Taken last method

[Nimbus]

Not too hungry, but I'll take an SN on the rocks.

Interesting thought... some things do taste better cold...

 

[Ghost2211]

Interesting thought... some things do taste better cold...

Chilling it might be improve the flavor, but I don't think there's a large enough volume to care. I definitely would not want it served hot though.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

some degree of nausea is going to happen even with deactivated caster oil, and possibly some intestinal cramping or diarrhea. The fact that you're having zero symptoms this far into the timeframe kind of suggests you may have over cooked your beans. I'm curious, why did you cook them Instead of just grinding them into a fine powder and mixing them with water?

Wasn't a cook as such. was drying them on low heat really, they were still mushy. was trying to remove all traces of oil.

 

[Ghost2211]

Wasn't a cook as such. was drying them on low heat really, they were still mushy. was trying to remove all traces of oil.

Oh I see.

 

[Nexuno]

Sadly still here, no difference only been sick once. Can I not do anything right

I really hope your SN will arrive soon mate, I would be more than happy if you can CTB peacefully and without any prolonged pain!

 

[Nimbus]

Chilling it might be improve the flavor, but I don't think there's a large enough volume to care. I definitely would not want it served hot though.

Right. No Hot SN Toddies for me, thanks!

 

[Nymph]

For the SN I was thinking something like potato chips but salted with SN instead of regular salt but idk how that would work

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Oh I see.

The oil is of no use, ricin doesn't bind to the oil so need to get rid of that as much as possible. If I could do it again would have strained through muslin cloth first.

 

[Nimbus]

For the SN I was thinking something like potato chips but salted with SN instead of regular salt but idk how that would work

SN buttered popcorn?

SN Suicide Salami?

If only we could eat with it.

 

[Disco Biscuit]

Gromit, I'm so sorry you're going through this!

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

Ricin he said. I dunno what that is...

thats gonna hurt...

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Gromit, I'm so sorry you're going through this!

Thank you. Not going to be forever

 

[Silver]

Wow Gromit, I'm sorry you have to go through this. I hope it won't be painful, you don't deserve any of this :(

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Don't try this at home kids. Was a bad mistake.

 

[Caspers]

Giving you hugs mate, I'll miss you

 

[Ghost2211]

The oil is of no use, ricin doesn't bind to the oil so need to get rid of that as much as possible. If I could do it again would have strained through muslin cloth first.

I would just go with rosary peas. You literally just have to crack them open. I think with enough time and research a source could be found. I would not recommend this to anyone of course, but rosary does seem better than castor since he wouldn't have the burden of the oil and preparation.

 

[Latios]

@Gromit-CTB How are you feeling right now if you don't mind me asking? Sending you virtual hugs.

 

[foxdie]

Aw Gromit I hope you're not in too much discomfort my friend. I've really appreciated your kindness and humour on the forum even if we didn't interact a lot. Maybe we can have a pint on the other side wearing our special beanies. Wishing you the best, you deserve it

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

I'm so sorry that you're enduring all this agony Gromit. If it gets too bad please phone up 111 and ask if there's any pain relief they can give you.

 

[profoundexperience]

Don't try this at home kids. Was a bad mistake.

Look at what they make us do. I'm ashamed of the suffering the human society imposes on us in order to leave (including the outlawing of better methods)... It's unconscionable.

You deserved better... we all do. From me to you, I'm sorry.

I just hope and pray that the suffering is as minimal and short as possible... for you... and for all of us.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

How are you fairing Gromit? We are sending you love!

 

[justsad&done]

Thinking of you and hoping you are able to rest.

 

[Sakura94]

This thread was hard to read but it's the sort of thing I'd think up out of desperation so I can relate to it.
Grom, if you're still reading I really wish you the best.

 

[justanotherstar]

Thinking of you Gromit. How are you doing?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Sick all night. This obviously hasn't worked. Am total failure, giving up on ctb. Will let old age kill me.

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Sick all night. This obviously hasn't worked. Am total failure, giving up on ctb. Will let old age kill me.

Has it gotten worse, or is it wearing off? And don't beat yourself up over it if the latter. If anything, it'd take 5 dats. If you survived, I'd start going tedious with alternative methods that are better than this. If not, I hope you find somethingworth living for.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Has it gotten worse, or is it wearing off? And don't beat yourself up over it if the latter. If anything, it'd take 5 dats. If you survived, I'd start going tedious with alternative methods that are better than this. If not, I hope you find somethingworth living for.

Sickness worn off now, will have to get used to having to live another 40 years I suppose

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Sickness worn off now, will have to get used to having to live another 40 years I suppose

I'm sorry... then again, I'm kinda glad you didn't die. Not saying that out of sadism, I mean as a method itself.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Mods can you lock this post.

No point in having it will crawl back under my rock till old age gets me

 

[profoundexperience]

Please relax & take special care of yourself just now Gromit... you've been through an ordeal.

Please worry about the future later...