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ember in the dark
- Dec 7, 2018
- 1,550
Study now or study tomorrow, I'd rather just drop out tbh
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i am in my final stage. iam helpless.why do you still want to torture me? i never had anyone to lean upon their shoulder when i cry. i dont know my suffering and i matter. iam not asking any favour, i have sorted out some way how to leave. stop causing me suffering and let me die peacefully. let the things happen which will lead to ,my death. dont stop
lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
stellabelle
ethereal
- Dec 14, 2018
- 3,919
To go somewhere else
lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
stellabelle
ethereal
- Dec 14, 2018
- 3,919
Somewhere with painted deserts
lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
Nevada close to lake Tahoe
It's 4:17am and its still stupidly hot. Been such a warm summer.
That southern hemisphere thing.
Dec-Jan-Feb is our summer.
Growing up I used to get jealous of US Christmas movies with all that pretty snow and wacky sweatshirts. Over here it's melt on Xmas day and have a BBQ.
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
Selling all of my textbooks today. Things feel so surreal and final. My stomach hurts :(
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
In the past couple of months I sold my stereo system, movie collection and some jewelry
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
:( How did you feel ?
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
I felt good/relieved because it's the last of the stuff I've been trying to get rid of. I'm glad I got some money for the stuff although not even remotely close to what I paid for everything.
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
Yeah that's how I felt, I just donated a $200 sad lamp...
waived
I am a sunrise
- Jan 5, 2019
- 974
I have to go somewhere and my mp3 player isn't charged.
VoloFataliDoce
The World Is Quiet Here
- Jan 23, 2019
- 114
Today sucked. I was feeling great for the past few days, now I've crashed and am right back where I was before. Simply terrific. I knew the happiness was an illusion. Hopefully my DMSO will hurry up and get here; it's late, as most of my packages usually are. It'd be so much easier if I could hire a hitman to put three bullets in the back of my head...
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Dead Meat
DOOMED
- Oct 10, 2018
- 18,395
Life is just so unfair and cruel,been suffering this shit storm of a Life to long.
I never wanted to be here in the first place.
I never wanted to be here in the first place.
just don't want anything from life anymore. anything.
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
Was thinking about this today.... No amount of money, no person, no situation could make me stay at this point
lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
I've probably said this before but being around other people my age depresses me lately. Reminds of how much I'm missing out in
stellabelle
ethereal
- Dec 14, 2018
- 3,919
Been there, done that
Just a little further south
stellabelle
ethereal
- Dec 14, 2018
- 3,919
Ugh gross! I hate the cold like that
lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
Has anyone else found something they needed in their childhood later in life but were too messed up to change anything?
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
Things like this make me reconsider then I see that my reason for ctb is still valid and feel reassured
lost illusions
bye
- Sep 12, 2018
- 548
