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Kyotospade

Kyotospade

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
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Yes, slight correction it's sodium nitrite, not nitrate, different compounds, there have been multiple accounts of people only using SN to even ctb. Make sure you follow the protocol, ensure SN purity is greater than 95%, and not being found for at least 6 hours after SN intake. Hope you find what you're looking for. đź’™
They have such similar names , my bad . But thank you for the help.
 
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greggs66

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This post will be dedicated to compiling all the information we have on the Sodium Nitrite method (SN), including what else is needed and comparing it to other popular methods.

Before starting, I HIGHLY encourage you read most, if not all, of the chapters on the PPH, as this method may not be the most suited for you.

First of all, let's discuss why this method works, and how it kills.

Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2, acts as a catalyst in the conversion of the hemoglobin in your blood into methemoglobin (MetHB), a molecule with a much higher affinity with oxygen. This occurs when the ferrous ions in the regular hemoglobin are converted into ferric ones.
Since it's affinity is so high, methemoglobin cannot let the oxygen flow into other tissues that need it, thus depriving them of oxygen even while you're breathing. Death, then, occurs by hypoxia.
Sodium Nitrite poisoning symptoms include nausea, vertigo, vomiting, very heavy headaches and, should you manage to not pass out for too long, seizures.
The PPH claims that, during a monitored suicide with SN, the patient was unconscious at 12 minutes and dead by 35. However, some sources claim that SN poisoning might take as much as 8 hours to kill, probably due to low dosage.
Since methemoglobin creation is a natural process in our bodies, you must be aware that a certain enzyme works to transform it back into hemoglobin again. This is why the recommended dosage has varied on the PPH so much, as the syntetization of these enzymes and their "power" to overcome the formation of MetHB depends purely on your body, thus making a normal, general dose for all who chose this method very hard to determine, unlike N.

As for the physical symptoms your body will experience, not much will really change. Since your blood will mainly be MetHB, it will take on a bluish chocolate brown color, and the tips of your fingers, toes and nose (amongst others) will turn slightly blue from cyanosis.

Now, lets take a look at the "shopping cart".

You'll need the following:

SN: The main compund for this method, Sodium Nitrite is easy enough to find. You're looking for >98% purity Nitrite. This chemical is sold without regulation and can be bought from Amazon, Ebay or any lab supplier in your area. 100 grams cost between 8 and 10€. This chemical is completely legal to own and is used during curation of meats to preserve their color. It's described as "White to yellowish powder/crystals" and it's said to have "slightly salty taste". It is also very soluble in water.
The recommended dose from the PPH is 15 grams, however, this has increased on different issues, from only 5, to 12 and now to 15.
Very important: You're looking for Sodium Nitrite, not Sodium Nitrate; NaNO2, not NaNO3.
Should you not find it just by looking up Sodium Nitrite, look for: NaNO2, NNaO2 or Filmerine. Make sure you're buying what you want and that it's purity is high enough. For more information on it plus some industrial sellers, check Sodium Nitrite on Pubchem.

Antiemetics: Strong enough antiemetics for this method are not OTC, so you'll need to see your way around this. You're looking for Metoclopramide or any of it's commercial names, like Reglan/Primperan. This antiemetic needs to be a Dopamine blocker for it to work.
Antiemetics aren't 100% necessary for this method, however; just like with N, you wont accomplish anything if you end up puking it all out, which is likely. This will also most likely be the bulk of the money you'll use during this method.

Acid Regulators: Another thing recommended in the PPH is raising your stomach's pH to make the SN more effective. This can be accomplished with drugs like Tagamet (The one recommended on the PPH, 800mg, which is to my knowledge OTC) or even bicarbonate, though not as effective.

I recently got asked a few things regarding SN. First of all, you must know that the effects of this poisoning are completely reversible. It is very unlikely that you will have any permanent damage should you be "saved" during your attempt. Secondly, since this method relies on hypoxia, cardiovascular problems will reduce the amount of MetHB in blood needed to actually kill you. This, however, shouldnt really be a problem since it is sold starting from 100 grams, far more than the amount needed.

