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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
idk who i am
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
How long still
How about ending this soon.. very fast
Let it go.. close your eyes and count the days.
There is a positive thing in 'being in darkness', you need not be afraid of anymore darkness.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
I should NOT have eaten that giant brownie!
Oh dear god, I should NOT have eaten that giant brownie!
Is this how birth feels like?
 
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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
1,003
it's all so unfair. Life is a shithole of injustice. People that never had to experience trauma or hard shit in the childhoods, get to live even better lives and happy moments. While the ones who suffered the most in childhood suddenly develop these insane awwful mental illnesses that make them suffer as much or worse their entire lives. Fuck this fucking bullshit life. cant wait to ctb
 
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AhG

AhG

La vie est tout sauf un rêve
Jan 24, 2019
313
I miss the days where we would lie on the couch and makeout for hours...
Why don't I have the guts to call you...?
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
antifreeze is flowing trough my venomous veins
no matter how hard we love, we are just sanctimonious saints
my heart will stay caged by these torturous chains
while that fucking wheel of death continues and rotates
 
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AhG

AhG

La vie est tout sauf un rêve
Jan 24, 2019
313
I called my wife, it took all my strength and fucking courage but I did it... Whether she replies back to me, and I get an answer will make or break me...
 
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littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
632
My death is long overdue. I am so ready to get the hell off of this planet.
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
i wonder if this shit migth knock me out when continfng

i wanna roll a joint:

time for a line first. while rollin: break for another line. when finished and ready to smoking, another line, after smoking, another line. @BlackDragonof1989 wish you were here for some dissocociative discussion...hope ur alright.

i forgot how to care about anything, this is what i was looking for, what i had when i was younger...the never ending hunt for the dragon :)
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
SN is becoming illegal, metro veins are running dry, tagamet is suddenly heavily restricted where I live...
It's like god wants me to go for climbing a shitty crane instead!
 
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
I need glasses. I use to not need them. I'm getting old.
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
can anyone insult me like pls i need someone to hate me more than i hate ms ..pls
 
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suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
I'm so fucking alone.
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
dangerous, dark heights...let's climb them to see what's hiding there! who's with me?
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
Rammstein is becoming today's greatest commentators on life style, history and possibly the future of the world.
My evidence? The video for their song Radio.
Perfect description of social media's history, current state and likely future.
 
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suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
I used to think that I had impostor syndrome at work. Now I don't think I'm an impostor anymore. I know I am impostor. And so is everyone else. I just so happen to be aware of it.
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,382
He: I'm depressed because I'm lonely. I have never dated anyone, never had a significant other. I'll never have kids, and I'll die a virgin.

She: I'm the loneliest person ever! I only have one husband, one kid, a dozen betaorbiter boyfriends, and five friends with whom I hang out three times a week.
 
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thatguyakira123

thatguyakira123

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
217
I honestly wish I could enduce a stroke on myself. Being able to die in my sleep. I wish someone would come in my house at night and shoot me in the head. Ironically because of my anxiety I rarely sleep at all.
 
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suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
6,316 people die each hour every day in the world !
 
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suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
6,316 people die each hour every day in the world !
Yeah-if-you-rr3jqn.jpg
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
I live in hell but I got myself here because of my own stupididty. I fucking hate myself. Many things that have lead me here are out of my control but i ruined something and ill never get it back. I guess i deserve this pain. I dont deserved to be loved i deserve the way he treats me because im just a worthless piece of shit.
 
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Deadgirl

Deadgirl

Game Over
Mar 31, 2019
215
I have thoughts of me being in complete oblivion and find peace in that.
 
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headinghome

Experienced
Apr 11, 2019
205
Constantly checking this forum and fantasizing about magically dying or ending your life when you look at it. When you are not, you think checking the forum will speed up the process.
yeah-weird brain
 
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AnnihilatedAnna

AnnihilatedAnna

A Joke
Apr 17, 2018
1,346
What would the world be like if Germany won WW2? obviously not great but still, I wonder.
 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

Warlock
Apr 3, 2019
709
What would the world be like if Germany won WW2? obviously not great but still, I wonder.
The man ont he high castle and the United states of japan are good examples of that.
 
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Euthanasia_Coaster

The Euthanasia Coaster is an art concept for a steel roller coaster designed to kill its passengers. In 2010, it was designed and made into a scale model by Julijonas Urbonas, a PhD candidate at the Royal College of Art in London. Urbonas, who has worked at an amusement park, stated that the goal of his concept roller coaster is to take lives "with elegance and euphoria". As for practical applications of his design, Urbonas mentioned "euthanasia" or "execution".[3]John Allen, who served as president of the Philadelphia Toboggan Company, inspired Urbonas with his description of the "ultimate" roller coaster as one that "sends out 24 people and they all come back dead"
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
What would the world be like if Germany won WW2? obviously not great but still, I wonder.
Last week I asked to myself: what if Carthago had destroyed Roma?
 
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sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
Sometimes I get quite jealous of the people who are able to leave gracefully.
 
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