Random thoughts

[Pupuce]

There are units called planck length and planck time which are the smallest units of the corresponding concepts. These are indivisible.
So basically we live on a grid where we can only be on intersecting borders and at certain times.
There is movement.
But not a linear one.
Everything is teleporting at every instant. Every last bit of matter is.
And every bit of it happens on a scale we just cannot see.
I just realized that.
Ultimately nothing changes at all but you know i've got time to lose.
Thanks for reading.

 

[Help_Me]

Finally. First time weed actually worked on me. After a few minutes of strong couch, I felt relaxed and even enjoyed few anxiety-free minutes. Guys, it is so nice to feel yourself calm, I never felt something like that in years. Being calm and chill is not an ordinary thing for me. I just lay on a bed in a full darken room, hearing some raindrops outside and I just listen to silence. I almost forgot how it feels to be calm and I must say this is so good.

 

[inconsequential]

I always feel better and worse after a long hike.

I have all this adrenaline, and occasionally get a smile, but FUCK does everything hurt. I hope my Achilles doesn't snap. That would suck.

Time to eat an edible, browse the Internet for 7 hours, and do it all over tomorrow.

 

[Severen]

Sheldon is one of my major Asperger's-crushes.
He is a nearly-perfectly logical human surrounded by NTs constantly trying to ruin him by making him "act human".


There. There.

This scene is hilarious.

 

[RM5998]

There are units called planck length and planck time which are the smallest units of the corresponding concepts. These are indivisible.
So basically we live on a grid where we can only be on intersecting borders and at certain times.
There is movement.
But not a linear one.
Everything is teleporting at every instant. Every last bit of matter is.
And every bit of it happens on a scale we just cannot see.
I just realized that.
Ultimately nothing changes at all but you know i've got time to lose.
Thanks for reading.

That's a bit of a dramatic way of putting it... But yeah.
However, it's hardly ever apparent, especially when you consider that most quantized quantities that are even slightly relevant deal with larger distance and time measurements (by some orders of magnitude). After all, pretty much every game has discretized distances (even GTA V, to use a popular but non-obvious example), but to all intents and purposes offer free, continuous movement. However, it's still an interesting observation.

 

[inconsequential]

The urge to CTB is strong tonight. I could pull off partial suspension. I need to think more clearly, though. So I'm just going to smoke a lot of weed and try to sleep.

 

[RM5998]

My mouth tastes... Bitter. But the toothbrush and toothpaste are 8 feet away. I've been sitting here telling myself that I need to get up and go there for half an hour now.

 

[Morphinekiss]

When did things go so wrong? How did I go from teaching, presenting, traveling across the world and speaking at conferences, to this shell of a person crying in bed jealous of her little sister's secretary job. Fuck epilepsy and my health and everything it's brought with it. Everything it took from me.
Why did she get to be tall, and beautiful, and blonde, and smart, and healthy. Where are her genetic fuck ups? Why did I get every single health issue?

I wonder if I could smash the hospital room window fast enough to jump out before the nurses came running. I know I couldn't.

 

[RM5998]

When did things go so wrong? How did I go from teaching, presenting, traveling across the world and speaking at conferences, to this shell of a person crying in bed jealous of her little sister's secretary job. Fuck epilepsy and my health and everything it's brought with it. Everything it took from me.
Why did she get to be tall, and beautiful, and blonde, and smart, and healthy. Where are her genetic fuck ups? Why did I get every single health issue?

I wonder if I could smash the hospital room window fast enough to jump out before the nurses came running. I know I couldn't.

I've had a similar sort of degeneration on the student side of things... Have some hugs from the other side, if you want them .

 

[not_a_robot]

My mouth tastes... Bitter. But the toothbrush and toothpaste are 8 feet away. I've been sitting here telling myself that I need to get up and go there for half an hour now.

I bought a 20$ Chinese ultrasonic toothbrush on Amazon, that thing will grind my teeth to a fine powder in two minutes if I'm not careful. I can only stand to use it turned on once a week, the rest of the week is gentle recovery time from the blast...
I should find out if this toothbrush company makes sex toys too...
I could put myself in the hospital.

 

[Pilum Muralis]

Got 3 hours sleep today. Couldn't stop having dreams of a friend of mine that ctb awhile back. If it's not my mom, it's him haunting me.

 

[waived]

her·mit
/ˈhərmət/
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noun
noun: hermit; plural noun: hermits

1.
a person living in solitude as a religious discipline.
synonyms: recluse, solitary, loner, ascetic; More
rareanchorite, anchoress, eremite, stylite, pillarist, pillar hermit, pillar saint, solitudinarian;
hikikomori
any person living in solitude or seeking to do so.
synonyms: recluse, solitary, loner, ascetic; More
rareanchorite, anchoress, eremite, stylite, pillarist, pillar hermit, pillar saint, solitudinarian;
hikikomori
2.
a hummingbird found in the shady lower layers of tropical forests, foraging along a regular route.

