Rate your suicidal thoughts thread (1-10)

[W3akCr3atur3]

7

 

[Metalhead]

8-9

 

[henry22]

9

Ready to go if I had the right drugs.

 

[bookgirl]

10

 

[RURIRA]

10 Honestly, I don't think anything happening now can prevent me from ctbing tomorrow, unless I somehow receive a tremendous amount of money in my bank account (btw it's totally unlikely to happen)

 

[lovedread]

7/8. I know if I don't get help asap im gonna end up taking my own life soon

 

[SchizoGymnast]

I have two approaches to this: one rates my feelings and the other rates my level of intent.

My level of suicidal ideation is probably at a six right now. My intent to die? Right now is a 2.

 

[ImTelling]

Definitely a high 7. I'm very confident I'll CTB before my birthday but at the same time I cannot say that I am desperate for release as soon as possible.

If I had a gun I would do it today but I don't, so waiting for a more realistic method is what I'll have to do.

 

[goodoldnoname923]

It varies day to day,i'm not sure where it's at currently I'm having to much emotional pain and trauma and worry to even think about suicide currently but perhaps 4 rn? But it certainly goes around 8 alot of the time

 

[totheendofinfinity]

10, it's all I think about.

 

[anxious_depressive]

10

 

[HopeToStay]

About a 6 atm, but it's entirely dependent on some medical outcomes. If everything recovers then it'll go back down to the baseline 2. But if it's as bad as i fear it is, then it's genuinely going to be hard to see what the point of continuing my life is.