Lullaby
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- Mar 9, 2022
- 650
Hi,
Really spiraling and this is my attempt at trying to make something good happen.
I'm a 30F from NY, birthday recently just passed. I've been on and off SS since 2018.
Really into music and gaming for the most part, as well as reading when I can focus.
I'll listen to anything that sounds good, but I'm really into niche/alternative stuff (electroclash, punk, dark wave, etc). I've also been trying to learn French for the last year or two, so that's 80% of what I listen to or watch these days.
I'm also a big animal person; I was working within the field up until recently and I have my own cat.
I do kind of struggle with communication, because I'm so used to being alone and closing myself off from people. I just don't like dragging others into my depressive vortex, but I do miss having people to chat with - especially with so many on here knowing what the struggle is like with depression and suicide. It makes me feel less judged.
If we do chat and I'm inconsistent with replying, please don't take it personal! It's just me, but this is my way of trying to make better habits.
Really spiraling and this is my attempt at trying to make something good happen.
I'm a 30F from NY, birthday recently just passed. I've been on and off SS since 2018.
Really into music and gaming for the most part, as well as reading when I can focus.
I'll listen to anything that sounds good, but I'm really into niche/alternative stuff (electroclash, punk, dark wave, etc). I've also been trying to learn French for the last year or two, so that's 80% of what I listen to or watch these days.
I'm also a big animal person; I was working within the field up until recently and I have my own cat.
I do kind of struggle with communication, because I'm so used to being alone and closing myself off from people. I just don't like dragging others into my depressive vortex, but I do miss having people to chat with - especially with so many on here knowing what the struggle is like with depression and suicide. It makes me feel less judged.
If we do chat and I'm inconsistent with replying, please don't take it personal! It's just me, but this is my way of trying to make better habits.