 

[blanketyblk]

I'm so happy that i had found this site, just knowing that there is other people going thought he same crap as me has helped me so much. I know it's sad that we are all depressed people on this site. But knowing other humans exists with issues not to dissimilar as mine, makes existing slightly more bearable.

 

[Morphinekiss]

Fuuuuuuck.

 

[ExitTheDay]

Damn this sounds like dreams I've had as a kid! I can't really remember them that much of course but I remember them being so vivid, it was really weird and for some reason I would always wake up with a rush of euphoria after these dreams.

 

[Morphinekiss]

I have a fresh new empty canvas. I need a song or feeling or something to inspire me.

I wonder how I'd look with purple hair.

 

[not_a_robot]

I have a fresh new empty canvas. I need a song or feeling or something to inspire me.

I wonder how I'd look with purple hair.

Choose your dye very carefully. I dyed mine black for years, now I can't get most purples to stick to it. Looks good on the roots though. I have an hombre' of purple that fades down to black.

 

[Morphinekiss]

Choose your dye very carefully. I dyed mine black for years, now I can't get most purples to stick to it. Looks good on the roots though. I have an hombre' of purple that fades down to black.

That sounds cool as hell though. Mine is at its "virgin" auburn color now. I just get bored with it but I haven't dyed it in years.

 

[blanketyblk]

Purple hair rules. I have purple to blue hair at the moment. looks like of like this. i sooo love it. also helps to cover the grey hairs.



and fark. nearly the end of the day and i have no frigging idea what i did all day.

 

[Morphinekiss]

That's gorgeous If I had the money for upkeep I'd totally do it. But since I don't want to ruin my curls with a self bleach job I'll keep my natural red

 

[blanketyblk]

That's gorgeous If I had the money for upkeep I'd totally do it. But since I don't want to ruin my curls with a self bleach job I'll keep my natural red

yeah the upkeep is a bit of a killer. i also get my hair straightened every 3 months on top and i can't stand my tight curly hair. so keratin treatment as well. at the bloody hair dresses for like 6-7 hours when i go in. at least i get pampered. :-)

 

[throwaway123]

I wish I had to courage to do something. Anything.

 

[blanketyblk]

Diane Keaton reveals she hasn't dated in 35 years: 'no dates'

Why star hasn’t been on date in 35 years

Diane Keaton revealed in a recent interview that she hasn’t dated in more than three decades.

www.news.com.au

"I think I'm the only one in my generation and maybe before who has been a single woman all her life," she told People last May.

"(I'm not sad) because I think that I needed more of a maternal aspect. I don't think it would have been a good idea for me to have married," she said to People.

she is still a babe

 

[Morphinekiss]

Diane Keaton reveals she hasn't dated in 35 years: 'no dates'

Why star hasn’t been on date in 35 years

Diane Keaton revealed in a recent interview that she hasn’t dated in more than three decades.

www.news.com.au

"I think I'm the only one in my generation and maybe before who has been a single woman all her life," she told People last May.

"(I'm not sad) because I think that I needed more of a maternal aspect. I don't think it would have been a good idea for me to have married," she said to People.

she is still a babe

This is gonna be me.

Minus the babe part

 

[not_a_robot]

Purple hair rules. I have purple to blue hair at the moment. looks like of like this. i sooo love it. also helps to cover the grey hairs.

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and fark. nearly the end of the day and i have no frigging idea what i did all day.

omg perfect fucking birthday party unicorn! I love it!
I'm trying Vidal Sassoon London Lilac next.

That's gorgeous If I had the money for upkeep I'd totally do it. But since I don't want to ruin my curls with a self bleach job I'll keep my natural red

That's the hardest is finding one that will stick without bleaching, I won't do that.

 

[RM5998]

Druuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunk as fuuuuuuuck

I know that it's stupid type that, but a part of me thinks it's just fine.

I want to get even more drunk, to the point there is no dissenting opinion for my stupidity.

I don't want to remember this when I wake up tomorrow.

 

[not_a_robot]

Druuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunk as fuuuuuuuck

I know that it's stupid type that, but a part of me thinks it's just fine.

I want to get even more drunk, to the point there is no dissenting opinion for my stupidity.

I don't want to remember this when I wake up tomorrow.

Sigh... you will only remember humiliating little pieces, like dancing
bad and singing loudly off-key; and the parts you leave a written record of, like text and email.
;)

 

[Morphinekiss]

Stop asking what is wrong with me. You're gonna get an answer you don't fucking like.

 

[mattwitt]

Why do we drive on parkways and park on driveways ?

 

[Morphinekiss]

Must be nice, to have people to talk to and places to escape to.

I'm bitter about everything today.