starryend

starryend

Forsaken
Dec 6, 2025
45
I'm in the US and have been struggling to find any kind of source myself. Any help would be appreciated.
 
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Adrift

Member
Dec 10, 2025
6
Hiya, if there's anyone here who knows a source in the US, please lmk through DMs! I would be incredibly appreciative.
 
muu

muu

Let's meet up inside the pain, a place just for me
Jul 27, 2025
54
lookin' for a source in the US. pms appreciated. thankyou. :-)
 
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walkinpoland

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Jun 2, 2025
2
Google AI mode said this. Is this true?
  • CO Poisoning: Carbon monoxide poisoning is often described as insidious or "vicious" because CO binds to hemoglobin much more effectively than oxygen, but it does not necessarily trigger the sensation of breathlessness. Victims may become confused, lethargic, and simply pass out without a dramatic fight to breathe, feeling perhaps a strong headache or flu-like symptoms. The blood turns a characteristic cherry-red, and the victim often remains pink, making it hard to detect clinically.
  • Sodium Nitrite Poisoning: Sodium nitrite poisoning is more dramatic in its clinical presentation than CO poisoning. The most striking visual symptom is profound cyanosis—the skin, lips, and nail beds turn a blue, grey, or even a "chocolate-brown" color because methemoglobin has a dark appearance. While confusion and an altered mental state (similar to CO) are prominent symptoms as the brain becomes starved of oxygen, the victim is often very aware that something is terribly wrong with their breathing and circulation, leading to a sense of anxiety and distress, alongside headaches, dizziness, and a rapid heart rate.
 
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Failed2AbortYou

Member
Dec 8, 2025
5
I was able to get meto but can't find any sn supplier that can be shipped to a residential address in the US they all will only ship the a business or school. Looking into alternative plant stuff now :(
I found a couple legit sellers that sell to residential customers in the US, but at a higher premium of course.
 
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theCHARM

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Dec 5, 2025
7
I found a couple legit sellers that sell to residential customers in the US, but at a higher premium of course.
If you'd be comfortable, dm me the names of the sellers, still haven't been able to find any myself. Probably going to switch to the night night method if I can't get that stuff. All the plants that would work seem like they have such horrible side effects
 
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murielhelsop

New Member
Dec 6, 2025
4
This post will be dedicated to compiling all the information we have on the Sodium Nitrite method (SN), including what else is needed and comparing it to other popular methods.

Before starting, I HIGHLY encourage you read most, if not all, of the chapters on the PPH, as this method may not be the most suited for you.

First of all, let's discuss why this method works, and how it kills.

Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2, acts as a catalyst in the conversion of the hemoglobin in your blood into methemoglobin (MetHB), a molecule with a much higher affinity with oxygen. This occurs when the ferrous ions in the regular hemoglobin are converted into ferric ones.
Since it's affinity is so high, methemoglobin cannot let the oxygen flow into other tissues that need it, thus depriving them of oxygen even while you're breathing. Death, then, occurs by hypoxia.
Sodium Nitrite poisoning symptoms include nausea, vertigo, vomiting, very heavy headaches and, should you manage to not pass out for too long, seizures.
The PPH claims that, during a monitored suicide with SN, the patient was unconscious at 12 minutes and dead by 35. However, some sources claim that SN poisoning might take as much as 8 hours to kill, probably due to low dosage.
Since methemoglobin creation is a natural process in our bodies, you must be aware that a certain enzyme works to transform it back into hemoglobin again. This is why the recommended dosage has varied on the PPH so much, as the syntetization of these enzymes and their "power" to overcome the formation of MetHB depends purely on your body, thus making a normal, general dose for all who chose this method very hard to determine, unlike N.

As for the physical symptoms your body will experience, not much will really change. Since your blood will mainly be MetHB, it will take on a bluish chocolate brown color, and the tips of your fingers, toes and nose (amongst others) will turn slightly blue from cyanosis.

Now, lets take a look at the "shopping cart".

You'll need the following:

SN: The main compund for this method, Sodium Nitrite is easy enough to find. You're looking for >98% purity Nitrite. This chemical is sold without regulation and can be bought from Amazon, Ebay or any lab supplier in your area. 100 grams cost between 8 and 10€. This chemical is completely legal to own and is used during curation of meats to preserve their color. It's described as "White to yellowish powder/crystals" and it's said to have "slightly salty taste". It is also very soluble in water.
The recommended dose from the PPH is 15 grams, however, this has increased on different issues, from only 5, to 12 and now to 15.
Very important: You're looking for Sodium Nitrite, not Sodium Nitrate; NaNO2, not NaNO3.
Should you not find it just by looking up Sodium Nitrite, look for: NaNO2, NNaO2 or Filmerine. Make sure you're buying what you want and that it's purity is high enough. For more information on it plus some industrial sellers, check Sodium Nitrite on Pubchem.

Antiemetics: Strong enough antiemetics for this method are not OTC, so you'll need to see your way around this. You're looking for Metoclopramide or any of it's commercial names, like Reglan/Primperan. This antiemetic needs to be a Dopamine blocker for it to work.
Antiemetics aren't 100% necessary for this method, however; just like with N, you wont accomplish anything if you end up puking it all out, which is likely. This will also most likely be the bulk of the money you'll use during this method.

