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I used butalbital. So they were intermediate acting but also mixed with apap, caffeine and codeine . I took about 50 capsules and got violently sick about 45 mins later. I lost all motor function and ability to talk. Similar to being extremely intoxicated from alcohol. I only remember bits and pieces as I kept losing consciousness. I remember gastric lavage and even that is hazy. It took multiple days to be "right" enough be able to talk without slurring. I wasn't placed in pt surprisingly. It was more of a polypharmacy overdose than barbiturates alone.
I was on the railing ready to go when a person who I had worked with in the past , must have thought that I was in a very bad place mentally, and came around, she knew I liked the area, it is a large park around the bridge and under it also, and she talked me down. I know I sound weak, but I could not jump with her standing there. I had rope burns around my neck for a long time as I had leaned off the bridge to make sure it would work.
Oh, I was sure you didn't take any antiemetics. But I know the recommendation is to start taking AE 36-48 hours before. Also weird that it took you so long to lose consciousness :(
I'm prescribed them anyway so I didn't just start them. But one hour before since they have an onset of 20 mins and duration of 4-6 hours. I'd hate to see how bad it would have been had I not. If I didn't have a tolerance to the medication I probably would have lost consciousness sooner. :(
Heart attacks don't just happen like that, they take months or years of bad habits and genetics. You could have eaten 70 sticks of butter, you would just vomit eventually. That definitely wouldn't end your life.
If they were actual barbiturates then the only way it wouldn't work is not taking enough. Most countries don't prescribe barbiturates anymore though. The person who posted may have meant benzodiazepines as they have overall replaced barbiturates. The only barbiturates that are prescribed in most countries anymore is for assisted suicide and that is N and it's virtually impossible to get unless you have a terminal illness or major chronic illness and are approved by one of the big companies that charge you to just place an application and if rejected you don't get it back.
Were you found early? For how long were you conscious?
Which heights? Which surfaces did you land on? Why did the full suspension fail?
Guessing you didn't pull the trigger?
Which height? Which surface did you land on?
How did the full suspension fail?
Any idea why that didn't work?
Why was it unsuccessful?
i tried the ziptie around the neck one a few times as well, once i was able to lose the sense of touch around my left ear for about a week after so it might have worked if left on long enough, that one was already on for an hour though so itd have been a slow death
Care to disclose the details in regards to the jump?
What happened?
