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EWFTW11

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Sep 16, 2018
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At the time of this being posted, I'm in my room, contemplating CTB once again. I still haven't found a way that would fit, though.

Maybe these details on 2 of my rooms will help finding CTB methods easier? Mainly needing to find ones that wouldn't involve purchasing items, as I'm trying to be discreet about it.

-There's a wardrobe with clothes on it.
- There's a pillow and a bolster in the room, along with a bed. I tried to CTB with the blanket before through choking, but no dice.
-Some toy cars and a fluffy turtle doll are on the room.
- Other room has a computer and some belts.

The other thing is that I still need to be sure that my accounts will be preserved and not get banned as a result of a CTB attempt. I'm considering preserving them on Discord, but is there a better way for it to be transferred to someone else?

Thanks.
 
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Whale_bones

Whale_bones

A gift to summon the spring
Feb 11, 2020
461
1. Go to the fluffy turtle doll
2. Pick it up
3. Hug the fluffy turtle doll until you forget about CTB'ing.

I'm joking. But in all seriousness, any attempt to CTB with items like toy cars will just cause more misery. I understand the desperation, but you need to be able to purchase things.
 
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EWFTW11

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1. Go to the fluffy turtle doll
2. Pick it up
3. Hug the fluffy turtle doll until you forget about CTB'ing.

I'm joking. But in all seriousness, any attempt to CTB with items like toy cars will just cause more misery. I understand the desperation, but you need to be able to purchase things.
Crud. So that's off the limits...

What about the pillows and bolster? They're soft, so the pressure might not be enough for Night-Night.

Forgot about some details.
- There's curtains on both rooms, leftover cardboard on the other room, and some towels on the first room.

I considered a knife slit, but it'd be messy. I tried partial suspension hanging with a belt, but it didn't really work.
 
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Drimacus

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Jun 9, 2021
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If you browse the Suicide Resource Compilation you will definitely find some methods which require limited resources that can always be found in the house.
 
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EWFTW11

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If you browse the Suicide Resource Compilation you will definitely find some methods which require limited resources that can always be found in the house.
At times, I tried to look into it. The most appealing one seems to be the hanging method, but I'm trying to find a way to make sure it works.

The other appealing one is the Night-Night method, but unfortunately, I can't seem to find something to substitute the bags, so that might be out.
 
Whale_bones

Whale_bones

A gift to summon the spring
Feb 11, 2020
461
Crud. So that's off the limits...

What about the pillows and bolster? They're soft, so the pressure might not be enough for Night-Night.

Forgot about some details.
- There's curtains on both rooms, leftover cardboard on the other room, and some towels on the first room.

I considered a knife slit, but it'd be messy. I tried partial suspension hanging with a belt, but it didn't really work.
I didn't mean just literally don't use toy cars (although you *still* should not use the toy cars.) I meant that you should plan carefully, calmly, and thoughtfully. If you're grabbing random items lying around your room, the only thing you are likely to be successful at is 1) more desperation or 2) an uncomfortable and/or embarrassing and/or painful hospital trip. Of course, it is up to you.
 
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EWFTW11

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I didn't mean just literally don't use toy cars (although you *still* should not use the toy cars.) I meant that you should plan carefully, calmly, and thoughtfully. If you're grabbing random items lying around your room, the only thing you are likely to be successful at is 1) more desperation or 2) an uncomfortable and/or embarrassing and/or painful hospital trip. Of course, it is up to you.
I see... I understand, Whale_bones.
 
suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
348
When I read you, it seems that you don't have access to anything except these two rooms. Maybe that my comment is not welcome, but what are the reason you don't want/cannot buy or have access to anything else? I don't want to be mean but just want to understand the context. HUGS
 
Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
At the time of this being posted, I'm in my room, contemplating CTB once again. I still haven't found a way that would fit, though.

Maybe these details on 2 of my rooms will help finding CTB methods easier? Mainly needing to find ones that wouldn't involve purchasing items, as I'm trying to be discreet about it.

-There's a wardrobe with clothes on it.
- There's a pillow and a bolster in the room, along with a bed. I tried to CTB with the blanket before through choking, but no dice.
-Some toy cars and a fluffy turtle doll are on the room.
- Other room has a computer and some belts.

The other thing is that I still need to be sure that my accounts will be preserved and not get banned as a result of a CTB attempt. I'm considering preserving them on Discord, but is there a better way for it to be transferred to someone else?

Thanks.
What do you care about your "accounts" if you ctb?
 
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EWFTW11

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Sep 16, 2018
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When I read you, it seems that you don't have access to anything except these two rooms. Maybe that my comment is not welcome, but what are the reason you don't want/cannot buy or have access to anything else? I don't want to be mean but just want to understand the context. HUGS
Making sure that the CTB isn't going to end in suspicious purchases that would draw attention. Hence, why I can only use stuff that's on my house. While I do have access to other rooms, I thought that it wouldn't be suspicious to use stuff that's on rooms I'n frequently in.
What do you care about your "accounts" if you ctb?
Mainly exclusive pre-order stuff that I got for one of the games and stuff I bought on another.
 
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EWFTW11

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Tried CTBing again. Couldn't manage to kill myself with a belt stuck to the door jamb wrapped t my neck. Maybe there's something wrong that I did for it to fail? Does sitting in a chair work for that kind of choking CTB?
 

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