Acid Regulators: Another thing recommended in the PPH is raising your stomach's pH to make the SN more effective. This can be accomplished with drugs like Tagamet (The one recommended on the PPH, 800mg, which is to my knowledge OTC) or even bicarbonate, though not as effective.

I recently got asked a few things regarding SN. First of all, you must know that the effects of this poisoning are completely reversible. It is very unlikely that you will have any permanent damage should you be "saved" during your attempt. Secondly, since this method relies on hypoxia, cardiovascular problems will reduce the amount of MetHB in blood needed to actually kill you. This, however, shouldnt really be a problem since it is sold starting from 100 grams, far more than the amount needed.

Lastly, there have been cases of people recovering from SN poisoning without any "side effects", but even if the ambulance is called soon enough, it is not certain that you will survive.

Should you have any question you can't find the answer of, please comment it and maybe you'll find someone on this community who knows.
Also, should you have any more information you'd like to share, please post it and tag me so I can edit this post and get it included. Thank you.
Thank you for your answer. If I take a lot of temesta (10mg) (to low anxiety), 400mg of quetiapine (as an antiemetic and dopamine blocker) and 100mg to NANO2 do you think it will kill me? I have to dilute nano2 powder in some water?

Sorry I don't understand well english, so I read partially the ressources.... I will be really grateful if you can simplify me or answer to this message.

I hope you feel well today or have at least one moment of joy during the day.
 
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ilovenewyork

Student
Nov 16, 2025
105
Looking for a US domestic SN source, help appreciated, DM me please 🙏🏻
 
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Tarantula

I regret nothing.
Dec 5, 2025
34
I'm currently looking for an SN source that ships to the US. Pms are appreciated
 
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catsalvation

Member
Sep 13, 2025
38
If someone knows a Central European source please let me know. 🙏🏻
Google AI mode said this. Is this true?
  • CO Poisoning: Carbon monoxide poisoning is often described as insidious or "vicious" because CO binds to hemoglobin much more effectively than oxygen, but it does not necessarily trigger the sensation of breathlessness. Victims may become confused, lethargic, and simply pass out without a dramatic fight to breathe, feeling perhaps a strong headache or flu-like symptoms. The blood turns a characteristic cherry-red, and the victim often remains pink, making it hard to detect clinically.
  • Sodium Nitrite Poisoning: Sodium nitrite poisoning is more dramatic in its clinical presentation than CO poisoning. The most striking visual symptom is profound cyanosis—the skin, lips, and nail beds turn a blue, grey, or even a "chocolate-brown" color because methemoglobin has a dark appearance. While confusion and an altered mental state (similar to CO) are prominent symptoms as the brain becomes starved of oxygen, the victim is often very aware that something is terribly wrong with their breathing and circulation, leading to a sense of anxiety and distress, alongside headaches, dizziness, and a rapid heart rate.
As far as I know these are true. For the SN method that's why we need sedatives as well.
"Funny" thing is my landlord plans a renovation which very much can cause CO poisoning in my rent and I'm worried that I can die while sleeping.
I know it seems contradictory that I'm afraid of this but if I go, I want to decide that and go on my own terms.
 
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Gabriel1987

Member
Dec 8, 2025
13
I'm looking for sources of SN for France, preferably from European countries, as there are fewer customs checks.I'm also looking for a way to obtain beta-blockers like propranolol or another effective one.
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
746
How many successful raw doggers have we had here?
 
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OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
746
Like not meto? Idk seems risky, like if you take the time to get SN why not do it right and get all the rest of the stuff.
SN is hard enough to get. A lot of us aren't good enough at lying to get prescription stuff
 
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dorko

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Dec 26, 2025
10
Europe:

Today i got following message:

We are very sorry, but for tax reasons we are not able to sell the goods without a valid VAT number.

The only possible exception would be a transaction with payment made in PLN and collection of the goods in Poland.
We would also like to inform you that this raw material is offered in 25 kg bags we are not able to sell smaller quantities.
 
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finale

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Dec 5, 2025
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Please, I need a SN source that ships to USA. It would be much appreciated
 
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demonio.de.Tasmania

Member
Dec 21, 2025
10
Looking for a SN source in Europe, please PM me if you have any information. I am desperate, neck too thick for partial :/
 
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dalemar

Experienced
Nov 20, 2025
231
I was wondering the same thing. Like I have SN but I don't have all the other meds and I'm running out of time :(
SN is hard enough to get. A lot of us aren't good enough at lying to get prescription stuff
The protocol states that the only 100% required stuff is the SN.
If I wasn't able to source any of the other stuff, but I still wanted to CTB, I would do it in a place where no one could hear me, because I would probably vomit, had 3-4 cups prepared to take after puking, and with 12hr of food fasting, and 3 hr of liquid fasting.
I would take 3hour prior the SN 1000mg of paracetamol or 600mg of ibuprofen, and 1-2 pills of OTC muscle relaxer, to be calm, and reduce possible body shaking or tremors.
I know it's not ideal, but I am sure is better than plain SN.
 
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