason I wanted to die, but it has totally taken away my chance to CTB peacefully…

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Worst : My SN got older

And the prolifers pos cockroaches got rid of N from D , NEMBUTAL from D. and prolifers pos shut down domestic SN sources in the U.S.

Why is it anyone else's business if I want to buy nembutal and kill these monstrous cells I'm imprisoned in they call a human body?

 

[lifeneedssavepoints]

I visited a dermatology clinic in January to get some advice regarding some unruly hair and the occasional ingrown. It was nothing major, i just wanted some professional advice.

Ended up getting my genitalia bbq'd by a laser and i've been left contemplating what the rest of my life now looks like. I've had better years.

 

[phantomime]

I lost my job. Really don't know what to do still and it's been months. I'm just around because I'm a coward still. At least when the money ends I'll have no choice.

 

[a/s]

I lost my job because of myself. and I'll probably get kicked out of college

 

[dangero]

I lost my source of income. I lost all my money because instead of getting treatment for free, I went to a private dentist. The bailiff entered my bank account. I have -1000 in my account because 8 years ago I didn't pay my bus ticket. In my situation when I need long term treatment and medication the state does not want to give me health insurance. I am not able to work, and I need to pay off my debts. I can't get treatment, and I need to.

 

[lucyisgone]

my parents took my estrogen away. they took the one thing that could have given me a happy life and made me not want to ctb. they're not giving it back. i will let them reap what they sow.

 

[savoytruffle]

my cat died. having to witness him in horrible agony and being powerless to do anything about it. then burying him in the woods alone crying. would never wish it on my worst enemy

 

[melancholia_melodia]

Me and my crush have mutual feelings for each other, but we had a fight over the summer and now we're not friends anymore... It hurts...

 

[Orbitc]

I realized that I can no longer compete because I don't have hacker skills, studying will take too much time. It's pointless to look for a job in another field - the rent is twice as much as I can earn in another job - even if I move to a cheap apartment, all my money will go to rent - life in poverty is pointless. I cannot take revenge on those who offended me. I realized that I would soon begin to old - I am almost 35 years old. I bought SN and now I understand that death is inevitable because my life is painful and meaningless.

 

[kane9191kosugi]

1. Failing an exam to become a speech therapist (which I didn't even want to become btw)
2. One of my family member being arrested for BS corporate manipulation, which screwed and destroyed my family.
3. Living in netcafe, being deceived by poverty business organizations, …etc.
4. Living off your savings with zero income

Like why haven't I CTB yet lmao? There is no fucking way I am going to make it over 40, that's given.

 

[Darkover]

laptop broke, got billed 125£ for back rent, bought some jeans off ebay but the buttons have fell off, nothing really bad as happenend to me this year other than having a brain injury for nearly 8 years now

 

[damnatio memoriae]

starting uni

my initial plan was to not go to uni at all, work until CTB or join the army but i listened to my parents again because i never learn

what a waste

 

[Ernest1964]

I got fired from a really good job because a coworker (militant feminist) was offended by a joke I told to SOMEONE else, SHE wasn't even in the room when I told the joke. She blew it all out of proportion and That was it for me.

 

[slitdown]

Falling for my female therapist Drowning in embarrassment.

 

[hermestrimegistus]

Wasted my money and time on plastic surgery. I'm still gross. Wasted my time. Fell off the wagon. Couldn't hold down any jobs. Made acquaintances I was sad to lose. This year is embarrassing. I'm just an unappealing alcoholic. I hate who I am. And I have no future. I just want to sleep forever

 

[Spiritual survivor]

I got scammed out of some money a couple of times trying to aquire stimulant drugs I forgot my ID at autozone b/c I was using the diagnostic reader tool to see what codes come up to repair car. I forgot it there but try to go back to get it later when I realized I lost it. They lost my ID. Never again will I part with it for something like that again. My car broke down away from the city where I live in a different city about an hour away. I had no residence so I was kinda stuck there but I did have one friend out there and I had at least a little income coming in. I won't go too much into it, but I was out of a car for many weeks until I hired a couple of mechanics thru craigslist and that helped me get it fixed faster and without the getting scammed further by a car repair shop. Initially I did get scammed for $200 by the car repair place and then I hired people privately after that. Often car repair places will nickel and dime u, leave u carless forever, they don't get around to it right away, so unless u are very well off and can afford to get screwed over, I wouldn't go to a car repair shop these days. Unless it's people u know very well who run the shop and they are your friends. Or your car is under warranty and a certain place has to fix it. There was mini heartbreak also over this guy I liked. I had to give my little dog away because I just don't have the stability he needed. Lots of loss in 2023. I was also in an abusive living situation for part of 2023 and got away from that. It's been a tough year.

 

[Light Dreamer]

Break up, six years in a relationship, the guy suddenly realized he's 'over it' I guess? He was my life and I was his little hobby. But to be quite honest I wouldn't want to spend a life with me either, might be why I don't hate him for it.

 

[Sylveon]

2023

 

[outrider567]

My worst thing happened in 2022

 

[tarococo]

Ended up back in my godmothers house. Back where I used to live years ago. I remember the day I moved out and into my first own apartment, thinking that now I'll finally be able to heal and get my life together.. I'm going in circles, this pain is neverending and I hate myself for missing this opportunity and messing up. I still am the same dumb child that left these walls a few years ago, I haven't grown at all. The only thing that's different now is that I gave up on life, I'm not hoping for anything to improve anymore

 

[Some place nice]

I found true love. We were happy and then they came to visit me and we started to officially date the day they were coming down. The next day it 3 am they tell me that they need a friend more rn so they broke up with me. They told me yesterday that they're not ready for a relationship. I hurt them tho so ig I got what I deserve. But it still hurts.

 

[Seered Doom]

One of my work friends was put in the psych ward, people were telling me to be happy about it bc they personally found him annoying, got called a stupid bitch, had flashbacks from PTSD, hallucinated, and got broken up with all in two days!