Lastly, there have been cases of people recovering from SN poisoning without any "side effects", but even if the ambulance is called soon enough, it is not certain that you will survive.

Should you have any question you can't find the answer of, please comment it and maybe you'll find someone on this community who knows.
Also, should you have any more information you'd like to share, please post it and tag me so I can edit this post and get it included. Thank you.
Great post, is there anymore details on how it actually works, like how long? How much nitrite one needs? How many antiemetics one needs?
Also does it make you sleep or are you awake theoughout the process? That wont be pleasant
 
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DezDestiny

DezDestiny

New Member
May 30, 2024
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Upon consuming this…. Will it hurt? If so, how bearable is the pain?
 
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endpages

Member
Jan 17, 2025
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Upon consuming this…. Will it hurt? If so, how bearable is the pain?

From what I've read around the forum, it doesn't "hurt" exactly, but it will probably be at least a little bit uncomfortable. It depends on the person of course. It's unlikely to be seriously painful. And it sounds like people usually go unconscious after about 15 minutes if they've done everything correctly, so it's not a long time to endure some discomfort.

I'd recommend checking out the guide. It's very comprehensive and will give you and idea of what to expect. There's a collection of other's people's experiences taking SN to CTB near the bottom of the post. It's also really important to follow the protocols closely if you want a successful attempt.

 
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NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
108
Anyone else just frustrated getting this method prepared? It just feels like so many obstacles despite my determination. I'm in Canada and getting SN from anywhere reputable that won't restrict me is just impossible. They only sell to businesses/labs.

I am so frustrated, I am just spending time on this forum trying to get everything together but I feel I make no progress into achieving this. I just wish we can all make this easier on ourselves.
 
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NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
108
What are your fears and hesitation with SN? I see such a divide on it, but it really seems the way to go for me. Just wondering how someone else feels about it.
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

Member
Jan 26, 2025
96
Ok, I've read Stan's guide and found some info on quetiapine:



I'm confused about the units being used here. What does "245 nM" means? Also, does anyone know if you need to be on the drug for awhile for it to be effective or if you can take a single dose before ctb? Thanks!

I also have Quetiapine and have this exact same question on it. Any luck finding an answer, or can anyone else chime in to help?
 
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wayout90

Member
Jan 25, 2025
14
Has anyone had any experience ordering SN from DMC to ship to Australia? I'm guessing it would get intercepted by customs considering it's a controlled schedule 7 poison in Aus and can't be bought or imported without a poisons license.
 
StonerVsAlly

StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
23
Why is this method seemed to be the most choosen way to die in this site? It seems to be very agonizing
 
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nuclearnebula

Member
Oct 17, 2024
24
Why is this method seemed to be the most choosen way to die in this site? It seems to be very agonizing
Cheap-ish

Easy-ish to get

Reasonably easy to do

Reasonably effective

And, this is subjective but it's more aesthetic as someone doesn't walk in on you suffocating with a turkey bag or a ratchet strap around your neck or you dangling from the ceiling with a noose around your neck
 
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ams199714

Member
Jan 29, 2025
5
I bought liquid sodium nitrite which is 10 percent aqueous solution instead of salt form, will this work or do I need to buy the salt , can anyone advice?
 
Rymrgand

Rymrgand

From now on, there will be no more darkness
Jan 5, 2025
53
Why is this method seemed to be the most choosen way to die in this site? It seems to be very agonizing
Agonizing? It's relatively peaceful, considering you are going to die and death is always kinda terrible. As they said, it's easy and effective. Sure, N is better, but it's harder to get, and SN is less risky than other classic ways to CTB, like hanging, falling or cutting. Once you get everything you need, you only need to drink it and wait some minutes. If nobody "saves" you, you are dead.
 
