How did you first hear about and/or find your way to this site?

[That one weird girl]

I signed up due to Tantacrul's video, but I had already vaguely heard of it elsewhere.

It's almost ironic isn't it? A video about how we should stay away and yet here we are

 

[thechamp]

Tantacrul. Not suicidal in any sense, fixed my life last year. Just had to see for myself and wanted to comment on the Recovery forums for others to see.

 

[SetMeFree11]

Found it while searching information about Exit bag and inert gas method. I'm a chemist and have access to SN but my morals keeps me from getting my employer in trouble when it will be found that I used a chemical from work...

 

[sunfl0wer]

I found out through Wikipedia. One of the few online spaces where information whether happy or sad is always plain and simple.

 

[nixxeekes]

someone sent a hate anon to a mutual follower of mine on tumblr. i looked up this site on google, and then here i am. death threats are disgusting but this was helpful in a way?

 

[surewhynot]

I found, I think it's a VICE or Daily Mail article, and they changed the name to something like "Suicide Solution" but they included a screenshot of identifying information.

 

[smokeypokey]

I stumbled my way on here a while ago, I read a few posts but since i opened the tab on incognito, it disappeared. A year later I see Tentacrul's infamous video and got reminded of it.

 

[deprived hollow]

I'm new here. But if you want someone to talk to I'm here. Least I'll try to be.

Sorry for ghosting. I get somewhat nervous when meeting people, but I don't want to leave this message unanswered.
Thank you for your kind words.

It seems that we don't have permissions to private chat anyways. I don't know how it works.

be well

 

[bellinda]

Tantacul's video, when I heard there's a community that helps people pick their fate I searched up this website and joined. How ironic. If you're stuck in a miserable life you didn't choose to live, why even fucking bother? I knew he was bsing because that's how people treat the topic of suicide.

 

[p1nkye]

My twitter has lots of mental health related posts, and as i was scrolling there a tweet from the SS account showed up, talking about NYT and i decided to go see what the account was about, and then i found the link to the forum!
Honestly i am really glad i found it, because so many people in here struggle with the same problems i do, and it is nice to have a community that actually understands how i feel.

 

[Fthis]

I think someone mentioned it on Reddit or i saw some fear mongering article about how the website is stealing our children? The way I came across that was by searching for suicide forum. I wanted people who understand and a place i could freely speak freely to, without being told i was gonna trigger someone or being told the hotline again.

 

[Ta555]

Page 3 Google search results lol

 

[Opisen]

I found this forum literally today. Hello.
I'm here since r/suicidewatch pissed me off because it turns out that subreddit is just a place to shower users with "it gets better."

I googled "pro choice suicide forum" and saw a bunch of news articles bashing this place. Meanwhile I thought, "damn, I gotta find this forum."

 

[Charlie-Bravo]

Found this site, while searching for methods.

The Streisand effect of Tantacruls video is hilarious.

 

[fay13]

i was looking for suicide methods on 4chan and someone recommended to me this site

 

[dggtscccvfd]

Through Google!

 

[tora]

originally found it by googling for suicide partner websites during a mild psychotic episode, but forgot about it until Tantacul's video was suggested on YouTube. shoutout to him for helping so many of us find this place lol his video had the opposite effect than what he meant it to have

 

[maitreya]

on r/eyeblech when someone posted a video of some minecraft youtuber who had livestreamed his suicide as well as his ctb method that linked directly to this site.

 

[Sans]

I don't remember exactly, but I remember being on the old subreddit in late 2018 shortly before it got banned. I first joined the forum in December 2018, but shortly after the 18+ rule was put in place and I was 17 at the time so I had to wait another year.

 

[emacho]

Searched methods. I think I searched "most effective way to shoot oneself" or something like that and found a great, straightforward tutorial here. Registered immediately.

 

[Asingletwig]

In before all those who selected tantacruls video get banned xD

 

[xXAJBXx]

Tentaculs video sent me. Its ironic how he "tried" to keep this sight name unlisted. But just googling "tentacul suicide site" got me here real damn quick

 

[ScribeofSkryre]

8chan's /suicide/ board. more accurately, its death prompted me to look elsewhere, so now here i am. been lurking ever since.

 

[BlackNails]

"Serious suicide discussion form" - jumped right to page 30 of my search engine to bypass all the "just hit the gym bro, touch grass, get sunlight" bullshit

 

[Sid19]

Tantacrul's video led me here. I was desperately searching for ways to ctb. Tried to search reddit and 4chan but had no idea if they have such communities. Finally youtube recommended to me some weeks ago while I was randomly searching for some music.

 

[BirthedByTheSquid]

I'm not shocked that the majority of people who found this place came from Tantacul's Youtube video.
The more you try to hide something the harder people will try to find it.

 

[mitsurumors]

Actually that YouTube video (I didn't even know that Youtuber, it was just recommended to me)
Not here to troll tho, just seriously wanting to talk to likeminded people. His plan absolutely backfired lol, and it was super easy to find via Google "ctb suicide forum".

 

[alurem]

like others i found this site through tantacrul's video
i spend a good 30 minutes laughing at how badly his censorship attempt was, all i needed to do was follow a short breadcrumb trail from that video, to an article, to a name, to wikipedia, to site. he really didn't do a good job hiding this site but i'm glad he didn't.

 

[JustLain]

I looked up " suicidal fourm" on yandex because I've heard of one existing in passing.

 

[Chika]

Just randomly searching for suicide methods lead me to this site, didn't expect such an helpful community.