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DeathSweetDeath

Arcanist
Nov 12, 2025
468
I'm wondering if IndiaMART is an ok source for meto? And if there will be any issues ordering from the US? They have meto but I'm wondering if it's legit or if there's a catch. Please lmk if anyone knows.
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,026
I think my SN arrived but FedEx needed to deliver to a real person. They'll come back or I'll go pick it up. Too bad every minute of my next two days is occupied. Maybe my dad gives the package to me no questions asked. I hate lying but I might have to tell him it's something else. Honestly I might just come clean because I'm weird like that. Yes, I'd rather have him find my hanged body than lie to him about the contents of a package. But I'm too close to freedom now.

How painful is it, really?
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,026
Got a call from FedEx about my SN. I need to fill out some toxic substance form for customs. Hmm.
 
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Mackerel

New Member
Jan 27, 2026
4
This post will be dedicated to compiling all the information we have on the Sodium Nitrite method (SN), including what else is needed and comparing it to other popular methods.

Before starting, I HIGHLY encourage you read most, if not all, of the chapters on the PPH, as this method may not be the most suited for you.

First of all, let's discuss why this method works, and how it kills.

Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2, acts as a catalyst in the conversion of the hemoglobin in your blood into methemoglobin (MetHB), a molecule with a much higher affinity with oxygen. This occurs when the ferrous ions in the regular hemoglobin are converted into ferric ones.
Since it's affinity is so high, methemoglobin cannot let the oxygen flow into other tissues that need it, thus depriving them of oxygen even while you're breathing. Death, then, occurs by hypoxia.
Sodium Nitrite poisoning symptoms include nausea, vertigo, vomiting, very heavy headaches and, should you manage to not pass out for too long, seizures.
The PPH claims that, during a monitored suicide with SN, the patient was unconscious at 12 minutes and dead by 35. However, some sources claim that SN poisoning might take as much as 8 hours to kill, probably due to low dosage.
Since methemoglobin creation is a natural process in our bodies, you must be aware that a certain enzyme works to transform it back into hemoglobin again. This is why the recommended dosage has varied on the PPH so much, as the syntetization of these enzymes and their "power" to overcome the formation of MetHB depends purely on your body, thus making a normal, general dose for all who chose this method very hard to determine, unlike N.

As for the physical symptoms your body will experience, not much will really change. Since your blood will mainly be MetHB, it will take on a bluish chocolate brown color, and the tips of your fingers, toes and nose (amongst others) will turn slightly blue from cyanosis.

Now, lets take a look at the "shopping cart".

You'll need the following:

SN: The main compund for this method, Sodium Nitrite is easy enough to find. You're looking for >98% purity Nitrite. This chemical is sold without regulation and can be bought from Amazon, Ebay or any lab supplier in your area. 100 grams cost between 8 and 10€. This chemical is completely legal to own and is used during curation of meats to preserve their color. It's described as "White to yellowish powder/crystals" and it's said to have "slightly salty taste". It is also very soluble in water.
The recommended dose from the PPH is 15 grams, however, this has increased on different issues, from only 5, to 12 and now to 15.
Very important: You're looking for Sodium Nitrite, not Sodium Nitrate; NaNO2, not NaNO3.
Should you not find it just by looking up Sodium Nitrite, look for: NaNO2, NNaO2 or Filmerine. Make sure you're buying what you want and that it's purity is high enough. For more information on it plus some industrial sellers, check Sodium Nitrite on Pubchem.

Antiemetics: Strong enough antiemetics for this method are not OTC, so you'll need to see your way around this. You're looking for Metoclopramide or any of it's commercial names, like Reglan/Primperan. This antiemetic needs to be a Dopamine blocker for it to work.
Antiemetics aren't 100% necessary for this method, however; just like with N, you wont accomplish anything if you end up puking it all out, which is likely. This will also most likely be the bulk of the money you'll use during this method.

Acid Regulators: Another thing recommended in the PPH is raising your stomach's pH to make the SN more effective. This can be accomplished with drugs like Tagamet (The one recommended on the PPH, 800mg, which is to my knowledge OTC) or even bicarbonate, though not as effective.

I recently got asked a few things regarding SN. First of all, you must know that the effects of this poisoning are completely reversible. It is very unlikely that you will have any permanent damage should you be "saved" during your attempt. Secondly, since this method relies on hypoxia, cardiovascular problems will reduce the amount of MetHB in blood needed to actually kill you. This, however, shouldnt really be a problem since it is sold starting from 100 grams, far more than the amount needed.

Lastly, there have been cases of people recovering from SN poisoning without any "side effects", but even if the ambulance is called soon enough, it is not certain that you will survive.

Should you have any question you can't find the answer of, please comment it and maybe you'll find someone on this community who knows.
Also, should you have any more information you'd like to share, please post it and tag me so I can edit this post and get it included. Thank you.
Can I eat something before I take it? like for example sushi? Will it still have the same effect?
 
cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
567
Can I eat something before I take it? like for example sushi? Will it still have the same effect?
No, leave minimum 3-4 hours gap. As long, it's a light meal, it shouldn't be much of an issue. More time is recommended but i think light meals are fine
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,026
Got a call from FedEx about my SN. I need to fill out some toxic substance form for customs. Hmm.
I think I'm gonna just give up and accept that it was intercepted. I don't have any of the stuff that's supposed to go on this form.
 
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pelicanportal

pelicanportal

Member
Jan 28, 2026
6
If anyone found a supplier that can ship to a US residential, that is listed as a business but still residential, please please DM me. My gratitude would be eternal. I am chickening out of hanging and need to CTB in a few weeks. All I found are shady Indian websites with bad reviews.
 
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thatsin

Member
Aug 29, 2025
5
Hi all,

Just checking in on this thread if someone found a reliable supplier for SN for the USA? I feel bad for Failed2AbortYou as they got an influx of requests for information (understandably) and figured it might be better if it was posted on the main thread vs in the DMs.
 

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