Taken last method

[profoundexperience]

I really don't know what I'd do if I was in your position...

You vomited, so it seems possible to assume at least some of the ricin survived the baking. Was it enough to cause serious damage?

If it were me, I'd be as prepared to go to hospital or use a backup method --- whatever comes... if need be.

 

[KleinerWolf]

I will keep going until one day I get it right

I assume that cooking the beans has something to do with lethality/toxicity,
But it's hard to say.

I'm actually praying you don't die from the ricin but SN,

I pray that it arrives soon. *hugs*

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Possibly a dessert section - Death by Chocolate?

Chocolate cyanide. Actually was something I was looking at apricot kernels for cyanide poison. See told you I was an odd one people..

 

[Meditation guide]

I need a good puffer fish recipe.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I really don't know what I'd do if I was in your position...

You vomited, so it seems possible to assume at least some of the ricin survived the baking. Was it enough to cause serious damage?

If it were me, I'd be as prepared to go to hospital or use a backup method --- whatever comes... if need be.

Am staying put for now, I know what hospital means, especially if I messed up and survive. Still banking on SN but that will be Monday now

I need a good puffer fish recipe.

Yew seed and puffer fish pate

 

[justsad&done]

Chocolate cyanide. Actually was something I was looking at apricot kernels for cyanide poison. See told you I was an odd one people..

Not odd- innovative, creative. And determined.

 

[Brackenshire]

@Gromit-CTB. I hear you and respect you. In my eyes you are a human in pain. I wish for you whatever you decide. You are loved and respected here as we all are here, though not out in the world. They dont understand the pain is relentless.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Chocolate cyanide. Actually was something I was looking at apricot kernels for cyanide poison. See told you I was an odd one people..

I'm getting some design ideas in my head for the cover.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I'm getting some design ideas in my head for the cover.

Make some mock ups have loads of recipes from mother nature. We could make a killing out of this. Could be number 1 seller. My part of sales to go to Battersea dogs home though.

 

[Nimbus]

I need a good puffer fish recipe.

No, wait, we need a bad puffer fish recipe.

 

[Meditation guide]

The Suicide Cookbook
Killer recipes for your last meal.

Russian Roulette Ricen Yogurt

 

[Nymph]

I need a good puffer fish recipe.

Oh I had a puffer fish in a restaurant once. But the chef was good so I'm still here://

 

[Gromit-CTB]

The Suicide Cookbook
Killer recipes for your last meal.

Foxglove tapas.
Ricin yoghurt
Chocolate cyanide
Yew seed and puffer fish pate.
Hemlock on a bed of wild rocket.
Nightshade nibbles.

It's a start

 

[Nymph]

Foxglove tapas.
Ricin yoghurt
Chocolate cyanide
Yew seed and puffer fish pate.
Hemlock on a bed of wild rocket.
Nightshade nibbles.

It's a start

Sounds good

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Cherry Stone Pie: Who knew cyanide could be so delicious?

Rosary pea soup.

I think we are smashing this. Is it to late for me to copyright this

 

[Nimbus]

Cherry Stone Pie: Who knew cyanide could be so delicious?

Tortellini w/ rosary peas and ham

 

[Nymph]

This gave me motivation to draw, now I wanna draw how I imagine these dishes lol

 

[Gromit-CTB]

This gave me motivation to draw, now I wanna draw how I imagine these dishes lol

Go for it will be interesting to see them. You got 5 days.

 

[Thanatonaut]

Baked Alaska with a N chaser

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Baked Alaska with a N chaser

Now you are bringing out the big guns. Good work

 

[Nexuno]

How ya doing Gromit?

 

[KleinerWolf]

You guys are definitely I elevating it into gourmet fine dinning,
don't mind me,
I'll set the table with tableware.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Make some mock ups have loads of recipes from mother nature. We could make a killing out of this. Could be number 1 seller. My part of sales to go to Battersea dogs home though.

I'm thinking a checkered table cloth with a death by chocolate on it, superimposed on the cake is a skull and crossbones. Font will be Algerian for the cover. It's the ouija board font.

 

[Ghost2211]

Not too hungry, but I'll take an SN on the rocks.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I'm thinking a checkered table cloth with a death by chocolate on it, superimposed on the cake is a skull and crossbones. Font will be Algerian for the cover. It's the ouija board font.

Liking the style.

How ya doing Gromit?

Sadly still here, no difference only been sick once. Can I not do anything right

 

[Nimbus]

Gromit, I've appreciated reading so many of your insightful posts, many sad but some also made me laugh. I will miss your contributions here if you succeed, but will not be far behind you. Wed. is my day and I truly hope your suffering will not last that long. Maybe your SN will come on Mon.

Whatever the final method, I hope you have all the peace and freedom you desire. Sending hugs your way.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Gromit, I've appreciated reading so many of your insightful posts, many sad but some also made me laugh. I will miss your contributions here if you succeed, but will not be far behind you. Wed. is my day and I truly hope your suffering will not last that long. Maybe your SN will come on Mon.

Whatever the final method, I hope you have all the peace and freedom you desire. Sending hugs your way.

Thank you. If it comes I will take as well if I can.

 

[Thanatonaut]

Sadly still here, no difference only been sick once. Can I not do anything right

It's not what you can do right, it's what you can do right with, and your hands are tied by lack of availability.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Those death organizations in Switzerland are doing it all wrong.

No style from the Swiss, they have all the chocolate in the world they need to try harder

 

[Ghost2211]

Sadly still here, no difference only been sick once. Can I not do anything right

some degree of nausea is going to happen even with deactivated caster oil, and possibly some intestinal cramping or diarrhea. The fact that you're having zero symptoms this far into the timeframe kind of suggests you may have over cooked your beans. I'm curious, why did you cook them Instead of just grinding them into a fine powder and mixing them with water?