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RosesFlourish

RosesFlourish

There’s a chance I could make it
Feb 16, 2024
55
I'm going to say a 3…
I'm just tired all the time.
 
xxRoro

xxRoro

I only exist online
Mar 27, 2024
78
I can't really tell bc my mood swings are insane. I can be the happiest person and also super suicidal within hours
 
W3akCr3atur3

W3akCr3atur3

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
362
0
Actually around 6🤡
 
  • Yay!
Reactions: Demian and DyingToDie123
DyingToDie123

DyingToDie123

she/her
Oct 25, 2023
385
I think I'm like an 8 or 9 today. Usually I have to be that high to be on this site. :ahhha:
 
S

SaltyCaramel

New Member
Jul 1, 2023
2
8-9. I really don't want to go to university, cause I know I'll end up drinking and smoking almost every day so stop thinking (since I'll move out)
 
fantastic_unicorn

fantastic_unicorn

Member
Mar 23, 2024
29
I've been at a 9 for months. Physical condition driving me to do it. It's as close to unbearable as it gets
 
lita-lassi

lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
582
8-9, i cried hard enough to break blood vessels and can't tolerate sobriety
 
  • Aww..
Reactions: ForgottenAgain
BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
221
During the day, usually 6. Before I go to sleep and when I wake up are a 10.
 
untothedepths

untothedepths

god thinks its funny to keep me alive
Mar 20, 2023
600
9. Life keeps coming up with ways.
 
DyingToDie123

DyingToDie123

she/her
Oct 25, 2023
385
I'm like a 9.5 today. Hopefully going to go through with it soon.
 
ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
1,036
2 I've been keeping those thoughts at bay. More worried about not having psychotic episodes
 
shinitai_sh0jo

shinitai_sh0jo

Is it so selfish to want to feel a little better?
Dec 30, 2023
109
Today is 6, because I can't stop being paranoid over something I'm not even sure it could happen, and I had awful sleep.
 
Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
236
10

I attempted suicide with 21 grams of phenobarbital and 3 grams of morphine and miraculously survived without sequelae

But I still wanna die

Now I only have the courage with a gun
 
TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
8-9 right now laying in bed about to sleep, I hope I will be taken to dreamland for a few hours to escape this missery and get some experiences even if they are only dreams
 
D

Darmok

Member
Sep 11, 2022
28
6-7. I have a method chosen and I have it available. I'm stopping just shy of actually doing it though.
 
U

unabletocope

I'd like to shut down
Mar 13, 2024
728
11, hitting my breaking point I think
 

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