A ghost of a girl that never lived.
- Aug 3, 2023
Looking for info on sodium nitrite. Initially came across the peaceful pill forums but they gatekeep pretty heavily, so I’m happy to have found this place.
I had written a post in a Russian group about suicide. I said that I want to find some English groups about suicide, and one kind guy told me about this site. So I'm here to find some understandable friends and improve my English for my dream. I want to get over the terrible poverty which I'm living in now, so I need to know English.Please select up to two choices.
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Genuinely curious, what's kiwifarms?
Scared to look it up based on the recommendation to stay away...
That's not goodSorry for taking long to reply. Kiwifarms is (or was? idk) a forum to "document and watch" over internet figures called "lolcows", which refers to someone who constantly and unintentionally provides "funny, cringe or discussion-worthy" material to the users who follow their antics. It was originally a forum solely dedicated to CWC but it later devolved to a place to document these people and their shenanigans in general.
Not to derail the thread too much, but the problem was that they often targeted and denigrated marginalized communities just cause. It didn't matter what someone actually did or the gravity of it, they would simply use it as an excuse to be racist, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, among many other things. Not to mention the fact they would dox anyone, just cause.
The website is no longer up on the surface web (as far as I know) due to many controversies surrounding it; it's probably still kicking somewhere on the deep web, but I don't genuinely care and it's not worth anyone's time, in my opinion.
I find it very silly that he made that video in attempts to discourage people from being around this website but it has lead at least 55 (from likes here) people to the site that maybe otherwise wouldn't have came. I have a strange relationship with suicidal thoughts, like I have a lot going for me objectively but have always truely hated myself, so most days even if "good" stuff happens i just feel a little bit more like I don't belong. But i would have never had any idea about how to CBT had it not been for his video leading me here. Now I know when I sink deeper I'll have somewhere to come. I already know more about methods... needless to say his video kinda went over myhead and done the oppositw of what it should have.Tantacul's Youtube video led me to this site .
See, exactly, but the way the media portrays it, they get family members of "victims" (I am sure they were victims of life/abuse, likely from the very family member who is crying that they are angry and want the site shut down, as I am sure that's how my mother would act even though she abused me, total NPD cannibal bitch she is), but the media just wants to push the same narrative, "oh shut the site down", "they killed my kids", "teaching my kids to die", "oh, will somebody think of the children" (seriously though children/adolescents really should wait until they are adults and thus can make an informed decision on any matter let alone the decision to end one's life, as perspective as a child is not quite all developed yet, you will find out when you get older, also best idea to really think about major decisions before you take action, for any major decision, also bullies are just insecure themselves, they are pushing others down to show seperiority, but that actually displays weakness deep within, just don't let it get to you, or try to brush it off, or try tactics such as asking how they are to be nice to them ignoring the insult, or asking why don't they just talk to you normally, like a normal person, if they want to talk you are happy to talk, without appearing that it is bothering you, which is rising above it and makes you appear cool, calm and more mature than the bully).Googling words like suicide social network. Wanted to find someone to talk to.