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I see the chaos in your eyes.
- Oct 8, 2018
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I am guessing that where I'm at a visit to the psych ward would be imminent. But I guess it could depend on what you tell them.
I would tell the truth. I might just be a changing point in your life. Just let it all happen.Has anyone coem up with an excuse in case it doesn't work and you'll call for help ? What do you say rather than 'I tried to kill myself'.
OK. It doesn't change what would probably happen here. If it won't happen where you are from, then you are good to go. Assuming that you need medical services even.Trying to killyourself does not implicate you need psychiatric treatment, no matter how many doctors in the USA or UK believe that.
What is the best antiacid for this method? Someone says that Omeprazole is a proton pump inhibitor (PPI) and is much better than Cimetidine and Ranitidine. Is it the truth?
And could I take some benzo to make me feel asleep?
I think you can use Omeprazol or Pantoprazol as well. But you have to know that it needs about 4-5 days to work (Protonepumpen inhibitor).
Yes you can take some Benzos to fall asleep - that''s no problem.
Anti emetics just before ctb. Still haven't found real proof you need it prior.Should I take two or three a day? And for anti emetic is the same thing or can I take when I ctb?
Should I take two or three a day?
You don't need benzos with SN(read as not necessary).I just realized I have no benzos.
Yes eBay. You could also reach out to the seller for a discrete package. Most of the sellers will do this if you ask nicely.Has anyone ordered a SN that doesn't have info about the content on the package so this way there's no knowing there's SN inside?
What's you frist choice if I can ask?If I were a pig now it would be my time to ctb, since I have received the SN. But it's just a backup method, and it's a horrible method to fail.
Same... Your not the only one.If I were a pig now it would be my time to ctb, since I have received the SN. But it's just a backup method, and it's a horrible method to fail.
Im finding little if anything thats saying tagamet is a dopamine blocker.It says in the peaceful handbook that a single dose of anti-emetic (3 x 10 mg of metroclopramide -Maxolon) can be taken 30 mins before drinking the Nitrite. But others here are mentioning taking dopamine blockers and take high grams worth of metro? And people seem to not know the Tagmet is dopamine blocker.
For me it was my first method but now I'm having second thoughts for sure. I'm just not sure I can pull it off. Like I'm afraid I'll suffer and call for help and cause even more problems for myself and then it'll be harder to do anything again. SighFor you how many are the chances of ctb with this method? Unfortunately we have few reports and studies about this method, but we can base ourselves on the testimonies of the forum. We know for sure that who didn't take anti emetic and anti acid puked on almost all. But there is someone who has followed the correct procedure, and as long as was able to write, they said did not feel pain and feel close to the end.
Wow this is huge. Hope your OK and finding peace even if you have a change of heart we will be here for you ❤A date has been set: 19 December '18.
I can't believe I'm doing this. I start tomorrow with the acid reducers. I'll make more posts about my plan for this week to give others insight.
Thank you! Have you done that with a seller btw?Yes eBay. You could also reach out to the seller for a discrete package. Most of the sellers will do this if you ask nicely.
A date has been set: 19 December '18.
I can't believe I'm doing this. I start tomorrow with the acid reducers. I'll make more posts about my plan for this week to give others insight.
That would be because tagamet is not an antiemetic, but an antacid.Im finding little if anything thats saying tagamet is a dopamine blocker.
Its a H2 histamine antagonist and antacid, well thats all i can find. Doesnt say anything about D2 receptors or dopamine.
Metoclopramide is though.
Pulled from wiki:
The antiemetic action of metoclopramide is due to its antagonist activity at D2 receptors in the chemoreceptor trigger zone in the central nervous system.
You would increase your chances by taking both. The meto to help stop it coming back. And the tagamet to reduce acidity which slows the nitrite turning to nitrate.