Taken last method

[Ghost2211]

I got 2 different varieties 9 packets of seeds, hard to get shells off but spent a couple of days at it. Cheapest ctb ever if works

I'm curious.. Of all the seed options what made you choose castor?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Wanted rosary but couldn't import them, something about them being a poison, like anyone would eat seeds. UK garden centre had a good selection and only 99p a pack, bargain

 

[Meditation guide]

I was afraid the local cats and dogs would eat the plants so I didn't plant them.

 

[Ghost2211]

Wanted rosary but couldn't import them, something about them being a poison, like anyone would eat seeds. UK garden centre had a good selection and only 99p a pack, bargain

The two are quite similar, and as long as a person waits until there is ample absorption there is absolutely nothing that can be done. I think Rosary are just easier to manage.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

The two are quite similar, and as long as a person waits until there is ample absorption there is absolutely nothing that can be done. I think Rosary are just easier to manage.

Rosary would have been less to eat but read about someone surviving 200 so put off by idea. Just hoping I don't survive this.

 

[Ghost2211]

Rosary would have been less to eat but read about someone surviving 200 so put off by idea. Just hoping I don't survive this.

Keep us posted if you don't mind.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I will, sadly nothing to update yet.

 

[Ghost2211]

I will, sadly nothing to update yet.

It's only been a couple hours right? It can take a good while to take affect.

 

[sadworld]

Uhh, that's a painful way. I'm sorry

You are going to die if you endure the pain.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

It's only been a couple hours right? It can take a good while to take affect.

At least another 4 hours before I could feel anything :(

 

[justsad&done]

I was afraid the local cats and dogs would eat the plants so I didn't plant them.

That does happen. When I lived in the southern US, my neighbor's dog died from eating Hemlock that was growing nearby.

 

[Weary Soul]

Oh Gromit, I am so sorry to read this. If this does work you will be greatly missed. Love and peace to you.

 

[StuFin]

So are you planning on resetting / destroying phone so it can't be traced back here?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

So are you planning on resetting / destroying phone so it can't be traced back here?

Everything will be reset. Pc is destroyed and no paper trail back to anyone

 

[NodusTollens]

I knew nothing of this process so I had to look it up real quick, you sir have a road ahead of you. —hugs—

I've been reading your posts & your determination definitely lends itself to this process. I wish you well, & I hope this is the last time you have to do this.

Godspeed, I wish you peace.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I knew nothing of this process so I had to look it up real quick, you sir have a road ahead of you. —hugs—

I've been reading your posts & your determination definitely lends itself to this process. I wish you well, & I hope this is the last time you have to do this.

Godspeed, I wish you peace.

Thank you. I know it's not a great way but mother nature can help sometimes. Just need to do everything so it works and I don't have to post another failure.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Thank you. I know it's not a great way but mother nature can help sometimes. Just need to do everything so it works and I don't have to post another failure.

Gromit, how many did u take 2 days ago?

and do you have strong painkiller if it helps in severe stages?

 

[NodusTollens]

Thank you. I know it's not a great way but mother nature can help sometimes. Just need to do everything so it works and I don't have to post another failure.

Here's hoping not, though you'll have our support no matter the outcome. :)

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Gromit, how many did u take 2 days ago?

Only tested with 2. This time was 108

 

[KleinerWolf]

Only tested with 2. This time was 108

I think you are gonna die from this.

Seems like a painful way to go:(

I hope your sn arrives before you enter into severe stages or that you have something to relieve the pain.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I think you are gonna die from this.

Seems like a painful way to go:(

I hope your sn arrives before you enter into severe stages or that you have something to relieve the pain.

If the SN arrives will take it as well. If the pain is to much I have the hospital or ratchet strap.

 

[Meditation guide]

Since this is a new way on this site hopefully we get some blow by blow descriptions of what happens as this takes effect.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Since this is a new way on this site hopefully we get some blow by blow descriptions of what happens as this takes effect.

I will try. But tbh wouldn't recommend to anyone, this is the pit of desperation.

 

[KleinerWolf]

If the SN arrives will take it as well. If the pain is to much I have the hospital or ratchet strap.

I read something about blood in urine,
Liver and kidney failure.
if the sources are trustworthy.

im not sure if you have some painkiller handy,
but hospital is definitely an option if it ends up excruciating pain.

otherwise I Hope the sn comes soon.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Lots of pain killers and lots of sleeping pills. Hospital is last resort, would try compression before that

 

[Spitfire]

Only tested with 2. This time was 108

I think you can monitor your pupils to see this particular substance is having an effect.

Body temperature for fever too.

 

[profoundexperience]

@Gromit-CTB, may I please wholeheartedly offer you this Buddhist prayer of lovingkindness now -- for this very moment -- and for whatever may come...

May you be free of suffering, @Gromit-CTB.
May you have mental happiness, @Gromit-CTB.
May you have physical happiness, @Gromit-CTB.
May you have ease of well being, @Gromit-CTB.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I think you can monitor your pupils to see this particular substance is having an effect.

Body temperature for fever too.

Had no effect from test, not sure if that's good or bad. But looking out for signs, have researched all I can on web about it so do know what I'm facing. This is not impulse it's two months of planning and researching my CTB, yes not my favourite method but plan C could be the way.

 

[stygal]

I'm so sorry, Gromit.
I wouldn't wish this act of pure desperation on anybody.
Hopefully you've got enough things to distract yourself with.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I'm so sorry, Gromit.
I wouldn't wish this act of pure desperation on anybody.
Hopefully you've got enough things to distract yourself with.

I have you guys which is all I need at the end of the day