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AnotherSadDay

Member
Feb 1, 2025
47
Are we only getting meto through prescription? I am just not able to do that. My doctor will see right through it, I know it. I can't. I need this AE, and I am not going to try without it. Meto is the most recommended AE, and I am set on getting it, I just need to know if anyone was able to get it without prescription.
I think Motilium was also a very good AE with the same effects of Meto and doesnt have the extra-pyramidal effects
 
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unworthy_

Member
Mar 19, 2021
75
is this good? it's looks yellow and the packaging is kind of wet, but i think the texture is fine (i didn't get it out of the plastic to not mess things up), it's just got clumped in the plastic, i actually wants to buy it in a bottle but i can only find people sold those in only about 1 to 5 gram only because they said it's for test only. also, i dunno why it's said the expiration is just 2 months away despite the guide saying it should be about a few years, if possible i don't want to buy anymore of this
Yellow is normal I guess. You can check page 1.
Also 2 months are very short. Mine will expire in 2029
 
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StonerVsAlly

StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
23
Yellow is normal I guess. You can check page 1.
Also 2 months are very short. Mine will expire in 2029
what does it mean if it's written 2 months? does it actually can't be used for ctb after that or it's just the expiration of it for curing something? or perhaps it's actually longer than that?
 
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unworthy_

Member
Mar 19, 2021
75
what does it mean if it's written 2 months? does it actually can't be used for ctb after that or it's just the expiration of it for curing something? or perhaps it's actually longer than that?
I am no expert. Perhaps another member could help you on this
Or you could the seller who sold it to you. I am sorry
 
StonerVsAlly

StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
23
what brand of weighing scales do you people use? i want to buy one but i don't know which one, the guide mentioned mg alot, but the problem is that most scales i see only said it had 1 gram of accuracy, i do found one that scales mg but it's really expensive, i suppose that's because it's used for gold and meds. i'd like to buy the one that's can be used for cooking to so i can playing it off to my family to say that i'm going to used it for cooking (well i actually want to cook properly for the last time).

actually, better question, do i really need 0.01 gram accuracy scale?
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
752
Does anyone know what the longest survival time is for SN after following the protocol, not calling for help, taking enough SN with sufficient purity, etc. Essentially, my question is - even if you do everything right, how long can you be resuscitated for, in theory?
 
SwissCheese

SwissCheese

Member
May 7, 2022
8
what brand of weighing scales do you people use? i want to buy one but i don't know which one, the guide mentioned mg alot, but the problem is that most scales i see only said it had 1 gram of accuracy, i do found one that scales mg but it's really expensive, i suppose that's because it's used for gold and meds. i'd like to buy the one that's can be used for cooking to so i can playing it off to my family to say that i'm going to used it for cooking (well i actually want to cook properly for the last time).

actually, better question, do i really need 0.01 gram accuracy scale?
Not an answer to your main question, but you need a precision scale to measure yeast for baking bread... Just in case your family is asking follow-ups. :)

I don't think mine cost more than €15.
 
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StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
23
Not an answer to your main question, but you need a precision scale to measure yeast for baking bread... Just in case your family is asking follow-ups. :)

I don't think mine cost more than €15.
well i found a scale with 0,01 accuracy just for about 100k idr, it's pretty expensive for my current budget but that's all i can have. and if my family asked what is it for i can just say i want to cook something, and it's not like precision scale gonna raise their suspicion of something
 
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StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
23
can anyone just gave the list on what medicine i should get? i ripping my ass off trying to get diazepam because the drug store i visited doesn't have it, just to realize that apparently diazepam is sold as valium? well i still don't really understand so idk why the comprehensive guide doesn't just lists of the rest of the meds name just like what it did with antiemetic.

so far the only meds i got is, domperidon (apparently they don't have meto), antacide doen, and paracetamol.
 
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HelloDarkness25

Member
Sep 11, 2024
73
actually, better question, do i really need 0.01 gram accuracy scale?
I don't think so. SN is measured in grams, all milligrams in the guide refer to medications. You don't need to weight medications, you'll know how many milligrams are in each pill. 1 gm accuracy scale should be fine
 
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housemd

New Member
Feb 6, 2025
1
Could someone pm me a source of SN or N seems to be impossible to find in the UK , thanks.
 
ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
630
I don't think so. SN is measured in grams, all milligrams in the guide refer to medications. You don't need to weight medications, you'll know how many milligrams are in each pill. 1 gm accuracy scale should be fine
You use a 0.01 gram accuracy scale to test the SN, because you make a solution with a tiny amount of SN. You can use a 1 gram accuracy scale, but then you have to use a lot more SN and redo all the calculations.
 
