MourningDove
Member
- Oct 19, 2023
- 44
In the same boat as you, feel free to message me :)
shrobae
pro invicto
- Sep 9, 2024
- 54
i haven't unlocked my dm thingy yet but i will when i can :)
ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 4,194
I'm 19M and, other than that, I won't bother trying to sell myself because there isn't much to sell in the first place. I'm just here to say that, if anybody wants to be friends with me for whatever reason, feel free to send me a dm. I won't sugarcoat it and I won't act like I am more interesting than I present myself to be. That's all
ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 355
You got me at BDSM and Cats! I'm a random ball of random myself.
the community here has died down since covid but I'm still true in my heart !I just figured I'd let you know that your intro is awesome sauce
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middle aged lady coming at ya.
prefer ages 35 to 122, but not a day older.
used to enjoy traveling, sampling nice restaurants, live comedy, but anhedonia stripped much of that away. still somewhat enjoy watching movies/tv (fargo, midnight mass, futurama), playing video games (dead by daylight mostly), learning about neuroscience and listening and pacing to long form debates about various topics.
i dont have an precise ctb date, but plan on cutting out somewhat soon.
cant imagine this coming up because of my age, but please, only platonic inquiries.
prefer ages 35 to 122, but not a day older.
used to enjoy traveling, sampling nice restaurants, live comedy, but anhedonia stripped much of that away. still somewhat enjoy watching movies/tv (fargo, midnight mass, futurama), playing video games (dead by daylight mostly), learning about neuroscience and listening and pacing to long form debates about various topics.
i dont have an precise ctb date, but plan on cutting out somewhat soon.
cant imagine this coming up because of my age, but please, only platonic inquiries.
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Gangrel
Specialist
- Jul 25, 2024
- 365
American Mary passed away recently.You got me at BDSM and Cats! I'm a random ball of random myself.
I just figured I'd let you know that your intro is awesome sauce
vanillamilkshakes
Aspiring Corpse
- Aug 26, 2024
- 131
19M from London, UK
I love: horror movies, could watch movies all day (and i do), Playing video games, and just talking about random things.
I plan on CTB sometime in october.
Please Only Platonic
I love: horror movies, could watch movies all day (and i do), Playing video games, and just talking about random things.
I plan on CTB sometime in october.
Please Only Platonic
Meowers
Member
- Sep 13, 2024
- 15
Hello 
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I'm Meowers and I ABSOLUTELY love cats! They're one of the reasons why I chose to live.
I'm 22, and a Chinese living in the Philippines. I'm a pre-op closeted trans masc, no plans to undergo surgery/hormone therapy. I am an avid supporter of the LGBTQ+ community.
I'm about to go to US for my internship program and I'm extremely nervous. If my life don't get better there, then I'll CTB. I'm posting here because I'm feeling pretty lonely, going on to a foreign country, knowing no one. The mere thought makes my anxiety rise.
I'm pretty-shy and self-destructive. I play video games, journal, annoy & kiss my cat, and have multiple breakdowns while lying on my bed. My English isn't the best but I'm looking to improve. I'd love to meet new people before I potentially CTB.
I want to hear your stories and experiences, your thoughts about the absurdity of life. I find beauty in other people's opinions/thoughts on various subjects.
I hope whoever's reading this have a nice and lovely day!
!I'm Meowers and I ABSOLUTELY love cats! They're one of the reasons why I chose to live.
I'm 22, and a Chinese living in the Philippines. I'm a pre-op closeted trans masc, no plans to undergo surgery/hormone therapy. I am an avid supporter of the LGBTQ+ community.
I'm about to go to US for my internship program and I'm extremely nervous. If my life don't get better there, then I'll CTB. I'm posting here because I'm feeling pretty lonely, going on to a foreign country, knowing no one. The mere thought makes my anxiety rise.
I'm pretty-shy and self-destructive. I play video games, journal, annoy & kiss my cat, and have multiple breakdowns while lying on my bed. My English isn't the best but I'm looking to improve. I'd love to meet new people before I potentially CTB.
I want to hear your stories and experiences, your thoughts about the absurdity of life. I find beauty in other people's opinions/thoughts on various subjects.
I hope whoever's reading this have a nice and lovely day!
