Rate your suicidal thoughts thread (1-10)

[SmallKoy]

9 tonight.

 

[unabletocope]

10, I just need a peaceful method and I'm out

 

[Forveleth]

Today is a weird day because I'm too tired to do it myself (damn depression exhaustion) but if someone walked up and put a gun to my head I'd be like "Aces. Let's do this!" So I guess 10 for feeling but 2 for motivation.

 

[steppingoff]

lately in the 9-10 range

 

[RosesFlourish]

I'm going to say a 3…
I'm just tired all the time.

 

[depressedカリちゃん]

I can't really tell bc my mood swings are insane. I can be the happiest person and also super suicidal within hours

 

[W3akCr3atur3]

0

Spoiler: April fools

Actually around 6

 

[DyingToDie123]

I think I'm like an 8 or 9 today. Usually I have to be that high to be on this site.

 

[Kit1]

8 today

 

[SaltyCaramel]

8-9. I really don't want to go to university, cause I know I'll end up drinking and smoking almost every day so stop thinking (since I'll move out)

 

[fantastic_unicorn]

I've been at a 9 for months. Physical condition driving me to do it. It's as close to unbearable as it gets

 

[lita-lassi]

8-9, i cried hard enough to break blood vessels and can't tolerate sobriety

 

[Gonnerr]

9.9

 

[BlendedHeart]

During the day, usually 6. Before I go to sleep and when I wake up are a 10.

 

[untothedepths]

9. Life keeps coming up with ways.

 

[Oliver]

4-8 depending on the day.

 

[LivedTooLong]

8-9

 

[Kit1]

7

 

[CocoToxBase]

7/8

 

[DyingToDie123]

I'm like a 9.5 today. Hopefully going to go through with it soon.

 

[ForgottenAgain]

2 I've been keeping those thoughts at bay. More worried about not having psychotic episodes

 

[shinitai_sh0jo]

Today is 6, because I can't stop being paranoid over something I'm not even sure it could happen, and I had awful sleep.

 

[Demian]

10

I attempted suicide with 21 grams of phenobarbital and 3 grams of morphine and miraculously survived without sequelae

But I still wanna die

Now I only have the courage with a gun

 

[TheGoodGuy]

8-9 right now laying in bed about to sleep, I hope I will be taken to dreamland for a few hours to escape this missery and get some experiences even if they are only dreams

 

[lotheb_5drop]

3 but I wish it was like 20

 

[disabledlife]

10, too close to CTB now!

 

[Darmok]

6-7. I have a method chosen and I have it available. I'm stopping just shy of actually doing it though.

 

[yaraisasadgirl]

7,5

 

[strangelife]

9, my sn is waiting to work

 

[unabletocope]

11, hitting my breaking point I think