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candy578

Member
Sep 10, 2024
24
hi, i'm hannah! i'm 19 and from the uk (i only want to speak to people of a similar age and preferably same country).
i have bpd and most likely autism as well - i'm in a bit of a bad depressive episode atm which i fear makes me quite boring but i do like going for walks, baking & cooking and kpop (i'm probably seeing nct on sunday but i'm more of a casual listener these days)
 
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nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Student
Sep 7, 2024
121
31 F New England USA
I love horror movies, anime (I'm still an anime newbie) and I'm queer. I play a lot of board games and enjoy walks and swimming. I'm trying to read as many Stephen king books as I can before I ctb. I have several chronic health conditions and haven't been able to work since Sept 2023.

Just looking for someone to occasionally chat with and someone I can safely talk to about my pain and my plans.

I get overwhelmed easily and then it can take me some time to reply. I promise it's me and not you. I'm autistic.

Tentative plans to CTB in January but it may be as late as Summer 2025. I will say goodbye first if possible.

No terfs please
Anna
 
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Lost21

Student
Sep 24, 2018
181
50 M Canadian who loves to play chess and talk about politics
 
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Lucid.44

Lucid.44

Member
Jan 6, 2024
25
Hi you can call me lucid for now. I want to find someone i can talk to and vent. Rn im stressed about life. Im always moved around so its hard for me to develop friends and social skills. We can just talk about each other you know; vent and all that.
 
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Wanted Opioid

Wanted Opioid

Drugged
Sep 9, 2023
18
Hi!
You can call me Olive, I'm from Canada.
m19

I need to vent to someone who is preferably around my age.
You can vent to me if u want. PM me, I'll answer.

About me:
I'm a waste of air.
I like cats.
 
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Wizard
Jul 31, 2020
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Deleted, 22M from Brazil

I think I'm a very uninteresting person but I feel very lonely, I only have 2 friends and one doesn't understand me and the other we only talk once a month after he started dating lmao. During the week I work and go to the gym, on weekends I like to stay at home and watch movies, smoke weed, play lol and gta v, watch anime, listen to music, I especially enjoy rock, witch house, rap and hardstyle. English is not my first language, but we can try. I have no gender or age preference.
 
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frog problems

frog problems

Member
Oct 25, 2024
6
Hi! You can call me frog.

I am 22M from Brazil. I have been slowly losing my mind over the last 5 years or so and I finally reached some kind of tipping point. A kind of minor but somewhat traumatizing event happened to me in April and it seems to have triggered an insanity that had been building up for some time. I can barely sleep or eat anymore. I might have OCD or something because I keep having these horrible repetitive and painful thoughts that keep me awake at night. I have been hurting myself again and rotting in bed all day. I bought a comically large container of crappy SN from a chemical store that keep stashed in my room but I just couldn't muster the courage to even open it, at least not yet. Life is just endlessly horrible everyday but I'm not ready to say goodbye to the few beautiful things in it, so I'm here for now.

Anyway, I will now talk about the beautiful things. I like horror movies a lot. It's been hard to focus on anything lately so I haven't been able to read or watch anything but when I was feeling better would watch a lot of shit tier horror movies. They remind me of being young when I used to watch movies with my sister all the time. I love books too but I haven't been able to read one in months. The last one I read was No Longer Human by Dazai. I was so fucking depressing yet so beautiful.

I like to write sometimes. I was writing a book of poetry last year but it seems like I was so long ago I can't even remember what I was about. I feel like I was a completely different person a year ago. It was really bad poetry but I felt good to make something. It seems like I'm always planning to make something but rarely actually do these things, so writing made me feel accomplished.

More than anything, I like math. I'm in grad school but I'm in no condition of actually doing anything. Last year everything was going right for me and I really thought I could become a real mathematician. Actually making money from doing and teaching what I love. But mentally ill people like me don't really have what I takes to survive in academia. My scholarship fell through and now I'm financially fucked and having to sell everything I own. But I don't even care anymore. I don't have the energy to care. Deep down I want everything to go wrong so I can finally have the courage to get the fuck out of here.

This was a mess. I am not good at writing about myself so I'm lucky if this is even coherent. I don't think I can chat yet but I'll be glad to chat with any of you fellow suicidal people when the time comes. I hope everything works out okay for you guys.
 
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miyamura_04

miyamura_04

If I say stupid stuff it's cause I'm stupid
Oct 29, 2024
8
Hi I'm hoping to find some friends around my age (20). Location doesn't matter too much to me but I'm from the uk if you wanted to know. Right now my head is thick with fog and it's hard to think so I'll say sorry in advance for being slow. I'm too tired and insecure to write down an elaborate description of my interests and life, but feel free to message me if you're also cripplingly lonely or want to talk with someone
 
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DepressedEgg

DepressedEgg

Member
Jun 20, 2023
27
Hi there, I'm Egg. I'm 19, from the UK, non-binary (AMAB). I don't really have anyone in my life right now and I need some people I can talk to, or help, or just spend some time on. I'm very nerdy; I love roleplaying games, horror, and comic books (in case the pfp wasn't clear). I'd really like to meet some people who might understand some of the isolation I'm feeling. Admittedly I always feel more comfortable with femme people, it's a flaw of mine that AMAB people I struggle to be close with, but I am trying to work on that so don't feel restricted by it haha.
 
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lok_sat

lok_sat

dawg
Nov 1, 2024
9
hihi ! you can call me rall or lok, im a 20 year old transman who is stuck in the limbo between continuing on existing and cbt.

i'm not always online or that talkative but i enjoy having people around me and hearing about their day/interests ! i used to draw and play video games, alongside watching anime/tv series and reading manga/novels quite often before depression and art school kicked my ass ><

i don't think i can actually pm anyone yet but feel free to reply or something to let me know you would like to be friends :D ! i don't really mind anyone as long as they're being nice.
 
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