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goodbye thread - today 10:00 pm (UTC +2)
Thread starterLetzteAusfahrt
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Good luck, hopefully it will be fast and painless, it was nice speaking to you yesterday, you seem very calm and you got everything so well planned out I'll be there in your last moments. You are a nice person with a good heart. Hopefully you'll find peace
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Meteora, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Ἡγησίας and 11 others
Today the time has finally come, I have my final exam. I will finally find out whether I have learned the right thing and can actually apply it.
At least the part about being relaxed seems to fit, I'm completely relaxed and hardly think about tonight. Let's see how it develops.
I am pursuing two goals with the ctb today. Primarily, of course, that I can finally end my existence and find my place in the common, infinite "nothing". The nothing that relieves me of all agony and pain, frees me from it.
I'm looking forward to it so much. To the moment when I realize that the light is about to go out and that I will be on the last path.
For the first time in my life, I got to know the feeling of community here in the forum. A community that accepts everyone for who they are. In which everyone helps one another to find the difficult goal of peace.
For this I would like to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart, first and foremost of course the operators and moderators of the forum.
As a small thank you to dss forum, my ctb is documented by an online observer who writes for me, even if I can no longer do it myself, e.g. because I see everything blurry.
My SN regime is very simple
02:00 pm fasting starts (eating)
08:00 pm 600mg ibuprofen
08:00 pm fasting starts (drinking)
10:00 pm 25g SN in 50ml water
I have prepared 4 servings of 25g SN in 50ml water. Better safe than sorry.
And in the unlikely event that I do wake up again, I wear a noose for a tourniquet around my neck, 3 wooden sticks are ready next to me. Better safe than sorry.
I still have a few things to do and I won't have much time to write. Otherwise, there is already little time to have everything done on my appointment.
I thank everyone from the bottom of my heart who will write to me and I also wish you a pleasant and peaceful journey if you will follow my path.
Goodbye my friends, may you also find the peace you long for.
@LetzteAusfahrt thanks for all the help on methods and for the nitrogen mask plans, and the thread on "don't be afraid of death". i hope this goes as you wanted it to go.
And now I'm seeing off my friend. one of the few first friends i made here, Going away for the bus.. I'll miss your presence on the forum. However short it is, because I'll be coming soon.
Eternal Peace Awaits.
May peace be upon you, Buddy.
Thank you for everything..
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Journeytoletgo, Metalhead, Mr2005 and 3 others
I have always told my friends and family that if I ever leave they shouldn't be sad and should rather feel happy for me. I want them to celebrate for me. Unfortunately, none of them understand.
So here's a celebration for you. For finding the peace you deserve but wasn't afforded during your lifetime. Safe travels, love.
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silentnights56, Justnotme, Journeytoletgo and 14 others
Goodbye Dani
Thank you for all the knowledge you have shared, and for being my friend. It was a pleasure talking to you. Onto everlasting peace my friend
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_Minsk, nitroautnz, Deleted member 4993 and 6 others
Sending a million hugs and all my best wishes Your contributions here won't be forgotten, thank you for everything, and I so hope your hard-earned rest comes easily tonight.
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_Minsk, Deleted member 17331, LADY007 and 5 others
Farewell @LetzteAusfahrt
Thank you very much for your contribution in helping people in this forum
I hope your " transition" to the other side as smooth and peaceful as possible
That's a beautiful image. Something very serene about it.
I've often seen your posts and felt that you were really insightful. I'm sorry life has brought you to this point, and if you decide to stay, there's no shame.
In the event that you do go, I hope your journey is filled with calm and peacefulness. You'll be missed.
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EmptyBottle, Leiden, LADY007 and 7 others
im rather new here and still learning but its clear that you are a very valuable member here who has provided much. you know...the happiest year of my life was my erasmus in switzerland. hope ypu find the bliss wherever you go that i found in your country
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AMG44, nitroautnz, Deleted member 4993 and 3 others
Take care Dani, I've loved reading your insightful posts and comments on this site from I joined. And you will be sorely missed not just by me but everyone on this forum.
I hope you find the peace that has avoided you in life
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TimeToBiteTheDust, nitroautnz, Deleted member 4993 and 2 others
Lieber Daniel, ich weiß, dass das der Weg ist für den du dich entschieden hast, und obwohl ich dir alles Gute wünsche, finde ich es auch sehr traurig. Du wirst vielen sehr fehlen. Uns wirst du in guter Erinnerung bleiben
Möge das Ende so sein wie du es dir erhofft hast.
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Mimi79, less than, InterstateFlowers and 6 others
I was hoping you could stay longer!
Please have a peaceful transition. The world will be less beautiful without you! Literally too, the world loses a handsome man with a beautiful mind!
It was good to talk to you.
I hope you find peace, Bruder
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Cursed4ever, LADY007, TimeToBiteTheDust and 8 others
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