Random thoughts

[Trashcan]

Fuck the survival instinct

 

[lost illusions]

I thought about posting in the partner thread but who am I kidding, there's no one

 

[EndofMyRope]

What does NFSW stand for in the shoutbox??

 

[Life sucks]

Life sucks. Life is a contradiction. Life is illogical.

 

[Teas]

I wish I wasn't socially retarded.

 

[lost illusions]

I wish I wasn't socially retarded.

Me too

 

[Dreamland]

I can't do this anymore :(

 

[Pineapplecrown]

What does NFSW stand for in the shoutbox??

Not suitable for work

 

[EndofMyRope]

Not suitable for work

Thanks!

 

[Jodes]

I'm a shit bf, on here all the time

Keeping all my family worried for 20 years if i'll have a successful attempt. Well, they do say be open. I believed it. It became normal . I should just go.

 

[Jodes]

Fml why can't I be dead already

 

[Donewith_]

Should try to get cimetidine. How long should I hang on still.. I am not me anymore. I think I am living my life from back.. when I was a kid I was miserable back then but not as much as I am now. With every passing year I just became more miserable.. I am losing myself with every passing minute.

 

[Roulette]

Why is it when my name is mentioned its always followed by ridicule and laughter. Well thats obvious, my whole life is a joke. Nothing but a social tool for my family

Love, support, acceptance, i wonder what thats like. Nobody should be made to feel like an outcast in their family, its awful

 

[mattwitt]

I'm here because of my own sins and stupidity. I can't blame any other individual or group of individuals on planet earth or in outer space !

 

[LiveSlowDieFast]

Sometimes I wonder if there really is something wrong with me or if I just make all this up for attention and in reality I'm just lazy..

 

[Sundayafternoon]

I cannot wrap my mind around what I'm waiting for. A reliable method. Yes. But why can't I just walk out of this place and not come back the next day. Fuck rent and car note. Just buy my shit and go.

37 years. How many more do i need to be fed up

 

[Xerxes]

I wish you get tired of saving my life, and say goodbye. We both know I'm FUBAR.

 

[Lra888]

Always wondered why this website never gets an influx of preventionists (unless I'm ignorant)
Suicide prevention truely is spamming a hotline number whenever someone mentions the word 'suicide'

I do too. There was a person on shoutbox once arguing with people to try harder in life and shit like that but they were quickly banned. I think the mods do a good job preventing it.

 

[Johnnythefox]

I do too. There was a person on shoutbox once arguing with people to try harder in life and shit like that but they were quickly banned. I think the mods do a good job preventing it.

I was thinking of this earlier and wondered if there could be anyone undercover on here. (Suspenseful music plays)

 

[Lra888]

I hate that sweaty gross feeling when taking SSRIs.

 

[Trashcan]

I can't believe I failed the exit bag... I feel like an idiot.

I have everything for SN, so I might do that. Hopefully I don't somehow fuck that up as well.

 

[sólstafir]

So many people here can express themselves despite being depressed... I'm glad for that, but me...it's like nothing is in my brain anymore, air is flowing around there and I can't even reach out to people, no mental energy... writing thoughts takes a lot of energy. But I'm happy for people who are able to socialize here! This site is wonderful.

 

[Roulette]

title: when you say "i want to die" and somebody says "me too"

This popped up in my recommendations, and thanks to SS it's relatable

 

[Crest33]

I can't believe I failed the exit bag... I feel like an idiot.

I have everything for SN, so I might do that. Hopefully I don't somehow fuck that up as well.

Just fast for at least a day and take the anti-emetics. I feel this is very crucial and rushed by some.

 

[Life sucks]

Fuck conservatism

 

[lost illusions]

Hi I'm cold af and board as hell.

 

[damien000]

Some times I think I'm the very worst that ever existed.

 

[Tyuiop]

I had a date set, but I'm thinking of putting it off already... Why can't I just fall asleep and not wake up(or wake up somewhere else).

 

[AndyCurious]

What does NFSW stand for in the shoutbox??

NSFW = Not safe for work :)

 

[Tyuiop]

I want to jump out of the window to ctb but I live on the first floor.