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calloftheabyss

calloftheabyss

Member
Aug 30, 2023
18
What up fellow nerds, nerdettes, and nerdudes. I'm just another mentally unstable dude losing my mind. I'm 27, from the US, and enjoy long walks on the beach. But my state doesn't have those (yay, landlock!). I used to be an avid gamer and reader, but now I just watch anime and drink too much. I'm still a huge gaming fan, though, and host a few different servers (Right now I have a Satisfactory server and a few Minecraft servers. If anyone is down, I could probably spin up a new MC server for Sasu friends 👀). I don't know what else to say, but you're welcome to ask me anything! My PMs are pretty much always open, though, I'm not on often oops
 
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Mirelight

Mirelight

Just going through life's motions
May 21, 2024
212
20M, originally from Nepal, currently in US, CDT time zone. CS Major. Currently a little interested in osdev, but haven't been able to do much, have made some small 2d games, but don't think I wanna go down that road in future, a linux fanboy, wanna rice my system to the max someday, currently using mint with gnome. Am looking for someone in uni or just studying in general so we can encourage each other to do stuff and study together or smthing like that. Better if u are CS or something STEM, it's alright even if u r not tho.

I'm also trying to lose weight, been overweight my entire life, have been trying to do it for quite a while, but never succeed, hopefully I don't give up midway this time around too. I'm also a little interested in femboyish stuffs, I really wanna give makeup and cosplay a try at least once if I manage to lose some weight this time around. Don't think I'm gonna look as good as I like to think of it in my head, but wanna give it a try once.

I also like reading fantasy webnovels, I don't play games except one called osu!, I'm open to trying others if that's your thing, but my laptop is a little crappy and I use linux so choices aren't much. I like Japanese songs, imperial circus decadence are my fav band, I love wagaki band too, don't like the cringy ones with high pitched voices tho, yoasobi and the oral cigarettes are pretty good too.

In terms of ctb, I don't know... I've kinda lost touch with reality in some sense lately, Even if bad/ disappointing thing happen, the "pain" is just momentary. I remember when these feeling used to last longer, It has made life a lot more bearable, but it's been a little weird.

Anyway, just dm me if u think we can be friends.
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weallhaveourghosts

Member
Mar 2, 2025
92
Hey there, up for friends I guess for a few hours haha. Plan to CTB tomorrow night so won't be around for long but if anyone wants to chat I'm up for it.

Bit about me

I'm 30 years old

Non-binary

Likes include: coffee, reading, poetry, drawing, music, walking, youtube, podcasts

I live in the midwest. If you know the building in the gif in you know where!

Milwaukee Wisconsin Hashtagmke GIF by JMatt
 
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person2

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Apr 14, 2025
6
Hi,
I am person2, or you can call me Mack (because that's my name). 33 Male. I live in the USA. I like Dark humor, horror, true crime, music, reading, writing, philosophy and all things esoteric/obscure/disturbing. Contrary to the things I fill my head with I am a very empathetic person that strives to help people and keep a positive attitude in the face of unbearable angst and existential crisis. Hope to make some friends here.
 
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_Maya

_Maya

Maybe tomorrow.
Jan 26, 2025
107
Heyo, I'm maya. 19 MtF.
I like writing, gaming, learning firearm history, music, and tv.
I like a lot of genres, but my top 3 is jazz, vocaloid, and rock. Some of my favorite music artists are Metric, Red vox, and That Handsome Devil.
Some of my favorite shows are yellowjackets, you, and South park.
I'm looking for people i can fuck around with and play games with, but i don't mind just chatting.
I really like tactical shooters, and shooters in general. Helldivers 2, Ready or Not, Payday 2. But i enjoy tons of other games outside shooters.
I have no plans to ctb soon, just a lot of suicidal thoughts.
Not much interesting to say about me, dm me if you want to be friends or just chat.
 
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thereisnoneed

thereisnoneed

Member
Jan 23, 2020
50
Hello, I'm 29M from this planet called Earth. I'm autistic and suffer from a chronic illness (a form of arthritis). In real life, aside from my sister I don't have any other friend. In 2021, I lost my job as a software engineer and since then I haven't met many people. Generally, I enjoy solitude but I also like talking with people who are open and non-judgemental.

I read a lot about random topics because my autism (and maybe some ADHD) makes me curious about almost anything. I try not to restrict myself to specific genres, but sci-fi, fantasy, and philosophy are my favorites. I also enjoy writing (limited to my journal), cooking, and coding.

I try to maintain a balanced outlook (neither optimistic nor pessimistic) towards life, but I naturally lean towards pessimism. While I accept that most people are optimistic about their future, I prefer Thomas Ligotti and other pessimistic philosophers' perspective that "coming into existence is not alright and non-existence is preferable to existence." Rust Cohle from True Detective is one of my favorite characters. Am I depressed? I'm not sure.

Many people have told me that I'm a good listener. Even if you feel that we don't have anything in common but want to talk about almost anything, feel free to message me. I ask a lot of questions during conversations but if you think it's a lot, feel free to ask me to stop.

I've acquired most of the tools necessary for my ctb, but don't have a specific date in mind.
hey, i cannot access your profile, but i wish to be-friend, you i too into pessimistic philosophy, i like reading about various interesting things, and i have autism too.
 
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