the worst thing that happened to you in 2023

[GlutenFreeCat]

I lost it. The thing that kept me motivated to keep going and try to have a somewhat happy existence. Whatever that thing was.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm still alive !!!

 

[HollowDrop]

My foolish self destructive depression drinking one night ended in me getting raped. My ability to function among other people has been ruined as all I do is remind myself it's all my fault and randomly start crying over smallest things. When I thought I couldn't possibly be any more of a fuck up garbage I proved myself wrong.

 

[Immensevoid]

literally everything of my "life", especially my health conditions which are getting worse month after month even though I am still young.

 

[ropearoundatree]

Sf

 

[Callmeswerve]

It was the slow realization that I am stuck, things won't get better for me. I'm just getting worse both in mental and physical health, and I just can't seem to find any fight left in me.

 

[Boller Bryant]

My suicidal ideation is being nothing but getting stronger and desperate. And my phycology test showed that I'm lacking in everything imaginable?

What the fuck, man! I know I'm retarded but shit. I didn't expect it to be this bad!

Agh! Nothing on my life matter anymore! I want to die! I'm a disappoinment for everyone including me. Fuck my life!

 

[Doz]

Worst thing to happen to me this year was that I didn't ctb

 

[🙃😶🫥🕊️]

I lost the person who saved me from my dark thoughts. Just a background: I'm passive-suicidal. I don't do anything to ctb but I don't take care of myself either. Though I attempted to cut my wrist way back in 2012, that was my first and, so far, the last attempt. I don't want my family to be hurt because of my actions, and I don't want them to suffer the stigma, so I didn't do anything after that. 6 years after that attempt, I met my late husband. We're not married, but we're living together, so we treat each other as husband and wife. We were friends. There is no hidden agenda; it is purely platonic, at least on my part. Though people often find me very jolly, my husband is the only one who always sees what I truly feel behind my smile. He knows when to give advice and when to just listen while I vent. After 3 years of being best friends, we got together. He's really my reason to live. He showed me that life can be cruel, but it's still beautiful. He always reminds me to be grateful for the things I have, because that's what I probably prayed for before. He's my silver lining. He was always there for me. He helped me help myself. But just 3 days after my birthday last June, he was admitted to the hospital, and 6 days later, he died due to an illness. I won't go into details regarding his illness. The very candle that lit up my way was gone. I don't know where to go, and I don't know what to do. We were supposed to get married next year. There's no engagement ring or whatever, because we're not that traditional. We just planned on getting married next year. But now this has happened. I'm forced to live my life without him, without the person I dedicated my life to. That should be me. I should've been the one who died, not him. He's full of hope; he's full of life and dreams. Death stole all of it from him. If only we could switch places, I would gladly die so he could live his dream life. If only I could, I would.

 

[autistascetic]

nothing ever happens

 

[Andrew10]

Still here

 

[NancyVicious]

My foolish self destructive depression drinking one night ended in me getting raped. My ability to function among other people has been ruined as all I do is remind myself it's all my fault and randomly start crying over smallest things. When I thought I couldn't possibly be any more of a fuck up garbage I proved myself wrong.

That was not your fault no matter how drunk you were

 

[Trakehner]

This has been the loneliest year of my life so far. I have absolutely zero friends other than my cat.

 

[NancyVicious]

The love of my life left me for someone else. I was pregnant with our baby. I went to the scan and found out the baby died. I carried him inside me for another week before the miscarriage started. I bled so much I was sent in an ambulance to hospital where they removed him with tools because he was stuck. I was alone. I left the hospital a few hours later carrying my baby in a little wooden box. I had to walk miles and catch a train for an hour to get home carrying that tiny box. I named him Elijah Henry. I wish I'd died too that day

 

[leftvoid]

I had an unplanned pregnancy that I found out about on January 1st, 2023. I ended terminating it in February and I'm glad I did. I wouldn't want them to have me as a mom or suffer thru this world.
After that I was sexually assaulted in May from a friend. It took a bit for me to even accept it as an assault.
Now I've just kinda been in limbo and I can't think of anything too great happening this year.
That's my highlight reel I guess woo ...

 

[nightmare_moon]

Was dating a wonderful girl from June to November! She's all I could've asked for until I figured out she was sexually abusive and a pedophile. I was so fucking terrified when I realized I should never have trusted her with my body.

 

[Lookoutbelow]

Being alive.

 

[Green_leaf]

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

I lost my source of income

my cat died.

I went through both of this, but instead of 2023 it was in 2022

Family went jobless because my father got accused of being a pedo. He most certainly isn't one, but it's not like the investigators cared to do their research. His boss had other controversies to handle regarding some racist policies, and they figured the best way to handle it was to fire him to get his case out of the way. The worst part: his coworkers lied and said he did all these horrible things like be disruptive or choose favorite coworkers (NONE OF WHICH HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE ORIGINAL CLAIM OF PEDOPHILIA) and that was the basis for which he was fired.

I would sue the fucking shit out of that company.

 

[girl2910]

Lost people who were important to me

 

[nightmare_moon]

An ex girlfriend I was very attached to turned out to be a pedophile.

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

I was pregnant with our baby. I went to the scan and found out the baby died. I carried him inside me for another week before the miscarriage started. I bled so much I was sent in an ambulance to hospital where they removed him with tools because he was stuck.

So, you had a cephalotripsy?

 

[jbear824]

I lived through it. That's pretty awful.

Got ghosted. Twice. The second time it really hurt as I thought she was different, but oh well, I guess you can't expect much from people nowadays.

Igh I fucking hate ghosting. It's so dehumanizing. Like at least gave the courage to say "sorry. Not for me. Peace". Like that's literally all it takes.

But to just disappear and leave that person just wondering what what happened. And more of than not, the person ghosted is going to blame themselves for it going wrong. Which tbh is cruel imo.

Ghosting is a cruel, selfish behavior born out of people not willing to deal with a little discomfort.

I'm actually currently expecting from this (Gen z) guy I'm talking to.

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

I dropped out of school because let's just say that it has been a tumultuous throughout the years and it was pure torture after a while. I also have bad job prospects and don't wanna live like that. The desire to ctb grows the more I fail in life and I don't want to live a life of failure and unfufilled dreams plus this whole education thing burned me out mentally.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I dropped out of school because let's just say that it has been a tumultuous throughout the years and it was pure torture after a while. I also have bad job prospects and don't wanna live like that. The desire to ctb grows the more I fail in life and I don't want to live a life of failure and unfufilled dreams plus this whole education thing burned me out mentally.

Not relevant but i just wanted to say i like the new pfp of Tokugawa Ieyasu as well the background pic. As much as I appreciate Ashikaga Takauji more than the likes of Yoritomo and Tamuramaro, Ieyasu is definitely right up there as Seii-taishogun.

Anyways, I echo much of your sentiments about how burnt out you are.

 

[Hikikomori1]

An ex girlfriend I was very attached to turned out to be a pedophile.

Story?

What happened?

 

[luneylonegirl]

Failed my attempt 3 times. Broke up with my bf. Can't finish my degree.

 

[LifeIsCrazyNemb]

In 2023 i failed all attempts to get back into the job market after 2 years off.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Didn't happen to me, but Rebeka ctb. After that, next worst thing to me personally is probably getting hit and getting crippling back pain. I have to do physio, gym multiple times a week, and save up for a new chair before I can recover enough to walk unsupported again. Damn thing hurts 24/7 now.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

2023 was actually a fine year for me but some of my friends went through some major upheavals and other traumatic events last year. It seems I can't be a little happy without those around me being indirectly made to suffer as a result.