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HelloDarkness25

Member
Sep 11, 2024
73
Thank you for clarifying. I stand corrected, then
 
StonerVsAlly

StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
23
can anyone just gave the list on what medicine i should get? i ripping my ass off trying to get diazepam because the drug store i visited doesn't have it, just to realize that apparently diazepam is sold as valium? well i still don't really understand so idk why the comprehensive guide doesn't just lists of the rest of the meds name just like what it did with antiemetic.

so far the only meds i got is, domperidon (apparently they don't have meto), antacide doen, and paracetamol.
nvm, i just realized that diazepam is hard to find because it's some kind of a hard drug (no wonder why i feel like i ever heard of xanax and valium before), i didn't realize diazepam is on benzos category which literally said that it's presciption only. i guess i can just skip it, tho i can try my luck if maybe there's somehow someone who sells it freely tho i don't want to get suspicious on
 
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Westfield2025

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Feb 9, 2025
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I know we can't share full info but a website called BM, reliable ?
 
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APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
289
I know we can't share full info but a website called BM, reliable ?
Yes. Threads confirmed purity here

A personal friend of mine @Hysteria, used BM brand SN for CTB and succeeded.
 
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Butterflies

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Feb 11, 2025
3
So I'm big, like plus size 340kg big and I've read many posts and information sites on how much of SN I will have to take for it to work, I'm going to try for 2 tablespoons, sound about right ?
 
Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
752
So I'm big, like plus size 340kg big and I've read many posts and information sites on how much of SN I will have to take for it to work, I'm going to try for 2 tablespoons, sound about right ?
Disregard my previous response.

35g is advised for anyone above 100 kg. People generally suggest making a second drink of the same dosage to be taken in case of vomiting.

It's best to use a 1g accuracy scale since tablespoons are imprecise.
 
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sukiduki

Student
Mar 24, 2024
131
if i dont eat anything the day i take SN (planning to take it late a night, 10pm-12am)- do you think it's ok to do other drugs in the day time? i have benzos (xanax) to take after. but i mean if i decide to take acid, or molly, or addy to pass the time in the day time.. do you think i'll still be ok with standard benzo + SN at night and it'll all still work?
 
NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
108
Is there any possible way to replicate what SN might taste like and also what the experience is? I have read the goodbye threads to get an idea, but I want to have a first hand experience of what I might be in for. It is important to keep my bag sealed and SN is not something to play around with either, so I am just looking for other ways to possibly help me prepare for my departure and what I should expect.
 
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APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
289
Is there any possible way to replicate what SN might taste like and also what the experience is?
SN mostly tastes like table salt, one way to replicate the experience is trying 25g table salt with 50 mL water, it's been done before, here's the thread.

Another interesting thread I found

Hope this helps.
 
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ams199714

Member
Jan 29, 2025
5
Received SN , planning to CTB tomorrow, how much time will it approximately take to work before someone find me?
 
MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

Life is but a dream from death.
Nov 30, 2024
211
How long could I theoretically be alone after taking SN to ensure CTB? I'll have around 3-6 hours after swallowing my first cup
 
LunarEc

LunarEc

I luv Sharon Van Etten
Feb 13, 2025
62
How long could I theoretically be alone after taking SN to ensure CTB? I'll have around 3-6 hours after swallowing my first cup
SN causes death usually after 6 hours have passed. Taking it with some sleeping pills would probably make it better.
Received SN , planning to CTB tomorrow, how much time will it approximately take to work before someone find me?
3 hours in you'd already be on the ground, but that wouldn't mean you're dead yet. 6 hours is the usual time to CTB after ingesting SN.
 
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tartvinegar

Member
Feb 14, 2025
69
Will antiemetic completely stop the nausea and vomitting? I have a sensitive stomach and am just constantly nauseas, scared I can't keep it down
 
zenirsar

zenirsar

I Hate the Demiurge!
Aug 23, 2024
41
Will antiemetic completely stop the nausea and vomitting? I have a sensitive stomach and am just constantly nauseas, scared I can't keep it down
It won't completely stop it, that's why it's recommended to prepare 2 or 3 extra cups of SN
 
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NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
108
Would you guys just book a hotel room for one day or two? I think one day should be more than enough for me, but I want to be safe. Cost is still a factor for me despite my plans to ctb.
 

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