Random thoughts

[nerve]

I spent a lot of today sleeping because I just couldn't come up with anything better to do I'm so bored of this.

 

[VoidGirl]

I miss the past so much. I especially miss myself, who I used to be before. It's a strange feeling. I miss myself like you would miss an old friend who died, like I'm seeing who I used to be in a third person view.

 

[Morphinekiss]

Waiting on my test results.
So what do I do? Get drunk.
Phhtttt fuck the 'rona.

 

[KleinerWolf]

I'm a fucking brat and I don't enjoy continuing a game while being disadvantaged.
It's not worthwhile for me.
I know my worth, I probably deserve better.

 

[NoGlorySoul]

It feels sometimes I was born to serve devil.

 

[lostangel]

I wonder if dogs can see dead people.

 

[nerve]

I've felt so numb lately and it's mostly been great, except I'm bored out of my mind. Dragging myself through each day is becoming just as much of a chore as tending to the thoughts & feelings was.

 

[Morphinekiss]

I wonder if dogs can see dead people.

Yes it is generally accepted theory that animals see/sense spirit.

 

[so tired or manic]

I wish I could get beyond a point where the tiniest feeling of being an inconvenience or just plain being upset doesn't send me into a spiraling feeling of I'm better off dead.

I don't have a purpose.

 

[KleinerWolf]

That moment when you realise you have more than 40 unread notifications on SS since your last login
and you have OCD so you kinda have to check all of them lol...

 

[KleinerWolf]

Vodka does not make me happy,
but it does help me forget.

I wish things had gone right the first time,
how come life is so fucked up and twisted?
Like can you not?
What a cunt!

 

[Morphinekiss]

Theory: as long as I can work out I don't have covid!
application: passed out after 30 minutes and may have broken my foot in the process of falling off the treadmill

well fuck.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Theory: as long as I can work out I don't have covid!
application: passed out after 30 minutes and may have broken my foot in the process of falling off the treadmill

well fuck.

Are you able to get tested for COVID?
How'd u fell off the treadmill?

 

[NomadicWolf382]

Pushing my limits by doing food deliveries in this excessive heat on foot. If I'm lucky, I will die of hyperthermia...

 

[Morphinekiss]

Are you able to get tested for COVID?
How'd u fell off the treadmill?

Got tested Friday. Waiting on results. But I figured if I could still work out it couldn't be covid. Fell off the treadmill because I legitimately passed out

 

[KleinerWolf]

Got tested Friday. Waiting on results. But I figured if I could still work out it couldn't be covid. Fell off the treadmill because I legitimately passed out

Jesus.
There might be another reason you passed out.
I don't think COVID does that or does it? o.0

 

[so tired or manic]

I forgot for a while how much I've given up to keep the peace. it's not so nice remembering since I can't fix it any time soon, but simply remembering that it hasn't always been this way is nice sometimes.

 

[Morphinekiss]

I would really like to rest and eat today. But I also really like how my ribcage feels lately.

 

[XYZ]

I wonder what time anxiety will strike tonight. What time will I wake up and see that monster sitting on me with its big, ugly grin, and those fat, greedy cheeks ready to tear me asunder? Fucking anxiety. It always wins.

 

[NomadicWolf382]

Day 4 of doing food deliveries by foot in the extreme heat. Today I have drank about 3 liters of water, 3 power Aides, and 4 bodyarmor drinks. I am sweating so much, it isn't enough to replenish the water I am losing.

 

[Sinai Silence]

Sometimes I really struggle to think of a reply to people's threads. I want to write something but mental blockage hits hard. So I usually just leave an appropriate reaction to the post, just to let them know I read it.

 

[Shinkansen]

If life is a gift, why am I paying the price?

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

I think the full phrase goes like this: life is a gift from your parents to your capitalist overlords.

 

[XYZ]

Life is a gift that keeps on giving.
It's given me depression, stress, loss, death, sadness, anxiety, heartbreak (and a few good days in between all that). Return to sender!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Lorntroubles]

I find it strange how lately on some ctb threads, "friends" and "family" will post that the person passed....just....*sigh* if you catch my drift.

On another note, other day spotted a user who wrote a ctb thread months ago but seen them viewing methods as of late. I will never say I'm ctb to get attention....when I ctb, that'll be it, folks!

 

[Woodnote]

I hope my dogs can forgive me for leaving them...But I just can't take this much longer. I want to die...

 

[iDieUDie80]

I just can't win.

 

[Morphinekiss]

No one cares. No one cares. No one cares. Just do it.

 

[Lorntroubles]

The moment I'm gone is the moment I'm missed and talked fondly about, I bet. Fake ass POS's.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

The moment I'm gone is the moment I'm missed and talked fondly about, I bet. Fake ass POS's.

So very very true...