TiredKitty
I don't know why I try anymore
- Feb 26, 2023
- 9
I don't know if anything will come from this, but I might as well put myself out there.
Hi, I'm TiredKitty. I'm 26F from the USA.
I want to CTB but I don't have any plans to do so, I kind of keep putting it off. My SI is too strong, so I continue to just… exist.
It might sound silly but I'm squeamish. I'm okay to talk about the emotions / philosophy behind certain feelings and ideas, but I can't handle gore or detailed descriptions of certain things ^^;
For fun I like to watch YouTube, sometimes anime, play video games and D&D. It's been getting more difficult to do things I enjoy recently, but I'm pressing on and doing the best I can to make it through each day. Most recently I've been playing Fields of Mistria on and off.
I tend to get along best with people my age or older, though let's say 21+ is fine. I'm more comfortable with other females, though I'm open to making male friends too.
I'm an Independent, I believe in reality. I don't like politics in general, and detest the political extremes on both sides. If you're someone who believes some people are inherently evil for being born as the race they are, please don't talk to me. I'd also like somewhat normal friends who aren't going to explode the second they learn I have an opinion they disagree with.
If you made it through the end, thank you for reading this at the very least <3
Hi, I'm TiredKitty. I'm 26F from the USA.
I want to CTB but I don't have any plans to do so, I kind of keep putting it off. My SI is too strong, so I continue to just… exist.
It might sound silly but I'm squeamish. I'm okay to talk about the emotions / philosophy behind certain feelings and ideas, but I can't handle gore or detailed descriptions of certain things ^^;
For fun I like to watch YouTube, sometimes anime, play video games and D&D. It's been getting more difficult to do things I enjoy recently, but I'm pressing on and doing the best I can to make it through each day. Most recently I've been playing Fields of Mistria on and off.
I tend to get along best with people my age or older, though let's say 21+ is fine. I'm more comfortable with other females, though I'm open to making male friends too.
I'm an Independent, I believe in reality. I don't like politics in general, and detest the political extremes on both sides. If you're someone who believes some people are inherently evil for being born as the race they are, please don't talk to me. I'd also like somewhat normal friends who aren't going to explode the second they learn I have an opinion they disagree with.
If you made it through the end, thank you for reading this at the very least <3
Eole2.0
LF FR/German CTB partner
- Aug 27, 2024
- 96
Good evening,
I am Eole from France, I like the old songs of the 60's/70's as well as the rap US/FR of the 90's/2000.
I also like Korean drama and the Korean language. I would like to be in contact with FR or KR but as life teaches us, we do not always have the luxury of choosing, so no matter who would want to correspond with me will be welcome.
I have a PSTD and a BPD.
Need to discuss everything, but especially my desires of non-existence.
Feel free to write me to start the discussion. Preferably via private conversation because I have disabled chat.
Good to you, Eole.
I am Eole from France, I like the old songs of the 60's/70's as well as the rap US/FR of the 90's/2000.
I also like Korean drama and the Korean language. I would like to be in contact with FR or KR but as life teaches us, we do not always have the luxury of choosing, so no matter who would want to correspond with me will be welcome.
I have a PSTD and a BPD.
Need to discuss everything, but especially my desires of non-existence.
Feel free to write me to start the discussion. Preferably via private conversation because I have disabled chat.
Good to you, Eole.
I'm Erring, 24M, from Spain.
I like reading, both fiction and non-fiction, but mainly History, Anthropology and Fantasy, as well as having a feet or two in Horror, Sci-Fi and Historical narrative. Some of my favourite books are: Narrenturm; The Name of the Wind; No Longer Human; A Feast for Crows. Probably one of the most interesting reads I had in the History field is "A New History of the Early Middle Ages", and for Anthropology, maybe "The Dawn of Everything", but I'm not that well versed in it and are pretty much an amateur. My favourite topics on the subject probably are the nature of power, the volition of the masses and the meaning of empire.
I also enjoy manga and anime. Some of my favourites are: Haruhi Suzumiya; Molester Man; Look Back; Shin-Chan: Mob Psycho; Gunka no Baltzar; Onani Master Kurosawa; Oyasumi PunPun; Gurren Lagan; Vinland Saga...
