LonelyNick
They/Them, He/Him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 262
I second that
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XYZ
I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
- Jul 22, 2020
- 800
I hate her so much. I know I should just pack up my bags and get the fuck out. This is not what I signed up for all these years ago. I know I am to blame, I insisted on this thing we have now, but how the fuck was I supposed to know she would turn out to be a fucking monster from hell? How can anyone be so mean, so hateful, so selfish and nasty and out to hurt others? She taught me the meaning of hate. I never really hated anyone before, didn't even think I was capable of such a destructive feeling. I hate her with such passion, I am on fire with hate. And look at me, motherfucking loser, writing about it on a forum instead of packing my bags. Can't leave, can't kill myself. L O S E R. No way out. No redemption. Suffer till the day I die.
I hate you life... haven't I suffered enough?... apparently not
nerve
fat cringey shut-in
- Jun 19, 2019
- 1,013
Boyfriend: how are you?
Me: I'm okay, a little bored and restless
Boyfriend: ... I have nothing to say to that and I feel like I get trapped in these conversations with you because you get upset no matter what I say
So don't ask me how im doing :(
Me: I'm okay, a little bored and restless
Boyfriend: ... I have nothing to say to that and I feel like I get trapped in these conversations with you because you get upset no matter what I say
So don't ask me how im doing :(
Deleted member 18655
Enlightened
- Jun 4, 2020
- 1,422
I'm not a patient person. I want to die now...Now... N.O.W! Waiting will be the hardest and most frustrating thing I'll ever have to do.
Lorntroubles
Photography by Haris Nukem.
- Jan 19, 2020
- 3,095
I'm wasting away...
Away...
......a...w.......a.............y........
Away...
......a...w.......a.............y........
Nostalgia is a bitch..."hey remember things from the past you love but you can't have anymore"...
WOODESITY
Experienced
- Mar 15, 2019
- 217
There Is something behind every interaction
I sometimes do the same
KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
Drunk as f,
Don't care about SH1T,
No emotions, no worries, NOTHING!
Let's see if I get hangover tomorrow,
ABSOLUT!
Don't care about SH1T,
No emotions, no worries, NOTHING!
Let's see if I get hangover tomorrow,
ABSOLUT!
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Cheers brother! I've got some catching up to do!Drunk as f,
Don't care about SH1T,
No emotions, no worries, NOTHING!
Let's see if I get hangover tomorrow,
ABSOLUT!
KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
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Ok life hi yeah it's me again...so can I please please have something positive happen?? Please!??
XYZ
I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
- Jul 22, 2020
- 800
Can you put in a good word for me as well. Life won't even pick up when I call.
Eren
Si hablas español mándame un MP
- Oct 27, 2018
- 1,073
I love the South Park series, but butters makes me very sad.
Tomorrow my brain is getting probed physically and for whatever reason I'm not afraid. I have 13 needles the size of a fucking pen in my left brain hemisphere, and for whatever reason I'm not freaking out.
Even the neuro agrees that something is fucked with my brain. It's fucked in a convenient manner for all parties involved, yes, but something is decidedly wrong here. We both hope I don't start losing my shit during the probing.
Even the neuro agrees that something is fucked with my brain. It's fucked in a convenient manner for all parties involved, yes, but something is decidedly wrong here. We both hope I don't start losing my shit during the probing.
Here we go again the outcome of the next few days will either make me want to live or ctb. I WANT to live...but I just can't take being beaten down anymore.
iDieUDie80
Arcanist
- Jul 6, 2020
- 403
I hate when pro-life people try to talk with you about your suicidal ideation when your mind was already set.
so tired or manic
Arcanist
- Jun 12, 2020
- 462
ForensicallyAware
Specialist
- Feb 10, 2020
- 314
This is the fourth night in a row my husband and I have slept in separate rooms. Normally, I cave and try to fix things. This time, I want him to be the mature one. I'm tired of it always being on me. I know that's not particularly mature of me, but I want him to show that he cares that we fix this.
XYZ
I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
- Jul 22, 2020
- 800
Monday finds you like a bomb
That's been left ticking there too long
You're bleeding
Some days there's nothing left to learn
From the point of no return
You're leaving
Hey hey I saved the world today
That's been left ticking there too long
You're bleeding
Some days there's nothing left to learn
From the point of no return
You're leaving
Hey hey I saved the world today
so tired or manic
Arcanist
- Jun 12, 2020
- 462
so I realized I mostly use the avatars to associate people when poking around here so figured I should get one too.
featuring: me
featuring: me
Anonymously got sent flowers and I'm a little creeped out
Fuck, shit, damnit. If he dies because I gave him covid I'm ctb ASAP.
Lorntroubles
Photography by Haris Nukem.
- Jan 19, 2020
- 3,095
I'll tell you right now, there will never be fucking justice for victims.
I can't get people to understand that I'm just not meant for this world.
Sinai Silence
I think I'ma die alone inside my room
- Jul 6, 2020
- 810
Everyday there's this wasp that tries to get into my room. Somedays it gets in others it doesn't. I wish it would sting me so I die in my sleep.
Inferdan
Meeting the first minor relapse after recovery
- Nov 3, 2019
- 450
Living and dying...both fulfilling in a way, but they both hurt. They're similar if you think about it...
In life, you need to work hard and suffer to have a good life...
So what if there was an alternate version of that in the after? Not exactly the same, could be very different, but in a sense, it's the same?
Don't worry about this, since, for one, you can't change it, and second, it's very, very, very, very, very likely that I'm wrong. It's just a random thought, not a guess, estimate, or conclusion :/
In life, you need to work hard and suffer to have a good life...
So what if there was an alternate version of that in the after? Not exactly the same, could be very different, but in a sense, it's the same?
Don't worry about this, since, for one, you can't change it, and second, it's very, very, very, very, very likely that I'm wrong. It's just a random thought, not a guess, estimate, or conclusion :/
