Random thoughts

[Desperate_Soul]

I feel so sad seeing active people leave this site.

Save a spot on the bus for me, I'll be there soon!

 

[Trashcan]

I used to be both nervous and excited about my death, but now I'm feeling at peace. Will probably do it in a week or two.

 

[lostinthedream]

*sighs softly* It's like watching loved ones leave on a train.. and me staying at the station..

 

[lv-gras]

Save a spot on the bus for me, I'll be there soon!

hugs

and jfc, thanks, you know what for.

 

[Morning Angel]

How strange it is to see trees that have and will continue to outlive me.

 

[lost illusions]

Um....

 

[deathoverlife]

I used to be both nervous and excited about my death, but now I'm feeling at peace. Will probably do it in a week or two.

I fixed my day to be 18 oct..might have to push it lil further as my preparation might take a while.. am sure of one thing though..I would be before 27 of oct...

 

[mattwitt]

I consider myself a total loser... but not a total and complete loser just yet

 

[406blue]

We should remember that there are a lot of people significantly more fucked up than anyone here. We are at least able to function well enough to use a computer and be able to type.

 

[blueming]

I hate small talk.

 

[406blue]

Especially the small talk when i talk to myself. ha!

 

[mattwitt]

If your reading this in the year 2025 or beyond you found my hidden...

Congratulations !

 

[RainAndSadness]

I feel empty. Reading about the suffer of other people is really saddening, even more when they finally announce their exit. It leaves me with a feeling of emptiness, especially when there was an interaction before and I realize I wanted to say so much more. And something that can't be brought back is gone forever, which is heart-breaking. It also reminds me that I should be gone already. But instead I am witnessing the exit of other people.

I hope they rest in peace. I will soon be there too.

 

[musicismylife]

I feel empty. Reading about the suffer of other people is really saddening, even more when they finally announce their exit. It leaves me with a feeling of emptiness, especially when there was an interaction before and I realize I wanted to say so much more. And something that can't be brought back is gone forever, which is heart-breaking. It also reminds me that I should be gone already. But instead I am witnessing the exit of other people.

I hope they rest in peace. I will soon be there too.

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Hello, walking about emptiness I must say I would really enjoy talking to someone right now, I'm about to get things done but I think it is valuable to have a sincere conversation to someone... Not sure if you would like that, I dont`t know how the forum works but I can`t send any messages to you in private.

 

[lv-gras]

g d some days just want to fully suspend right then

 

[millefeui]

I wonder if this place will still be around when my time finally comes. Probably not, suicide-related sites don't seem to last long, at least not without big changes like what they did with suicide project.

 

[mwu14]

What changes were made with suicide project?

 

[millefeui]

What changes were made with suicide project?

Several years back you could still talk about methods and your suicide plans, but it seems they remove posts with this kind of content nowadays. You can only talk about experiences you had and why you want to die. Better than nothing, but I would hate to see the same happen to this site.

 

[Lizzie S.]

I had a nightmare last night, dream-me ended up thinking of my ex after the scary parts of the dream were over, and the only way I could wake up was being happy that he didn't have to experience what I had to experience. So weird, especially since he treated me badly in some ways.

 

[mwu14]

I didn't know you were ever allowed to talk methods there, but it explains why it's basically a support group for passively suicidal people, or people that used to be suicidal but aren't anymore. Also the pro-lifers that try to talk people out of wanting to die. Like you said, better than nothing but the title should be changed.

 

[millefeui]

I can't say it was ever allowed per se, but they didn't delete the posts back in 2012 or so, at least.

 

[Trashcan]

I think October 28 will be the day. Will take the SN and fall asleep. The soonest I can do it while giving my work enough time to cover my shifts but also unlikely to be found in time. I really want to do this before my 21st birthday. My biggest regret is not going through with it when I was a teenager.

 

[blueming]

I think October 28 will be the day. Will take the SN and fall asleep. The soonest I can do it while giving my work enough time to cover my shifts but also unlikely to be found in time. I really want to do this before my 21st birthday. My biggest regret is not going through with it when I was a teenager.

Good luck :) I hope everything goes well for you.

 

[Trashcan]

Good luck :) I hope everything goes well for you.

Thank you :)

 

[millefeui]

Sometimes I wonder if Sonnenblume is really dead. Probably... I hope she found peace.

 

[Iwant2sleepforever]

Women with vitalgo are hot

 

[Schopenhauer]

Sometimes I think we're living in the Matrix. Something uncanny happened last night. A girl to whom I hadn't spoken in nearly two years sent me a Skype message.

She wants to meet (she lives a couple hundred miles away), but that's not the really weird part. She said would like to see me soon "or else you'll die before we see each other again, and I wouldn't like that." (her words exactly). I'm sure she meant it as a joke, but the timing is really uncanny. She doesn't know that I'm suicidal (only one person irl knows that), or that I've ever been suicidal.

Maybe this is a message from our AI overlords. Better thread carefully :p

 

[Miss clefable]

I'm a piece of shit that needs to die

 

[mattwitt]

I hate Mountain Dew !

 

[lv-gras]

I'm a piece of shit that needs to die

at least half wrong