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StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
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Agonizing? It's relatively peaceful, considering you are going to die and death is always kinda terrible. As they said, it's easy and effective. Sure, N is better, but it's harder to get, and SN is less risky than other classic ways to CTB, like hanging, falling or cutting. Once you get everything you need, you only need to drink it and wait some minutes. If nobody "saves" you, you are dead.
Ah sorry, i just say it's agonizing because of the side effect listed, but i guess it just not really agonizing? By the way, i see that there's so many listed item that i need to prepare for this method, can it really just didn't work?
 
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ams199714

Member
Jan 29, 2025
5
I bought liquid sodium nitrite which is 10 percent aqueous solution instead of salt form, will this work or do I need to buy the salt , can anyone advice?
Anybody aware of this?iam planning to CTB this weekend
 
Rymrgand

Rymrgand

From now on, there will be no more darkness
Jan 5, 2025
53
Ah sorry, i just say it's agonizing because of the side effect listed, but i guess it just not really agonizing? By the way, i see that there's so many listed item that i need to prepare for this method, can it really just didn't work?
I'm probably not the best person to explain this, so you should make sure you read carefully the resources this forum have for SN. There are some threads where people describe what happened to some people who ctb with SN, too, so you can get an idea. Still, I will try to answer you.

SN can be painful or at least uncomfortable, but I don't think it's too bad, especially because when the worst of the side effects are happening you should be already unconscious. It's still better than breaking your bones, at least. And if you live several decades more you are going to experience the same or worse pain anyway.

Most items are not completely necessary, they are only to reduce the pain and make it faster. In fact, some people claim that some of them don't work and therefore they are not recommended. Only SN and antiemetics, so you don't throw up, are necessary.

Don't trust me too much, tho. Read everything you can about SN and other methods and choose by yourself if you want to use SN or something else, and if you do it with SN, decide what items you want to use. Of course, not CTB is also a choice. In my case, I'm planning to get SN and antiemetics (and maybe something for the pain?), but I'm not sure if I will use it for now.
 
StonerVsAlly

StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
23
I'm probably not the best person to explain this, so you should make sure you read carefully the resources this forum have for SN. There are some threads where people describe what happened to some people who ctb with SN, too, so you can get an idea. Still, I will try to answer you.

SN can be painful or at least uncomfortable, but I don't think it's too bad, especially because when the worst of the side effects are happening you should be already unconscious. It's still better than breaking your bones, at least. And if you live several decades more you are going to experience the same or worse pain anyway.

Most items are not completely necessary, they are only to reduce the pain and make it faster. In fact, some people claim that some of them don't work and therefore they are not recommended. Only SN and antiemetics, so you don't throw up, are necessary.

Don't trust me too much, tho. Read everything you can about SN and other methods and choose by yourself if you want to use SN or something else, and if you do it with SN, decide what items you want to use. Of course, not CTB is also a choice. In my case, I'm planning to get SN and antiemetics (and maybe something for the pain?), but I'm not sure if I will use it for now.
well, my method before ariving to this site is to test my luck with random meds to get overdosed with it, nothing happened to me that time but i do expect me to get something like the symptons that's mentioned here, so i guess it wouldn't be too bad now. by the way i see the recommended dose of ns and water, is it really matter? and what order should i drink the meds with and ns, at the same time or meds first?
 
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Rymrgand

Rymrgand

From now on, there will be no more darkness
Jan 5, 2025
53
well, my method before ariving to this site is to test my luck with random meds to get overdosed with it, nothing happened to me that time but i do expect me to get something like the symptons that's mentioned here, so i guess it wouldn't be too bad now. by the way i see the recommended dose of ns and water, is it really matter? and what order should i drink the meds with and ns, at the same time or meds first?
There are a couple of SN guides here:


Read them, they tell you what you need to do exactly: doses, time for each med, fasting, etc.

You only ctb once, I recommend you to do it carefully, you don't want to survive (unless you want, ofc) or to make it more painful. For example, I'm pretty sure that most meds are useless if you don't take them in advance. Doses matter too, there's no need to get creative. Maybe you will need to take a bit more or a bit less, depending of your weight.

