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S like Siren
Enlightened
- Apr 29, 2021
- 1,544
10
I am going literally crazy in being with myself and my thoughts 24/24...i can't stand it anymore,i just want stab myself!!!!
I am going literally crazy in being with myself and my thoughts 24/24...i can't stand it anymore,i just want stab myself!!!!
8
I've been at this level for months, this is not going well at all.
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Porto mesos en aquest nivell, això no va pas gens bé.
I've been at this level for months, this is not going well at all.
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Porto mesos en aquest nivell, això no va pas gens bé.
アホペンギン
…
- Jul 10, 2023
- 2,191
8
No m'atraveixo pas a matar-me però ho necessito... això és una sobirana merda!!! // I don't dare to kill myself but I need it... this is sovereign shit!!!
No m'atraveixo pas a matar-me però ho necessito... això és una sobirana merda!!! // I don't dare to kill myself but I need it... this is sovereign shit!!!
LivedTooLong
Avoidant
- Apr 26, 2018
- 156
SSamGarrison
Chickens.
- Sep 9, 2023
- 43
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
Arcanist
- Sep 10, 2023
- 424
vampire2002
weeb & neet ♡
- Oct 8, 2023
- 153
it fluctuates from day to day. today, i'd say it's about a 5 or 6. nothing too bad, but i'm still not feeling great.
MDMA
Tired
- Jun 9, 2023
- 19
SmollMushroom
send N pls
- Sep 27, 2023
- 405
Kundalini Guy
FULLY RECOVERED
- Mar 27, 2023
- 515
11. I have already decided it's a sure thing. I'm over everything. If I try to envision my future now there is nothing there.
My date is coming up before years end. Wont be posting on here when I do it though. One day I just won't be here anymore.
My date is coming up before years end. Wont be posting on here when I do it though. One day I just won't be here anymore.
6,5. Since college started my depression and anxiety got so much worse. I was able to fall asleep yesterday without addictive medication which was a success.
The bipolar woman I texted is annoyed by my negativity. There are many things I could say about her. I was there for her when she felt bad and she did not the same for me. I increasingly dislike her. Still I like to message her. I could better talk to her when she was delusional. And if past patterns repeat she will be delusional relatively soon.
In the college self-help group there are so many people with better life quality. I envy them. And I am scared how people judge me in real life. Especially at college.
I am just a bitter, resentful, lonely and deeply unhappy person.
However I am so fucking glad to have this forum. It is the best place to vent.
My best friends were overwhelmed by my need to express myself combined with the severe daily suffering.
My dad is often also overburdened. I rarely talk openly with my mom on how much I struggle since her stroke. I opened up to my grandma some months ago about my pain and well she was shocked.
The bipolar woman I texted is annoyed by my negativity. There are many things I could say about her. I was there for her when she felt bad and she did not the same for me. I increasingly dislike her. Still I like to message her. I could better talk to her when she was delusional. And if past patterns repeat she will be delusional relatively soon.
In the college self-help group there are so many people with better life quality. I envy them. And I am scared how people judge me in real life. Especially at college.
I am just a bitter, resentful, lonely and deeply unhappy person.
However I am so fucking glad to have this forum. It is the best place to vent.
My best friends were overwhelmed by my need to express myself combined with the severe daily suffering.
My dad is often also overburdened. I rarely talk openly with my mom on how much I struggle since her stroke. I opened up to my grandma some months ago about my pain and well she was shocked.
tiger b
AI without the I
- Oct 24, 2023
- 1,231
6 or 7
But today is a bad day and new meds for my diabetes are taking some getting used to. I'll cut myself some slack for doing nothing but blitzing this forum today. I hope I haven't been annoying.
But today is a bad day and new meds for my diabetes are taking some getting used to. I'll cut myself some slack for doing nothing but blitzing this forum today. I hope I haven't been annoying.
deadbody
he/him 🏳️⚧️
- Oct 24, 2023
- 117
ddn.ctb
Waiting to step off in front of an audience
- Sep 9, 2023
- 236
emptyshell
Member
- Jun 30, 2023
- 15
Right now its a 4
but a diabetes diagnosis might be on the horizon
Already underweight and struggling with food
but a diabetes diagnosis might be on the horizon
Already underweight and struggling with food
tiger b
AI without the I
- Oct 24, 2023
- 1,231
You have my sympathy with that. I'm really struggling with my diabetes now, dka has taken a long time to not entirely recover from. New meds are taking a lot for me to get used to.Right now its a 4
but a diabetes diagnosis might be on the horizon
Already underweight and struggling with food
Let's hope you're pre-diabetic.
Akanea
Student
- May 24, 2023
- 142
BlazingBob
Wizard
- Oct 28, 2021
- 608
8. My neurological sleep disease is making my life a living hell. I want to go to sleep forever.
Proxycake
Matrimony
- Feb 20, 2023
- 81
I am going through one of the worst few weeks I've had in a long time, I'd say 10. Suicide is all I can and will think about, because it distracts me from all of the things that repetitively go wrong around me
4,5.
Pros:
I like my college courses way more than the ones of the last semester
I texted a college friend again since a long time and we talked more about private stuff, he asked me whether we want to meet
cons: my mom is in a pretty bad health condition I am scared she might die and I would be forced to kill myself soon. There would be no other option for me in this case
I cannot go to the halloween party of my friends due to some private issues, this made me pretty sad
since college started my depression and anxiety got worse. And from time to time I am pretty paranoid
Pros:
I like my college courses way more than the ones of the last semester
I texted a college friend again since a long time and we talked more about private stuff, he asked me whether we want to meet
cons: my mom is in a pretty bad health condition I am scared she might die and I would be forced to kill myself soon. There would be no other option for me in this case
I cannot go to the halloween party of my friends due to some private issues, this made me pretty sad
since college started my depression and anxiety got worse. And from time to time I am pretty paranoid
