Method going tonight, my plan

[Disaster]

Man, I'm jealous that you have such a peaceful option, but I also feel sorry as you seem to feel pressured to do it by something external, and I think no one should be forced to CTB or coerced into it. Take care.

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry to hear that things didn't go to plan. CTB itself is already a very difficult and personal decision, notwithstanding the chance of things going wrong, fighting one's own SI, and of course, other people (potentially) interfering with your escape from this hellish world. I wish you peace in your future decision.

 

[Eucalyptus72]

Took and am scared.

 

[Looking]

Hey, how are you holding up, Eucalyptus?

 

[SSGoingInsane]

Took and am scared.

Hey, if you need company im here, i hope everything is going as you planned...

 

[janejackson]

Took and am scared.

N is quick. Hopefully OP is at peace now and didn't have much time conscious after drinking it to be scared.

 

[FuneralCry]

I see those who have the option of N as being very fortunate, but anyway I hope that you find peace from all the suffering, best wishes.

 

[Shivali]

 

[Torch]

 

[AVeryLazySloth]

Rest well

 

[Aisley]

Christ I hope this went well for op. There was participate, and they were worried about that. It says not to use if that happens, and it says it's water soluble, idk. I didn't know what to tell them last night, either. Really hope it was a smooth one.

 

[Live and Let Die]

Took and am scared.

I wish you nothing but the best. Godspeed and best of luck.

Edit: idk why it formatted like that. (I replied with godspeed)

 

[Aisley]

Y

Yeah and OP said his N was 10 years old. I need to test my own N and take it

I don't like the idea of people being bound by expiry dates. Just a little hint of coercion. At least ropes and knives don't go bad.

 

[Gonnerr]

I hope you escaped your life peacefully.

 

[MentalStefan]

Rest in peace sweetie If there is an afterlife we may meet again soon as I plan to catch the bus this week as well

 

[LateForTheBus]

I hate that Eucalyptus was scared. I hope they passed out quickly and the bus ride was swift and peaceful.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hope you are at peace now.

 

[teyabutter]

13 grams (2 bottles) N, stored well, about 10 yrs old. Fast 12 hrs. Toast one hr before No AE. Could take hydroxyzine. Could add or replace with Trazadone. Should I, either of those 2? Dark chocolate and small glass tequila. Prop myself up in bed.

No time or wherewithal to prepare affairs much. Delete some crap on the computer. Maybe delete a beneficiary who shouldn't be there from two accts. No change to will. Turn heat off. No notes or delayed emails. If tomorrow probably have a secure 60 plus hours. Or, just had something now, but about 3am maybe. 11 hrs fasting. Or midnight, 8 hrs fasting.

P.s. I have Dramamine. Should I take?

Good luck with your journey, and with whatever may or may not come after