acidreflux

acidreflux

Member
Dec 4, 2024
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18F, UK
I'm autistic, have PCOS and who knows what else honestly. I'm currently being held together by duct tape, otherwise known as medication and talking therapy (that doesn't work)
I enjoy playing video games, mostly relaxed ones like Minecraft, Roblox and all that (stereotypical, I know) but I also enjoy horror games like Silent Hill, Resident Evil.
I'm trying to get back into reading because I haven't been able to in a while, same situation with video games and it's because I've lost the motivation or don't enjoy much anymore. I've recently been getting into Stardew Valley though!
 
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Sockeye Salmon

Sockeye Salmon

Student
Mar 28, 2018
122
25M
Autistic, got bipolar and ADHD which makes it hard for me to make friends and get a job. Kind of a NEET though I have some side work

I would say I'm mostly chill, though I can be a bit upper when my bipolar says so. I do have a very difficult time talking about things that I have little knowledge or interest in, though I'll try my best.

Interests are making 2D and 3D art, animations, video games, talking about them and making ideas, stories and whatnot.

Kind of a kid at heart? I feel like I've never grown past the age of 13 and so I kind of act like one. Never really understood or gotten any grasp of adulthood due to how I grew up and my aforementioned issues. Probably why I reminisce about my childhood a lot and have a huge nostalgia for the early 2010s, growing up and stuff. So if you too are someone that has a nostalgia boner for those days, I'm one of those people.

I don't really have friends to talk to, at least not regularly and beyond sending memes and such. Been a very long time since I've met someone new.
I'm not even sure if posting here does anything. I guess I'm just kind of desperate at this point. I've been feeling extremely lonely and empty.
 
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sadlyexisting

sadlyexisting

Missing the good times
Jun 26, 2023
102
Hi!! I am 20F from Germany.

I have been suicidal since the age of 11/12. Currently I am studying medicine (forensic sciences).

I don't really have hobbies at the moment, and I just spend my time watching YouTube or any kind of series. I also play video games a lot lately, for example Phasmophobia or Valorant. I am very interested in horror and paranormal things too, and watch horror movies from time to time.

I can not get any mental health diagnosis at the moment, so I can't really tell what or even if I have any mental illness. But my symptoms do match with BPD, depression and anxiety, which I want to get tested as soon as I am able too.

I'd say I am a pretty good listener, even though I have problems communicating my emotions, I try my best to be there for everyone and comfort them.

Age and gender doesn't matter, so just sent me a message. I respond to basically everyone!
 
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ShesPunishedForever

ShesPunishedForever

Punished
Sep 15, 2024
32
20fem im one side from straya the other new zealand
im a 1st year CS student at a Melb uni im all abt music and like anything from jazz fusion to progressive metal, indie, pop, hip hop and rap and playing guitar n instruments mostly prog metal and jazz fusion, i like making homecooked meals and cooking any food from Asia, curry is my favourite. I read a lot of manga, webtoons, and watch anime sometimes. I play vidja game like mostly paradox games and overwatch xD my steam library p hyuge tho and i like all vidja. ooh also movie buff, i keep a top 100 films. im a nerd and like things all science, technology or even like history or humanities xp. hope to meet and talk to yall c:
 
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AtLast

Member
Jul 16, 2018
32
Your English if great. Didn't notice anything was different until you mentioned it. Not planning on CTB either. I've done a lot of healing over the past years but I still have lots of residual in me. What do you like to write? I'm Bill
 
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S1_ckJoe

S1_ckJoe

Member
Nov 15, 2024
28
Your English if great. Didn't notice anything was different until you mentioned it. Not planning on CTB either. I've done a lot of healing over the past years but I still have lots of residual in me. What do you like to write? I'm Bill
nice to meet you. I like to write stories, you know, things that take me a little away from reality. I just started journaling and it helps me a little.
 
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stopwizard

stopwizard

again & again & again & again
Dec 7, 2024
11
Hi, trying this again

24f Living in the US
Planning to ctb sometime in the following months.
We can talk about ctb or our interests or just how the days have been, I'd enjoy anyone's company and am happy to listen to whatever you'd like to talk about.

