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[Brick In The Wall]

Same. I've thrown up 3 times today. Thinking about driving 8 minutes up the street to get a milkshake. I'm not sure if it'll help my stomach or not

You should've kept that doctors appointment. You should probably schedule another.

A soft serve ice cream won't help much either if it's from a fast food joint.

 

[Squiddy]

You should've kept that doctors appointment. You should probably schedule another.

A soft serve ice cream won't help much either if it's from a fast food joint.

I'm gonna skip the regular doctor most likely and see if I can get into to see a gastroenterologist

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm gonna skip the regular doctor most likely and see if I can get into to see a gastroenterologist

You probably should see a specialist at this point so that's a good idea.

 

[Squiddy]

You probably should see a specialist at this point so that's a good idea.

I used to have a gastroenterologist, but he went back to his home country

 

[Squiddy]

So I set an appointment with a gastroenterologist for October 16th. It seems so long. I'm hoping my psychiatrist gives me anti nausea meds in the mean time. Also my psychiatrist said he's worried about me because I've been off my meds for 3 days because of not being able to hold them down. He's also worried because of the way I'm losing weight and when I told him that I wouldn't mind throwing up all my weight, he said that's not good at all

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I have systematically made all my biggest fears come true. I was so focused on preventing them that I drove straight into them.

I used to think I was alone when I was surrounded by people. My reasoning was that none of them actually cared and I was right about that. It was still better having fakes in my life then it is now.

I don't know why I'm still around anymore. I've lost everything that I worked so hard to build. I think the only thing keeping me here now is a mixture of false hope and delusion, but even that is running on short supply.

 

[icanhasnick]

Crap, I've joined a gun forum to try and get their help with my safe and now I have to make 10 posts before i can post a link to a picture. I've browsed all their sub forums and I seriously can't find anything I want to post on. These guys are hardcore survivalists. LOL even their off-topic section is really quite focused on stuff I'd normally stay well clear of.

If they are hardcore preppers, they will surely love spam.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

If they are hardcore preppers, they will surely love spam.

I laughed too much at this...it's true though!

 

[Squiddy]

Just woke up from a nap feeling in a ctb mood. Also I feel like eating, but at the same time am a little nauseous and also feel like I shouldn't because I gained too much weight

 

[Squiddy]

In group therapy and my mind is screaming it wants to ctb :( idk why though. Took my meds last night and this morning

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I laughed too much at this...it's true though!

I actually have a comprehensive survival kit/bug-out bag. I was quite woodscrafty when I was young. Ironically, it is now 200 miles away in my sisters loft. When the zombies hit, she will be sorted, well, she would if she knew how to use the gear.

In unrelated news: I was talking to (lets call him Stig of the Dump) the other day in the back field. He told me how the soil was so good here because thousands of years ago this was a volcano. Oh dear. I didn't have the heart to tell him I studied geology and the area was Carboniferous. I just agreed. I'm a big proponent of trying to listen, but sometimes...

 

[Squiddy]

I'm so sick of these cognitive issues I have. My two friends recommended the hospital again, but I think they're sick of me at this point (the hospital people) and my mom is sick of me going. I want to buy SN so bad and be done

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm so sick of these cognitive issues I have. My two friends recommended the hospital again, but I think they're sick of me at this point (the hospital people) and my mom is sick of me going. I want to buy SN so bad and be done

Aw Squiddy, wish I could help you. Is there not a head injuries unit that may be able to help? We have one near me. It's part of a residential unit. Maybesome more specialist care?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I actually have a comprehensive survival kit/bug-out bag. I was quite woodscrafty when I was young. Ironically, it is now 200 miles away in my sisters loft. When the zombies hit, she will be sorted, well, she would if she knew how to use the gear.

In unrelated news: I was talking to (lets call him Stig of the Dump) the other day in the back field. He told me how the soil was so good here because thousands of years ago this was a volcano. Oh dear. I didn't have the heart to tell him I studied geology and the area was Carboniferous. I just agreed. I'm a big proponent of trying to listen, but sometimes...

I had a hell of a bug out setup too. Combined with a suicide kit. Now that I'm divorced I just have the suicide kit, how ironic hahaha.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

It's been a while since I've been in the lounge. How is everyone doing?

 

[Squiddy]

Aw Squiddy, wish I could help you. Is there not a head injuries unit that may be able to help? We have one near me. It's part of a residential unit. Maybesome more specialist care?

There might be one. I'm thinking about going to a neuropsychologist, but have to wait a little until this virus is over with.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

It's been a while since I've been in the lounge. How is everyone doing?

Yea it has been a while. I've had one of those days where everything goes wrong and everyone wants to piss you off. How about yourself?

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Yea it has been a while. I've had one of those days where everything goes wrong and everyone wants to piss you off. How about yourself?

I'm doing okay I guess. Just tired mostly, but at least I get an extra long weekend to rest up.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm doing okay I guess. Just tired mostly, but at least I get an extra long weekend to rest up.

Always nice to get some extra days off, make any plans for it?

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Always nice to get some extra days off, make any plans for it?

None at the moment, but I'm hoping to be able to do something fun later this weekend.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

None at the moment, but I'm hoping to be able to do something fun later this weekend.

Well I hope the weather holds out and you find something to get into. I used to take my time off for granted. Now I work like a dog.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Second bottle of wine now. Oh well, I was never going to win against alcoholism. Fuck that.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Second bottle of wine now. Oh well, I was never going to win against alcoholism. Fuck that.

I'm drinking some whiskey myself, cheers brother!

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I'm not much of a drinker like you guys, but I wouldn't mind packing a bowl full of buds right about now. Maybe I will come back with the munchies later, who knows?

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Aw shit, just found out The Boot Inn, Whistler, closed. Ah well, if ever there was a back woods boozer that didn't fit in. Shame.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Aw shit, just found out The Boot Inn, Whistler, closed. Ah well, if ever there was a back woods boozer that didn't fit in. Shame.

Sad fucking times we live in...

 

[Squiddy]

I feel like such a fat ass. Got a Dave's double, a large fry and a large Sprite at Wendy's. It was good though

 

[Lost in a Dream]

It was good though

It sounds like it. Makes me want to go to Wendy's now.

Hopefully you can keep it down though. I know you haven't been feeling well lately.

 

[Squiddy]

It sounds like it. Makes me want to go to Wendy's now.

Hopefully you can keep it down though. I know you haven't been feeling well lately.

So far so good. No vomiting. Though I took a Zofran before and it seems to be working

 

[Deleted member 14177]