Amnesty
Suicidal Cheesecake
- Jun 2, 2020
- 172
Me: *reads intresting thoughts* *sees yours* *cracks up*
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TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
- 1,059
Started playing WoW again and now my head aches because I played probably 12 hours today. Hmm.
Woodnote
Goodbye
- Oct 23, 2019
- 277
I'm feeling more suicidal than usual tonight...
ForensicallyAware
Specialist
- Feb 10, 2020
- 314
I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me
BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,634
Trying to get back into my old hobbies. It ain't working.
TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
- 1,059
I have so much anxiety rn that it's unbearable. What the fuck
Lorntroubles
Photography by Haris Nukem.
- Jan 19, 2020
- 3,095
Standing in line
To see the show tonight
And there's a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
I'd be there, waiting for
Dani the girl
Is singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee, overload
To see the show tonight
And there's a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
I'd be there, waiting for
Dani the girl
Is singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee, overload
Everyone's words are empty, everyone's voices amount to nothing, everyone's cries for help go unnoticed, and everyone's pain goes ignored.
I'm rewatching Breaking Bad after watching it when it came out. It's bizarre. I was a kid when it first came out. Watching it was like watching this story character I had no way of relating to. It was a neat show, but it was all so far beyond my realm of comprehension, I was just a passive observer watching the story unfold. Now I'm an adult and I can understand Walter so much more. He's clearly not a good person, but all at once, I cannot condemn him for anything he does. More often than not, I think he made the correct decisions. Also, I don't remember having such an intense loathing of his wife, haha.
ForensicallyAware
Specialist
- Feb 10, 2020
- 314
To be, or not to be, that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take Arms against a Sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them: to die, to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep, to say we end
The heart-ache, and the thousand natural shocks
That Flesh is heir to? 'Tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wished. To die, to sleep,
To sleep, perchance to Dream; aye, there's the rub,
For in that sleep of death, what dreams may come,
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause. There's the respect
That makes Calamity of so long life:
For who would bear the Whips and Scorns of time,
The Oppressor's wrong, the proud man's Contumely,
The pangs of dispised Love, the Law's delay,
The insolence of Office, and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his Quietus make
With a bare Bodkin? Who would Fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscovered country, from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will,
And makes us rather bear those ills we have,
Than fly to others that we know not of.
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all,
And thus the native hue of Resolution
Is sicklied o'er, with the pale cast of Thought,
And enterprises of great pitch and moment, [F: pith]
With this regard their Currents turn awry, [F: away]
And lose the name of Action. Soft you now,
The fair Ophelia? Nymph, in thy Orisons
Be all my sins remember'd.
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take Arms against a Sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them: to die, to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep, to say we end
The heart-ache, and the thousand natural shocks
That Flesh is heir to? 'Tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wished. To die, to sleep,
To sleep, perchance to Dream; aye, there's the rub,
For in that sleep of death, what dreams may come,
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause. There's the respect
That makes Calamity of so long life:
For who would bear the Whips and Scorns of time,
The Oppressor's wrong, the proud man's Contumely,
The pangs of dispised Love, the Law's delay,
The insolence of Office, and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his Quietus make
With a bare Bodkin? Who would Fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscovered country, from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will,
And makes us rather bear those ills we have,
Than fly to others that we know not of.
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all,
And thus the native hue of Resolution
Is sicklied o'er, with the pale cast of Thought,
And enterprises of great pitch and moment, [F: pith]
With this regard their Currents turn awry, [F: away]
And lose the name of Action. Soft you now,
The fair Ophelia? Nymph, in thy Orisons
Be all my sins remember'd.
It's all fun and games until you stand on the edge and look down into the void.
Shinbu
Shiki
- Nov 23, 2019
- 477
I want to kill myself right now, but I know it would be dumb since I don't feel ready.
I am very close to grabbing one of our drivers and commence acts of extreme violence upon him.
"Smile, smile, this life is beautiful" is not going to bring any smiles considering his incompetent ass is blocking the only entrance and exit from the warehouse, and he's standing there, chatting with the building's cleaning crew while six people want their lunch and cig break.
"Smile, smile, this life is beautiful" is not going to bring any smiles considering his incompetent ass is blocking the only entrance and exit from the warehouse, and he's standing there, chatting with the building's cleaning crew while six people want their lunch and cig break.
TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
- 1,059
I feel like I'm a 6-year-old and a 60-year-old at the same time, if it makes any sense
Stuck with toxic people
sadghost
S
- May 17, 2020
- 232
Sometimes I realize just how sad I really am, it just hits me like a truck. It's kind of weird how the only thing that makes me feel truly at ease is the thought of dying.
Lorntroubles
Photography by Haris Nukem.
- Jan 19, 2020
- 3,095
Tired of this fucking life. Always sad, mad, hurt, grieving, depressed, and wronged.
A bunch of questions about the Nintendo switch if I may:
Do you buy cartridges for it or does it have a "Nintendo play store", or something like that?
The "harvest moon except with Mii" thing, forgot its name right now, what is its type of music? Specifically, is it chiptune?
Can it connect to WiFi?
Can I install some messenger program on it?
I saw that it's controllers come off. Do they have some gyroscope in them that would turn the switch into Wii?
Do the controllers require AA (or God forbid, AAA, or D cell) batteries?
How's the battery life?
Can I buy extra batteries independently and a charger, and juggle them? As in, take out dead battery, put it into charger, take charged battery while the dead one charges?
How's the battery life?
How damage resistant is this thing?
Context: surgery pretty soon, I want to buy one to bring with me for the healing and prep period.
Do you buy cartridges for it or does it have a "Nintendo play store", or something like that?
The "harvest moon except with Mii" thing, forgot its name right now, what is its type of music? Specifically, is it chiptune?
Can it connect to WiFi?
Can I install some messenger program on it?
I saw that it's controllers come off. Do they have some gyroscope in them that would turn the switch into Wii?
Do the controllers require AA (or God forbid, AAA, or D cell) batteries?
How's the battery life?
Can I buy extra batteries independently and a charger, and juggle them? As in, take out dead battery, put it into charger, take charged battery while the dead one charges?
How's the battery life?
How damage resistant is this thing?
Context: surgery pretty soon, I want to buy one to bring with me for the healing and prep period.
ForensicallyAware
Specialist
- Feb 10, 2020
- 314
omoidarui
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
- Apr 30, 2019
- 995
Shinbu
Shiki
- Nov 23, 2019
- 477
You can buy cartridges, or download the games from the Nintendo E-Shop, and yes it can use Wi-Fi. I think you can message friends on your friends list, but i'm not sure if anything else can be a messenger program besides that.
The battery life can last for 2.5 to 6.5 hours for the original, and the lite version can last for 4.5 to 9 hours. I don't think you can replace the batteries, but you can charge it in its dock station. Not really great for durability in regards to the screen, I have the original, and the dock station has made a lot of scratch marks on my screen, I never had my unit fall, but I would think it would break easily if there is a decent height to fall from, since the screen sucks. Maybe the lite version improved durability.
TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
- 1,059
Anyone who says "hardships are good because we learn from them" either lacks empathy or is delusional, and can shove a shard of glass up their ass.
ForensicallyAware
Specialist
- Feb 10, 2020
- 314
Just when you think you can't get anymore depressed
You do
You do
TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
- 1,059
Can't even enjoy WoW anymore, what distraction am i going to use now? :(
My local grocer implemented a system that lets patrons know which check lane to go to via a TV screen at a designated waiting point. The sound it makes when a check lane is available is incredibly unnerving to me because it's the same sound in the outro to this song I've listened to hundreds of times. The song is about a dystopian society.
Lorntroubles
Photography by Haris Nukem.
- Jan 19, 2020
- 3,095
Not a day goes by that I don't beat myself up for being young and naive. The real world is harsh and unfortunately I had no good example to follow. Fuckkkkk!!!!! ;( ;( ;(
I've been feeling pretty disillusioned/tired with life. Everything people do and come up with all seems like repeating patterns of the same stuff-- the good and the bad. It doesn't bother me, but my own individuality is just another cluster of factors and traits that have all been seen before.
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Is coworker fucking with me?
For the past 20 minutes or so he's been very intrigued and almost interrogative about me never having had phone sex. Legit CIA interrogation (without waterboarding, though).
Is phone sex that great? I don't even cyber. It just sounds boring as an idea.
For the past 20 minutes or so he's been very intrigued and almost interrogative about me never having had phone sex. Legit CIA interrogation (without waterboarding, though).
Is phone sex that great? I don't even cyber. It just sounds boring as an idea.
TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
- 1,059
Drunk with a few friends right now. Finally some fucking relief to this anxiety.
