Random thoughts

[lost illusions]

Spoiler: Horny

Lol :)(:

 

[Roulette]

[Rant] Mmm I only need $15 to attempt to start my life and yet my parents have denied that and abandoned me a long time ago. The other day they spent $40k

Looks like its stealing time
Wish the government would help me but proving emotional/mental/financial abuse is a nightmare. They just think im trying to fraud the system

"If youre being abused then why didnt you do drugs, harm, attempt suicide etc?"
Do I really need to show them a gesture .. can't get the support of a doctor because I haven't seen a mental health specialist... that costs money.. which I dont have because abandonment

These pre-reqs are fun.

 

[mattwitt]

I believe that most people cause their own problems and I believe people should reap what they sow but I also believe in second chances and fresh starts

 

[mattwitt]

Spoiler: Horny

Don't ever play leap frog with a unicorn !

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

The dude who got his anal sex thread locked is PM'ing me more questions about anal, please send help.

 

[Midnight]

The dude who got his anal sex thread locked is PM'ing me more questions about anal, please send help.

I guess you could say he's quite ... Anal about it.

In all seriousness though just pm a mod to explain the issue.

 

[lostinthedream]

I have no idea what universe, world, consciousness I have stumbled into today... *blinks*

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I guess you could say he's quite ... Anal about it.

In all seriousness though just pm a mod to explain the issue.

It's too funny to report really. Should I tell him to practice on a jar of Nutella?

 

[Midnight]

It's too funny to report really. Should I tell him to practice on a jar of Nutella?

Well he might be in for an unpleasant surprise if he expects nutella like characteristics afterwards when he goes for the real deal.

 

[Desperate_Soul]

I'm going to take a nap.

 

[lostinthedream]

I'm going to take a nap.

Rest peacefully

 

[user90872]

Both my mood and my perception are like a sine wave. I don't know anything anymore. lmao

 

[Morning Angel]

It's truly strange interacting with people in public now. I'm like a dead woman walking, but they can see and hear me. I smile fake smiles, make inane small talk, and all the while, I am weirded out by the fact that I'm going to be dead in days while they'll contine roaming this earth for another 40-60 years.

 

[lostinthedream]

It's truly strange interacting with people in public now. I'm like a dead woman walking, but they can see and hear me. I smile fake smiles, make inane small talk, and all the while, I am weirded out by the fact that I'm going to be dead in days while they'll contine roaming this earth for another 40-60 years.

Does it feel somewhat dreamlike?

 

[Morning Angel]

Does it feel somewhat dreamlike?

No. Not really. Feels quite real.

 

[Morning Angel]

I have a hard time relating to other INFPs sometimes. I feel our type is the most prone to irrational thought and wishful thinking. If I had a dime every time I heard an INFP say, "If I don't find true love, I'm going to kill myself." I would have many dimes. Romantic love is not going to save you alone....

 

[Trashcan]

I love how supportive everyone on here is. I ramble and obsess over my methods. I post a lot. I keep going back on forth on methods. But everyone is still really nice and supportive... thank you guys, you're like a second family. <3

 

[Desperate_Soul]

I love how supportive everyone on here is. I ramble and obsess over my methods. I post a lot. I keep going back on forth on methods. But everyone is still really nice and supportive... thank you guys, you're like a second family. <3

Spoiler: Remember, you are AWESOME trash. ;)

 

[mattwitt]

My younger brother is a selfish inconsiderate asshole dick and my older brother is just a fucking bastard !

 

[Morning Angel]

My younger brother is a selfish inconsiderate asshole dick and my older brother is just a fucking bastard !

Are you the middle child?

 

[IG959]

This no sleep thing is the worst

 

[mattwitt]

Are you the middle child?

3rd born 2nd Son. Had an older sister.

 

[Morning Angel]

3rd born 2nd Son. Had an older sister.

Okay. Darn. I was about to say, "Marcia, Marcia, Marcia!"

 

[Trashcan]

Spoiler: Remember, you are AWESOME trash. ;)

That's awesome!

 

[lostinthedream]

I love how supportive everyone on here is. I ramble and obsess over my methods. I post a lot. I keep going back on forth on methods. But everyone is still really nice and supportive... thank you guys, you're like a second family. <3

We love you too Trashcan! <3

 

[Life sucks]

Many people pretend to pursue the truth but when life get exposed they avoid it and follow many lies specially the biological ones. So they live a lie then try to convince others that whatever they say is truth.

I completely see and know it right now. The lie of life and how one can distract himself using biological chemicals in the body and specially the brain. Ideologies and beliefs will trigger those chemicals.


But for me, I don't accept lies specially when I also found how life is atrocious. Once people realize how really it is, they'll try to escape, some by death and some by doing anything to distract and waiting to leave.

 

[Trashcan]

Whenever someone young wants to die everyone is like, "but you're young, give life a try." I'm 21 and have wanted to die since age 12. I really wish I died when I was young... would've saved myself from a lot of pain.

 

[bunny]

my father is abandoning another child. it hurts. it hurts so much to know that humans can be so cruel. the cycle will repeat forever and the world will remain unsafe, cold, and callous.

 

[-OneLastWhiskey]

Swish swish bish. That's a random one.

 

[IG959]

I love pizza, just so you all know