DepressoExpresso19
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- Sep 10, 2023
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Hi everyone reading this im new and I've never really used a social platform like this before (it gives me total 2010 vibes lol) so I apologise if this has been asked before but in truth I don't think im suicidal in the sense I just want to die, I just dont want to suffer a life of misery, and at the moment the best way I can see that happening is through taking my own life... But im scared tbh not of what comes after but of pain, I dont want to die in pain, I hate the sight of blood are there even painless ways to die that are actually achievable? To say my knowledge of methods is surface level would be an understatement, the only painless way I know is that of taking nembutal but im pretty sure I have a better chance of randomly dying in my sleep then getting a hold of that anywhere. As I said the only methods ik are the mainstream streotypes ig because I have fortunately never been suicidal until the last few months, and such stuff like hanging, drowning, jumping off somewhere high dont sound painless and so im too afraid to do any of those. I am a massive wimp my pain tolerance is horrible so is there anyway i can die painlessly or am I gonna have to endure life and hope it gets better or that it gets so bad I resort to a painful method?
Anyone reading this I symphasise with you and I hope you're able to find happiness in this life or the next, I hope in this one but it seems sometimes the higher powers dont want us to win or at least thats how it seems for me anyway.
Thanks for Reading.
Anyone reading this I symphasise with you and I hope you're able to find happiness in this life or the next, I hope in this one but it seems sometimes the higher powers dont want us to win or at least thats how it seems for me anyway.
Thanks for Reading.