Random thoughts

[LonelyNick]

So very very true...

I second that

 

[XYZ]

I hate her so much. I know I should just pack up my bags and get the fuck out. This is not what I signed up for all these years ago. I know I am to blame, I insisted on this thing we have now, but how the fuck was I supposed to know she would turn out to be a fucking monster from hell? How can anyone be so mean, so hateful, so selfish and nasty and out to hurt others? She taught me the meaning of hate. I never really hated anyone before, didn't even think I was capable of such a destructive feeling. I hate her with such passion, I am on fire with hate. And look at me, motherfucking loser, writing about it on a forum instead of packing my bags. Can't leave, can't kill myself. L O S E R. No way out. No redemption. Suffer till the day I die.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

I hate you life... haven't I suffered enough?... apparently not

 

[nerve]

Boyfriend: how are you?
Me: I'm okay, a little bored and restless
Boyfriend: ... I have nothing to say to that and I feel like I get trapped in these conversations with you because you get upset no matter what I say

So don't ask me how im doing :(

 

[Deleted member 18655]

I'm not a patient person. I want to die now...Now... N.O.W! Waiting will be the hardest and most frustrating thing I'll ever have to do.

 

[Lorntroubles]

I'm wasting away...

Away...

......a...w.......a.............y........

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Nostalgia is a bitch..."hey remember things from the past you love but you can't have anymore"...

 

[WOODESITY]

There Is something behind every interaction

Sometimes I really struggle to think of a reply to people's threads. I want to write something but mental blockage hits hard. So I usually just leave an appropriate reaction to the post, just to let them know I read it.

I sometimes do the same

 

[KleinerWolf]

Drunk as f,
Don't care about SH1T,
No emotions, no worries, NOTHING!
Let's see if I get hangover tomorrow,
ABSOLUT!

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Drunk as f,
Don't care about SH1T,
No emotions, no worries, NOTHING!
Let's see if I get hangover tomorrow,
ABSOLUT!

Cheers brother! I've got some catching up to do!

 

[KleinerWolf]

Cheers brother! I've got some catching up to do!
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Salute!

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Ok life hi yeah it's me again...so can I please please have something positive happen?? Please!??

 

[XYZ]

Ok life hi yeah it's me again...so can I please please have something positive happen?? Please!??

Can you put in a good word for me as well. Life won't even pick up when I call.

 

[Eren]

I love the South Park series, but butters makes me very sad.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Can you put in a good word for me as well. Life won't even pick up when I call.

I sure will but sadly life isn't picking up for me either :( I probably cussed life out too much and I'm blocked now.

It's like one bad news after another I can't take this.

 

[Morphinekiss]

Covid sucks ass

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

Tomorrow my brain is getting probed physically and for whatever reason I'm not afraid. I have 13 needles the size of a fucking pen in my left brain hemisphere, and for whatever reason I'm not freaking out.
Even the neuro agrees that something is fucked with my brain. It's fucked in a convenient manner for all parties involved, yes, but something is decidedly wrong here. We both hope I don't start losing my shit during the probing.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Here we go again the outcome of the next few days will either make me want to live or ctb. I WANT to live...but I just can't take being beaten down anymore.

 

[iDieUDie80]

I hate when pro-life people try to talk with you about your suicidal ideation when your mind was already set.

 

[so tired or manic]

I liked being turquoise better than this green

 

[ForensicallyAware]

When hell is full the dead walk the earth

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

This is the fourth night in a row my husband and I have slept in separate rooms. Normally, I cave and try to fix things. This time, I want him to be the mature one. I'm tired of it always being on me. I know that's not particularly mature of me, but I want him to show that he cares that we fix this.

 

[XYZ]

Monday finds you like a bomb
That's been left ticking there too long
You're bleeding
Some days there's nothing left to learn
From the point of no return
You're leaving

Hey hey I saved the world today

 

[so tired or manic]

so I realized I mostly use the avatars to associate people when poking around here so figured I should get one too.

featuring: me

 

[Morphinekiss]

Anonymously got sent flowers and I'm a little creeped out

 

[Morphinekiss]

Fuck, shit, damnit. If he dies because I gave him covid I'm ctb ASAP.

 

[Lorntroubles]

I'll tell you right now, there will never be fucking justice for victims.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I can't get people to understand that I'm just not meant for this world.

 

[Sinai Silence]

Everyday there's this wasp that tries to get into my room. Somedays it gets in others it doesn't. I wish it would sting me so I die in my sleep.

 

[Inferdan]

Living and dying...both fulfilling in a way, but they both hurt. They're similar if you think about it...
In life, you need to work hard and suffer to have a good life...
So what if there was an alternate version of that in the after? Not exactly the same, could be very different, but in a sense, it's the same?

Don't worry about this, since, for one, you can't change it, and second, it's very, very, very, very, very likely that I'm wrong. It's just a random thought, not a guess, estimate, or conclusion :/