Resource SN megathread

[TimeTraveling4]

Any threads on how SN feels? The taste is obviously just salt water, but what about physical pain? What do people feel and how long does it take to act?

FIRST EVER SN DOCUMENTATION

Dear everyone, This thread will be about the documentation of the cbt of user @Moonicide (29 years old) Who took her life on Jan 12th at 00:30 EST. She was a dear friend of mine that I met on this forum. She loved this forum and it's users. The forum helped her allot during her last days. And...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[h4ppyhypoxia]

would it be a good idea to combine SN with a nitrogen exit bag? right before i place the eb over my head id like to take SN to be certain that my ctb will work so ill not have any issues related to brain damage from the eb if it fails

 

[funhaver63]

this shits impossible to find idk if im just stupid or if SN somehow got more difficult to source in the past month but I feel like navigating DNM's was way easier than trying to find SN ;((

 

[pickedmyctbdate]

Desperately looking for SN source in the US. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

I am, too. I just checked with sources that can I can usually buy drugs online from, but I can't find a single source. For those in the US, I wouldn't worry too much about customs. Just don't take risks. Use a Proton account to communicate. Customs is on a kick right now of "inspect of every package," but that's literally impossible, so a lot of packages are coming through that have clearly been opened and peeked into and wrapped in green tape, but no one actually dug thoroughly through the contents.

I just can't believe there isn't a SINGLE source out there!! Is there a sourcing thread anywhere? I have time. About a month. That's the deadline I've given myself to wrap up my affairs and make absolutely sure that now is the right time. But even if I were to decide it's not yet the right time, I would like to have some on-hand. That or cyanide, but I've heard that's even harder to get and tha exit is much more painful than the sounds of SN.

 

[LockBird]

Hello,
Any idea how to get SN in Eastern Europe (Bulgaira). I found some places but all of them sell only to companies.

 

[Grinchy]

I can get you the benzos and antiemetics. I have more than enough. Because I was going to OD. I'll trade you that for an SN source. That's obviously the route I'm going to have to go.

Are you based in the U.S. ?

 

[whatever000]

This post will be dedicated to compiling all the information we have on the Sodium Nitrite method (SN), including what else is needed and comparing it to other popular methods.

Before starting, I HIGHLY encourage you read most, if not all, of the chapters on the PPH, as this method may not be the most suited for you.

First of all, let's discuss why this method works, and how it kills.

Spoiler: The effects of Sodium Nitrite

Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2, acts as a catalyst in the conversion of the hemoglobin in your blood into methemoglobin (MetHB), a molecule with a much higher affinity with oxygen. This occurs when the ferrous ions in the regular hemoglobin are converted into ferric ones.
Since it's affinity is so high, methemoglobin cannot let the oxygen flow into other tissues that need it, thus depriving them of oxygen even while you're breathing. Death, then, occurs by hypoxia.
Sodium Nitrite poisoning symptoms include nausea, vertigo, vomiting, very heavy headaches and, should you manage to not pass out for too long, seizures.
The PPH claims that, during a monitored suicide with SN, the patient was unconscious at 12 minutes and dead by 35. However, some sources claim that SN poisoning might take as much as 8 hours to kill, probably due to low dosage.
Since methemoglobin creation is a natural process in our bodies, you must be aware that a certain enzyme works to transform it back into hemoglobin again. This is why the recommended dosage has varied on the PPH so much, as the syntetization of these enzymes and their "power" to overcome the formation of MetHB depends purely on your body, thus making a normal, general dose for all who chose this method very hard to determine, unlike N.

As for the physical symptoms your body will experience, not much will really change. Since your blood will mainly be MetHB, it will take on a bluish chocolate brown color, and the tips of your fingers, toes and nose (amongst others) will turn slightly blue from cyanosis.

Now, lets take a look at the "shopping cart".

Spoiler: What is needed for this method?

You'll need the following:

SN: The main compund for this method, Sodium Nitrite is easy enough to find. You're looking for >98% purity Nitrite. This chemical is sold without regulation and can be bought from Amazon, Ebay or any lab supplier in your area. 100 grams cost between 8 and 10€. This chemical is completely legal to own and is used during curation of meats to preserve their color. It's described as "White to yellowish powder/crystals" and it's said to have "slightly salty taste". It is also very soluble in water.
The recommended dose from the PPH is 15 grams, however, this has increased on different issues, from only 5, to 12 and now to 15.
Very important: You're looking for Sodium Nitrite, not Sodium Nitrate; NaNO2, not NaNO3.
Should you not find it just by looking up Sodium Nitrite, look for: NaNO2, NNaO2 or Filmerine. Make sure you're buying what you want and that it's purity is high enough. For more information on it plus some industrial sellers, check Sodium Nitrite on Pubchem.

Antiemetics: Strong enough antiemetics for this method are not OTC, so you'll need to see your way around this. You're looking for Metoclopramide or any of it's commercial names, like Reglan/Primperan. This antiemetic needs to be a Dopamine blocker for it to work.
Antiemetics aren't 100% necessary for this method, however; just like with N, you wont accomplish anything if you end up puking it all out, which is likely. This will also most likely be the bulk of the money you'll use during this method.

Acid Regulators: Another thing recommended in the PPH is raising your stomach's pH to make the SN more effective. This can be accomplished with drugs like Tagamet (The one recommended on the PPH, 800mg, which is to my knowledge OTC) or even bicarbonate, though not as effective.

Spoiler: A few extra comments

I recently got asked a few things regarding SN. First of all, you must know that the effects of this poisoning are completely reversible. It is very unlikely that you will have any permanent damage should you be "saved" during your attempt. Secondly, since this method relies on hypoxia, cardiovascular problems will reduce the amount of MetHB in blood needed to actually kill you. This, however, shouldnt really be a problem since it is sold starting from 100 grams, far more than the amount needed.

Lastly, there have been cases of people recovering from SN poisoning without any "side effects", but even if the ambulance is called soon enough, it is not certain that you will survive.

Should you have any question you can't find the answer of, please comment it and maybe you'll find someone on this community who knows.
Also, should you have any more information you'd like to share, please post it and tag me so I can edit this post and get it included. Thank you.

Where is the pph everyone keeps referring to. I can't find it

 

[pickedmyctbdate]

Are you based in the U.S. ?

Yes

 

[sobasoup]

FIRST EVER SN DOCUMENTATION

Dear everyone, This thread will be about the documentation of the cbt of user @Moonicide (29 years old) Who took her life on Jan 12th at 00:30 EST. She was a dear friend of mine that I met on this forum. She loved this forum and it's users. The forum helped her allot during her last days. And...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Does not sound pleasant at all, the thread where a user tried out SN and almost accidently died came off more tolerable. Any other first-hand accounts if possible?

 

[enso]

Does not sound pleasant at all, the thread where a user tried out SN and almost accidently died came off more tolerable. Any other first-hand accounts if possible?

Do you think that because of the second part of the process? It looks like that it was mostly unconscious, automatic reactions of body without any awareness of it.

As somebody said in linked thread, it is very hard to make things absolutely not messy, it is just a part of the way