And I don't recommend you (or anyone) to overdose with random meds. You will probably survive. And if you are "lucky", it's likely they will give you a really painful and slow death. SN (or any of the methods that are recommended in SS) is definitely a better choice, if you can get it.
 
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StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
23
What kind of shop i can find this sodium nitrite from? I do see them on sale on olshop very easily, but it looks awfully lot like cocaine or it's atleast looks very suspicious, i know it's legal but i don't think i can ever tell my family what is it for, i don't have much privacy in this home so if they see i'm holding something they'll definitelly want to know. It's very simmiliar with the chaotic method i've done before so i'd like to giving it a chance
 
sundown12

sundown12

drama queen
Oct 5, 2022
151
hey guys, does SN expire? i bought mine 7 months ago and i transferred it from a bag to a container and opened it a couple of times.
 
APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
289
hey guys, does SN expire? i bought mine 7 months ago and i transferred it from a bag to a container and opened it a couple of times.
Should be fine, SN kept in an enclosed container, room temperature, dry and dark environments lasts for years ( approx. 3 years ), opening occasionally won't do much harm.
 
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APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
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Can someone link me to a source? I live in the UK.
Unfortunately nobody can, at least not publicly, privately is permissible via PMs ( you'll need more post ). Hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
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is sodium nitrite and natrium nitrite the same? i keep seeing natrium nitrite mentioned alongside sodium nitrite in the store, so it might be a synonym but idk google can't seem to understand my question
 
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APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
289
is sodium nitrite and natrium nitrite the same? i keep seeing natrium nitrite mentioned alongside sodium nitrite in the store, so it might be a synonym but idk google can't seem to understand my question
You are correct. Natrium is the Latin name for Sodium, in theory it should be the same.
 
tiredtired

tiredtired

Member
Feb 1, 2025
52
Found the website. Oddly it's given me a sense of peace to know where it is, how to find it. Good to have access to a reliable method. I hope I won't end up needing to use it. I hope I can find a way to manage my mental illness, but I'm glad a less traumatic option is there.
 
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unworthy_

Member
Mar 19, 2021
75
There are many meds to go in hand with SN. What else do I need ?

Am I missing anything? Do I need painkillers ? I have xanax. I reckon this could help to calm myself.

I have
Cimitidine 200mg x 10 (not tagamet brand)
Metocopramide 10mg x 10
Their expiry is until 2027.

This is the SN I am looking at. Is this correct?
Formula NaNO2
M=69.00/mol
Grade AR (Analytical Reagant)
Min assay = >99.1%

Thank you
 
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unworthy_

Member
Mar 19, 2021
75
You've got all the essentials covered. Painkillers are not needed but will be a good addition to your SN protocol, along with propranolol alleviating tachycardia.


Yes.
It seems like I have gotten everything quite easily here.. I will not disclose how and when to protect this forum and everyone here.
Do I need something else to make things work easily without fail ?

The main issue will be when and how now...This is the hardest part. Realizing that I have gotten what I need and that I could depart makes me think twice. I lost someone and they will lose me. They is my family. They are the sole reason why I am still alive. Without them I would be gone earlier.

But I never see past 40. It is always dark..

Thank you in advance
 
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NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
108
Are we only getting meto through prescription? I am just not able to do that. My doctor will see right through it, I know it. I can't. I need this AE, and I am not going to try without it. Meto is the most recommended AE, and I am set on getting it, I just need to know if anyone was able to get it without prescription.
 
StonerVsAlly

StonerVsAlly

Member
Jan 30, 2025
23
is this good? it's looks yellow and the packaging is kind of wet, but i think the texture is fine (i didn't get it out of the plastic to not mess things up), it's just got clumped in the plastic, i actually wants to buy it in a bottle but i can only find people sold those in only about 1 to 5 gram only because they said it's for test only. also, i dunno why it's said the expiration is just 2 months away despite the guide saying it should be about a few years, if possible i don't want to buy anymore of this
 
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