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Silver

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@sagajin good luck with it. remember you can always delay if you're not certain when the time comes.
 
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Forgotten

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Best of luck my friend. Hope it all goes smoothly and you have a peaceful journey.
 
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Mafe

La vida es una mierda.
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Buen viaje
 
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Emily_Numb

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Nighty night angel x
 
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pacjaging seems descreet. facemask for size comparison
 

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TheQ22

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Looks quite big, I was imagining it was maybe 100g
 
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How long do you think until you take it?
 
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How long do you think until you take it?
starting the medical cocktail mix in 2 minutes. So.... should be +- 2h til SN.
 
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I wish you a painless exit. By the way, are you sure that 25g without an anti-emetic will do the trick? the PPH says that one should dissolve 10g in 50ml of water. And there has recently been a failure report where a person also used 25g without an anti-emetic.
 
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Wish you all the best op. Hopefully soon I can muster the same kind of courage and follow through on similar plans.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
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I will be here with you also. You are in my thoughts. Wishing you well.
 
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Here for you sagajin. Sending hugs and peaceful vibes. X
 
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TheQ22

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I'll be here also for you.
 
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I've been thinking about you today since your original post. Wishing you a peaceful journey. I'll see you soon on the other side. :heart:
 
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50ML with 25g right? May aswel start mixing
 
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@sagajin

Have you read the PPH before deciding what dose and medications you need? It's in the resources section.
 
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@sagajin

Have you read the PPH before deciding what dose and medications you need? It's in the resources section.

I did. As stan's guide. Just was doubting on going for 15-20-25g because you never sure how quickly it takes you out. if some remains in the glass. Or if you chicken out 2/3 ways through. 25g with chickening 2/3 way through would still suffice as such
 
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AJ95

AJ95

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How are you going sagajin?
 
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doses made. 20g glass one. 15 15 glass two and three. give or take a half hour. before i gesting. windows and curtains closed. turning up the music in a second to start vibing
its funny. one of the last things i did today was draw one of the mods in the discord picture channel. i hope she doesnt feel its soiled by.. ya know
 

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here goes nothing.
 
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TheQ22

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Wishing you peace brother. I'm sad.
 
LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
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Unfortunately, we never ran into each other in the forum and it won't come to that again if you are successful.

I keep my fingers crossed that your plan works as desired and that you get to your bus. If you come across chickens, give them a kick first. Most of the time, they go away. And if not, come back with them and pound them.
There's a bus going tomorrow too. And the day after tomorrow. And ......

I wish you a peaceful and pleasant journey.

Goodbye My friend
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

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Aug 29, 2020
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See you someday. Peace.
 
Emily_Numb

Emily_Numb

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Jan 14, 2020
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here goes nothing.
Going to miss you buddy. I feel so selfish when I good one leaves us. I know they need to go but I can't help but want them to stick around.
 
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Meditation guide

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I hope he is ok, not suffering. Comfortable.
 
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