As for cinema, I already wrote it in another post some minutes ago ;p
I also like videogames. My favourite is Homeworld 1, but for multiplayer I enjoy Helldivers 2 and some Tarkov too.
I'm open to talking with anyone who's interested in having a chat.
I like reading, both fiction and non-fiction, but mainly History, Anthropology and Fantasy, as well as having a feet or two in Horror, Sci-Fi and Historical narrative. Some of my favourite books are: Narrenturm; The Name of the Wind; No Longer Human; A Feast for Crows. Probably one of the most interesting reads I had in the History field is "A New History of the Early Middle Ages", and for Anthropology, maybe "The Dawn of Everything", but I'm not that well versed in it and are pretty much an amateur. My favourite topics on the subject probably are the nature of power, the volition of the masses and the meaning of empire.
I also enjoy manga and anime. Some of my favourites are: Haruhi Suzumiya; Molester Man; Look Back; Shin-Chan: Mob Psycho; Gunka no Baltzar; Onani Master Kurosawa; Oyasumi PunPun; Gurren Lagan; Vinland Saga...
As for cinema, I already wrote it in another post some minutes ago ;p
I also like videogames. My favourite is Homeworld 1, but for multiplayer I enjoy Helldivers 2 and some Tarkov too.
I'm open to talking with anyone who's interested in having a chat.
littleearthquakes
Member
- Apr 10, 2024
- 17
Still looking for friends. I'm in my 30s, genderqueer and queer, very chronically ill and disabled. Lots of trauma, mental illness, autistic. Socialist/leftist and that does matter to me. Mostly homebound. I like writing, gaming, TV, music. Deep conversations.
Not imminently planning to CTB but would like to talk to people who get it and won't judge. For me it's due to chronic pain and will eventually be necessary/totally unmanageable. It already is but I'm still hanging on for various reasons. Feel free to DM or chat, whatever works on here.
Not imminently planning to CTB but would like to talk to people who get it and won't judge. For me it's due to chronic pain and will eventually be necessary/totally unmanageable. It already is but I'm still hanging on for various reasons. Feel free to DM or chat, whatever works on here.
CatLove56
Experienced
- Jun 30, 2018
- 254
I messaged a few people here so maybe I'll get lucky with some friends but if not well hello 28 year old bi male from the us :) lately not much of a life can elaborate if interested but yeah I got time mostly hanging around the house. Back problems, mental problems, so you know their is that, uh lately been really interested in personality types of course anyone is welcome but I've been seeking my fellow INFP males since we're so rare like some deluded pokemon hunter I guess :P anyway nice to meet anyone
sadlyexisting
Missing the good times
- Jun 26, 2023
- 100
Hi!! I am 20F from Germany and still looking for friends.
I have been suicidal since the age of 11/12. Currently I am studying medicine (first year) and if I stay alive long enough, I'd like to work in forensics some day.
I don't really have hobbies at the moment, and I just spend my time watching YouTube or any kind of series. I also play video games sometimes, but not regularly anymore. Otherwise I am very interested in horror and paranormal things as well, so it'd be good to have someone I can talk about that with. I also love a good horror movie from time to time.
I can not get any mental health diagnosis at the moment, so I can't really tell what or even if I have any mental illness. But my symptoms do match with BPD, depression and anxiety, which I want to get tested as soon as I am able too.
I'd say I am a pretty good listener, even though I have problems communicating my emotions, I try my best to be there for everyone and comfort them.
Age and gender doesn't matter, so just sent me a message. I respond to basically everyone!
I have been suicidal since the age of 11/12. Currently I am studying medicine (first year) and if I stay alive long enough, I'd like to work in forensics some day.
I don't really have hobbies at the moment, and I just spend my time watching YouTube or any kind of series. I also play video games sometimes, but not regularly anymore. Otherwise I am very interested in horror and paranormal things as well, so it'd be good to have someone I can talk about that with. I also love a good horror movie from time to time.
I can not get any mental health diagnosis at the moment, so I can't really tell what or even if I have any mental illness. But my symptoms do match with BPD, depression and anxiety, which I want to get tested as soon as I am able too.
I'd say I am a pretty good listener, even though I have problems communicating my emotions, I try my best to be there for everyone and comfort them.
