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  • Hey Guest,

    The BBC, which have harassed our founders among others, is now actively promoting a seller along with the SN method in their news article here.

    The same journalists that have criticized this forum for promoting resources and are actively campaigning for its shutdown are now promoting these sellers and the SN method in this article for all to see. Academia has pointed this out, but they continue to promote the method along with making false claims regarding this website in the name of "investigative journalism" while ignoring the active harassment of our staff and previous founders.

    We have made a post here to debunk this nonsense and the false claims that the BBC has laid out in their article.

How did you first hear about and/or find your way to this site?

  • Searching for methods

    Votes: 799 35.4%
  • The New York Times

    Votes: 213 9.4%
  • BBC - up to and including Oct 2023 article & podcast

    Votes: 70 3.1%
  • Tantacul's Youtube video

    Votes: 969 43.0%
  • A Youtube video other than Tantacrul's

    Votes: 66 2.9%
  • Wikipedia

    Votes: 79 3.5%
  • Recommended by a friend

    Votes: 76 3.4%
  • Through other forums or social media e.g Discord /Reddit/TikTok (feel free to comment)

    Votes: 306 13.6%
  • Other news outlets or miscellaneous sources - please leave a comment

    Votes: 95 4.2%
  • Fix the 26 or Stop Sanctioned Suicide

    Votes: 14 0.6%

  • Total voters
    2,256
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lyfsoverrated

Member
May 22, 2023
36
Came across the NYT article and SN method. Really can't believe this site has been around as long as it has.
I thought I had the best/most peaceful way of going out, with carbon monoxide from charcoal in sealed room, but hope I didn't miss on ability to buy SN.
 
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IDIABUSE

Member
Jan 24, 2023
48
Was searching about the fentanyl and benzo method turned out I found the perfect pro choice site to help me follow through.


But because of funds drying up and parents lying to me, I have to choose a more desperate and nasty violent method (12 gauge slug to brain, brain stem)

But rock solid advice here.
 
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-10 points in life
Feb 27, 2023
50
It's pretty funny (personally) that a big percentage is due to Tantacrul's video, including me.
I was scrolling on youtube and found the video, when it mentioned the page I went to search hoping to find this site. I found the page whrn looking up for suicide methods, met with a document with some suicide pages; it was really conforting to find this place, all of the people I have seen here seem to be really nice
It's pretty funny (personally) that a big percentage is due to Tantacrul's video, including me.
I was scrolling on youtube and found the video, when it mentioned the page I went to search hoping to find this site. I found the page whrn looking up for suicide methods, met with a document with some suicide pages; it was really conforting to find this place, all of the people I have seen here seem to be really nice
 
tweaka2x

tweaka2x

CCCdreams
May 26, 2023
33
Tantacul's youtube video talking about "suicide prevention" he is a clown he is worried about kids dying but gave many many people this platform to find. Honestly though I gotta thank him as much as he discredited it I decided to take my own look and do my own research. I found a beautiful and loving place I can talk freely. I dont have to decide how to word things. I dont have to think about how to tell people my thoughts. I am free. I can also now be able to find ways to CTB the way I want. This place is like the psychonautwiki of suicide lol. Check yall out 🫡👍
 
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free_at_last

'Dying ain't much of a living, son' - Josey Wales
May 27, 2023
6
Through some miracle of the internet while looking for community options besides PP (Reddit etc), I happened to stumble across this forum in a Google search.

I'm in awe of the resonance within.
 
love_peep

love_peep

Specialist
May 26, 2023
313
i just found it with help google. i felt so bad and also i need to find some information about CTB. And also i wanna tell that this forum is very help me.
Thanks a lot anybody
 
CrypticFawn

CrypticFawn

New Member
May 15, 2023
3
Reddit, last year. I had a different account; forgot the name and email so here I am under a new one.

I don't know who Tentacrul is, so I'll go watch his video.

Edit: Didn't make it past 5min, also read his comments on his own video. Downright vile and cruel how he's painting everyone here with the same brush.
 
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MusicGuy

MusicGuy

We're just another statistic
May 28, 2023
118
Tantacrul's video made me interested, and I got the name via wikipedia.
 
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nureinFuchs

nureinFuchs

Whatever happens, happens...
Apr 1, 2023
29
I first heard it from a youtuber, but I join this forum because there is a lot of people that goes by the same feeling as me, here I feel safe to talk about not only about suicide but the hole concept of death, being able to see diferents points of view from the same subject helps me go by my days much easier
 
ggetout33

ggetout33

Better to reign in hell...
Mar 3, 2023
169
I misclicked but I first heard of this site through Tantacrul's video. I hardly knew anything at first and if I may be honest I really believed Tanta's bullshit until I started actually posting here. My initial intention was to have a CTB method on standby in case the world got too dark and I wanted to exit.

I don't know anything about the mods so I've chosen to withhold judgement there. He has thrown a great deal of shade towards them but I find him iffy as a source after being here.

But the frank and open discussion about mental health and suicide among the community has been refreshing. I feel like I can say things here I wouldn't be able to say to my closest friends or family.

To me, it is a tragedy when a good person chooses to CTB. But at the end of the day their life and what they do with it is their choice. And sometimes people suffer so bad they just wanna die. In some cases, they might not get a choice at all.

I think what matters more than just being alive is the quality of one's life and how much they suffer on a daily basis. I want good people to live. But I also know that not everyone has the luxury of living a long, good-quality of life with minimal suffering. And if a peaceful death is the only way to end a person's suffering, I would understand.
 
skybluesuicide

skybluesuicide

Member
May 31, 2023
38
Tantacrul's video. I saw it and was like 'WTF!!!?? what twisted site is the video about?', the title and thumbnail certainly did it's job. Then I watched it, realised he was a dumbass who doesn't understand mental illness, and became relieved since I had finally found a forum with people who do understand.
 
Azno

Azno

Member
Jun 2, 2023
28
I knew about it from Tantacrul's video, but I didn't know it's name, and I didn't search for it because the video made it like this was a bad website, until a few days ago where I found a link to it on reddit, At the time my view of the site had changed, and when I went in I found out it wasn't bad.
 
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MourningBird

MourningBird

Member
Jun 3, 2023
15
Hey. I'm new.

Found it through the ASH Newsgroup. Seems like a cool place.
 
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Rabbit-

Rabbit-

🎼 My R
May 5, 2023
56
I was trying to find a self-harm forum to join. I can't remember what I searched, but SaSu was the third result on Google. I've known that in theory at least a few suicide forums must exist, but I was surprised it was so easy to locate- I thought they would be only on the dark web or somewhere else obscure and harder to access.

I ended up giving up on finding a self-harm forum unfortunately, but this place is nice, so I'm still happy I looked.
 
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DarkWillow22

Member
May 26, 2023
22
I found it by NYT, but I think they removed "Sanctioned Suicide" name from it, just mentioned the founders names and vaguely said that this was a forum for suicidal people to find an exit, so I googled their names and found my way here through wikipedia
 
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justwantpeace520

Member
Jun 1, 2023
20
Decided to search up how one can get a cyanide pill, went down a rabbit hole and here I am
 
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Redhat83

Redhat83

Rio:))
Jun 3, 2023
20
As soon as I saw Tantacrul's video I imediately new that it was going to boast the popularity of the site massively me and loads of other people wouldn't even know the site existed if it wasn't for the video so I'm guessing it was quite counterproductive lol
 
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