I'm so lonely and can't find like-minded women. I spoke with hundreds of people

[hellonearth144]

Uhh I'm 26yoF and I'm trying to find women who share beliefs since my first friend in life I felt like is my soulmate has ghosted me brutally last year with no explanation leaving me crying and hurting. I'm looking for volcel preferably virgin women who don't engage in sexual or romantic relationships and are perfectly asexual or sex repulsed bc I do find refuge and safe place in such a women, escape from the world of sex and heterosexual romance I'm dissolusioned with and tormented by, from the sexual or other standards set for women, the female sexual and social role and from the pickme behaviors of other women and male misogyny, human sexual drama, cheating and other horseshit. Platonic relation with other woman is my ideal. I want like minded but not necessarily the same or autistic just like me, shared beliefs bc that feels relatable and it's easier to be understood and accepted esp cuz I'm a complex and intense person but definitely not toxic and I'm not depressed or suicidal anymore. You guys understand how frustrating this is... Doesn't help I have sex phobia so any sexual person triggers the sh out of me which literally isnt even their fault lmao but big part is the lack of relatablesness the most I think.. I want someone like me in some way in the context of beliefs not mental tendencies. I'm so fucking lonely, two friends ghosted me, one of them betrayed me, and another friend is too depressed so she ghosted for three months until I asked her what's up and to tell me if I suck or anything. And another friend I don't think they too interested in talking. And other kinda friend is not talkative with me but is with others even tho we relate to eachother deeply. Any communities for women like me forbid posts made to make connections with others or to find friends.. they delete them or ban me. And in one community for women like me none of these women are interested in friendships or they don't even bother to respond. I don't belong with normal people, no offense towards them neither me. Also normal people scare me. I don't wanna be harmed, its not paranoia, its just being careful. Idk where to look anymore.

 

[Captive_Mind515]

Have you considered some of them pen pal networks that people in prison use? I watched a documentary with people on death row, and apparently there is this big network of people who write to people on death row or lifers etc. I don't think you have to be in prison to use it, but it might be worth a look if you're just searching for someone to chat with and curb the loneliness. I think penpal world dot com is the biggest one - that one is not linked to prisoners, it's just the most famous/popular one.