Age and gender doesn't matter, so just sent me a message. I respond to basically everyone!
dash_
Member
- Dec 31, 2021
- 12
HI. I'm Dash. I live in WA, USA. Going camping soon and I can probably travel in the US soon. Probably going to be an extended vacay before ctb, or something. Feel free to dm or reply here.
Hi, I'm from New Zealand and I'm looking for someone to chat to. I have really bad social anxiety and struggle to make friends so I get really lonely. I don't have many hobbies but I do like reading, doodling, watching movies, music, dogs. If you want someone to talk to please PM me.
dealeriscrazy
New Member
- Sep 21, 2024
- 1
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hi i get you and i also want a friend. we should definately talk about movies.
Laurentj
Is it rumination - or is it lamentation?
- Sep 13, 2023
- 21
Hello all, may peace and the day find you well to whomever chances upon this.
Hi, I'm lauren/lawren. I'm a guy from the Philippines, a wayward soul who wants company to listen and be listened to. I have plenty of spontaneous desires, short term memory loss moments and sloth-riddled fits of trying to ease the pain mentally and physicaly but I generally mean good and try not to impose on anyone if I can.
I can sometimes lose sight of what I need to do and recent memory a lot, so I hope there are people willing to be patient with me as I am willing to be patient with them.
I play plenty of mobile games and have no access to a PC, I read vanilla romcom light novels and manga, brew tea once in a while, aspire to draw well, write better and want to take a step further in hobbies I have not chosen to take even a single glance at.
My only request if you are willing to talk to someone like me and take the time is if you're patient enough to read through lengthy text and make responses that even someone like me can understand, cause I am quite the slow processor, do forgive me in advance.
I love plain/sour/spicy/tab-ang/low-taste profile foods so do forgive me on this too if I'm a bit too boring or too plain when I happenstance give a reply from my side. I live and think like a NEET, thoughbeit.
Hi, I'm lauren/lawren. I'm a guy from the Philippines, a wayward soul who wants company to listen and be listened to. I have plenty of spontaneous desires, short term memory loss moments and sloth-riddled fits of trying to ease the pain mentally and physicaly but I generally mean good and try not to impose on anyone if I can.
I can sometimes lose sight of what I need to do and recent memory a lot, so I hope there are people willing to be patient with me as I am willing to be patient with them.
I play plenty of mobile games and have no access to a PC, I read vanilla romcom light novels and manga, brew tea once in a while, aspire to draw well, write better and want to take a step further in hobbies I have not chosen to take even a single glance at.
My only request if you are willing to talk to someone like me and take the time is if you're patient enough to read through lengthy text and make responses that even someone like me can understand, cause I am quite the slow processor, do forgive me in advance.
I love plain/sour/spicy/tab-ang/low-taste profile foods so do forgive me on this too if I'm a bit too boring or too plain when I happenstance give a reply from my side. I live and think like a NEET, thoughbeit.
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HighFlight
Global Mod
- Jun 28, 2023
- 603
Hello,
56m from the US (Northeast). Not really sure what to expect by posting here, as I have no irl friends and can be very difficult to carry on a conversation with. However, I do enjoy deep conversations 1-on-1 or small groups.
I spend most of my time working, as I use it as an escape for the rest of my life. But my job is also one of my hobbies; technology. I also enjoy music (many types by especially punk-pop: Geen Day, Sum41, Blink 182). Used to like to travel (mostly for work), but haven't been anywhere in a few years. I also enjoy working with my hands and building things - from crafts to home improvements.
I enjoy mentoring and helping others. It's one of the few things that I really enjoyed. But my last mentee moved on and has been highly successful, so much so that she can't stay in contact.
56m from the US (Northeast). Not really sure what to expect by posting here, as I have no irl friends and can be very difficult to carry on a conversation with. However, I do enjoy deep conversations 1-on-1 or small groups.
I spend most of my time working, as I use it as an escape for the rest of my life. But my job is also one of my hobbies; technology. I also enjoy music (many types by especially punk-pop: Geen Day, Sum41, Blink 182). Used to like to travel (mostly for work), but haven't been anywhere in a few years. I also enjoy working with my hands and building things - from crafts to home improvements.
I enjoy mentoring and helping others. It's one of the few things that I really enjoyed. But my last mentee moved on and has been highly successful, so much so that she can't stay in contact.