Shoot me a PM; I'll respond to whomever :)
 
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mint_parfait

Member
Jul 10, 2022
8
21F, from non english-speaking region

Looking for someone to talk about ctb, without all the anxiety that comes from posting public threads.
I plan to ctb after 3-4 weeks.
I'll look forward to a PM from anyone. (except the case of a romantic interest)
 
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foreverlanguish

foreverlanguish

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ sleepy in a heaven's sprawl
Dec 7, 2024
71
Hey hi halloo, I'm 18f, and I'm looking to have a chatting friend or someone to play Terraria with. I like video gaming, writing (I'm currently working on an original story!), eating hot fries, stealing memes, singing, listening to music, and making art sometimes. If you like Whirr or Narrowhead or Title Fight, please reach out! I'm quite shy but once I get to know you a little better I tend to be really talkative, so bear with me if I get a little over my head with what I'm into. I plan on CTBing soon, probably later this month or in the next two, but it'd be nice to talk to someone before I go. I hope we can all get along!

Spider-Man Hello GIF by MOODMAN
 
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Edu Ardanuy

Member
Dec 3, 2024
33
M - Undisclosed location. I like poetry, coding, instrumental rock/classic/jazz/blues/electronic/pop. etc. I'm interested in movies and tv shows.
Planning to CTB, I very much would like to meet someone here who can relate and talk about it(or anything, with an open-minded view) without romantic/relatioship intentions. At first, I plan to talk over PMs in here, and then if we gain trust, maybe over whatsapp.

Peace
 
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timorousTruant

timorousTruant

Azoidant
Nov 18, 2022
73
20y/o FtM (trans guy) in New Hampshire

Hello! I'm looking for friends around my age range who live in my area. I'd like someone in my region because if we become comfortable enough after chatting online for a while, I'd like to meet IRL. No pressure, though. If you're in another New England state and don't mind travelling a bit, I'd be interested too. I don't have a driver's license, but I could travel by uber/bus/train to meet halfway.

I'm into general fandom culture! Anime/manga, fanfic, fanart and all that. I've been to a few conventions and hand-made a couple of bad cosplays too 😂. I write and draw when the right inspiration strikes! I'm a fan of whump and darkfic; exploring darker topics through fiction is an interest of mine. I work out a lot of my feelings that way.

I'd also love to travel more someday. I want to see the Great Lake and the Rockies, and anything nature related really…

If you're interested in discussing these kinds of things, or even meeting at a convention or something, send a PM my way so we can be friends! It'd be nice to have someone I can be open with about suicidal thoughts and whatnot, hence this forum.
 
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AtLast

Member
Jul 16, 2018
32
nice to meet you. I like to write stories, you know, things that take me a little away from reality. I just started journaling and it helps me a little.
Journaling is great for your mental health. I haven't done journaling in a while. I would wright a daily journal of everything throughout the day. Worries, fears, wants, dreams, lessons learned, etc. It's good to get them out of your head and in focus, so they don't run your life. Hope that makes sense. Sorry, I don't bet in here all the time. It can be a little much. Thank you for getting back!
 
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Just_Average

Navigating through life
Dec 12, 2024
1
Hi, good to meet you. Thanks for scrolling by.

In my late 30s and living in the eastern part of the world so I'm not a native English speaker. I'm undiagnosed but I know I am depressed most of the time and can get anxious. I just try my best to curb them since I've been dealing with these since I was 10.

My life's been bad and I've lost and regretted so much. I know it's not as bad as what others may have gone through. I had a good childhood, with exception of being bullied throughout my formative years. Yet, I can't help but feel this way.

If you've managed to reach this far, thank you. I like to read books, play video games (mostly single player), watch anime/movies. The typical stuff. Definitely in my younger years, I tend to read more non-fiction books and play hard-core games but now I prefer light-hearted novels/manga or tear-jerkers with a happy ending because IRL's already difficult.

If you want to be friends or just talk (and for me to listen), feel free to DM me. :)
 
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