Method going tonight, my plan

[Eucalyptus72]

13 grams (2 bottles) N, stored well, about 10 yrs old. Fast 12 hrs. Toast one hr before No AE. Could take hydroxyzine. Could add or replace with Trazadone. Should I, either of those 2? Dark chocolate and small glass tequila. Prop myself up in bed.

No time or wherewithal to prepare affairs much. Delete some crap on the computer. Maybe delete a beneficiary who shouldn't be there from two accts. No change to will. Turn heat off. No notes or delayed emails. If tomorrow probably have a secure 60 plus hours. Or, just had something now, but about 3am maybe. 11 hrs fasting. Or midnight, 8 hrs fasting.

P.s. I have Dramamine. Should I take?

 

[Gonnerr]

Rest in peace , looks like it was easier to buy back then.

 

[Eucalyptus72]

Is it ok if while fasting I drink chamomile tea, reused bags? Or is it then not fasting? Actually, how hydrated is it ok to be? Should one be parched?

If 8 hrs is as good as 12, I could make it just past midnight.

 

[Eucalyptus72]

Bump. It would be nice to chat with someone or if people would "talk" here on the thread. I:m uncomfortable but trying to hang in.

I also have propranolol. Should I take any, how much and what, like an hour before?

 

[Huntfish34]

Sorry I don't know much about N, but I wish you the best. Thoughts and prayers ♥

 

[outrider567]

Bump. It would be nice to chat with someone or if people would "talk" here on the thread. I:m uncomfortable but trying to hang in.

I also have propranolol. Should I take any, how much and what, like an hour before?

I wish you the best

 

[BobaLuvr]

I'm sorry that life got you to this point. Of course I will not dictate your decision, but if you have any doubts at all, I hope you reconsider. It's always sad to see another one go! Either way, I hope that you'll find happiness and peace.

 

[Eucalyptus72]

In a little over 2 hrs will have dry toast. And 50 mg Dramamine, 30 mg Propranolol. Then in another hr drink the 200 ml. Before that will have strong mouthwash, then honey on my tongue. Should I hold my nose when taking the N? Mixed reports. Then dark chocolate and then tequila.

Almost ordered Meto a month ago. Regret that I didn't.

 

[GasMonkey]

Why no AE?

 

[SSGoingInsane]

In a little over 2 hrs will have dry toast. And 50 mg Dramamine, 30 mg Propranolol. Then in another hr drink the 200 ml. Before that will have strong mouthwash, then honey on my tongue. Should I hold my nose when taking the N? Mixed reports. Then dark chocolate and then tequila.

Almost ordered Meto a month ago. Regret that I didn't.

what's the purpose of the honey, dark chocolate and tequila?

 

[Eucalyptus72]

I should have completed my order when I started an order one month ago. But didn't. And don't want to wait. Too much grief is making it unbearable to do the shit I have to in the coming days, weeks.

what's the purpose of the honey, dark chocolate and tequila?

Honey on tongue. Maybe silly. Dark chocolate right after the N. Many recommend this. Tequila as my final drink before I sit back, propped up.

 

[SSGoingInsane]

I should have completed my order when I started an order one month ago. But didn't. And don't want to wait. Too much grief is making it unbearable to do the shit I have to in the coming days, weeks.

Honey on tongue. Maybe silly. Dark chocolate right after the N. Many recommend this. Tequila as my final drink before I sit back, propped up.
By midnight when I should be, no, will be ready for N, I will have fasted for at least 8 hours. Maybe I can stay up one more hour, push all the steps back. Would longer be better as only have Dramamine and Propranolol with the toast?

so basically just for relaxation purposes, not required?

 

[janejackson]

In a little over 2 hrs will have dry toast. And 50 mg Dramamine, 30 mg Propranolol. Then in another hr drink the 200 ml. Before that will have strong mouthwash, then honey on my tongue. Should I hold my nose when taking the N? Mixed reports. Then dark chocolate and then tequila.

Almost ordered Meto a month ago. Regret that I didn't.

Hi, Eucalyptus, I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point. I understand as I'm planning my own exit via SN very soon.

Once upon a time, about 10 years ago, I had powder N from J. I didn't have a test kit so I placed a small amount of it into water to test it. Even with just a pinch in a large glass of water, it was the most bitter thing I've ever tasted. There's no explaining it; just experience. I can't imagine drinking 2 vials of vet N.

Please reconsider your timing. I don't think this is a wise decision without an AE like meto. I understand you're miserable and want out, and I respect whatever decision you make, but if you vomit up the N and fail you'll be in a worse position as you'll be without the N (unless you have more N).

Get an AE like meto before you go through with it. Just my two cents. Regardless, I wish you the best in whatever decision you make.

 

[Eucalyptus72]

How long would I expect an order from an online (not allowed to mention) place? 4 weeks? Apparently they are located on some remote island. I think. Payment was to be to a bank in CA. I wish I had. But RainAndSadness did a post about the low likelihood of vomiting if you don't have ailments. I would have more confidence had I completed the order and gotten the Meto. Still forging ahead. Don't want to be here tomorrow.

By midnight when I should be, no, will be ready for N, I will have fasted for at least 8 hours. Maybe I can stay up one more hour, push all the steps back. Would longer be better as only have Dramamine and Propranolol with the toast?

 

[janejackson]

How long would I expect an order from an online (not allowed to mention) place? 4 weeks? Apparently they are located on some remote island. I think. Payment was to be to a bank in CA. I wish I had. But RainAndSadness did a post about the low likelihood of vomiting if you don't have ailments. I would have more confidence had I completed the order and gotten the Meto. Still forging ahead. Don't want to be here tomorrow.

By midnight when I should be, no, will be ready for N, I will have fasted for at least 8 hours. Maybe I can stay up one more hour, push all the steps back. Would longer be better as only have Dramamine and Propranolol with the toast?

I understand. When I've ordered meto online before from an online place, it's taken about 4 weeks to arrive, yes.

This time (I am in the US) I just went to an online doctor and said I needed it for migraines with severe nausea. They called in a script within hours. If you are in the US or somewhere with online doctors, maybe this is an option?

As far as the fasting time, I'm not sure. Probably the longer the better?

Edit: Why the Propranolol?

 

[Eucalyptus72]

I understand. When I've ordered meto online before from an online place, it's taken about 4 weeks to arrive, yes.

This time (I am in the US) I just went to an online doctor and said I needed it for migraines with severe nausea. They called in a script within hours. If you are in the US or somewhere with online doctors, maybe this is an option?

As far as the fasting time, I'm not sure. Probably the longer the better?

Edit: Why the Propranolol?

Curious, when you say online doctor, is that with an HMO or just some online for a few place? I wish I had. Apparently vomiting is very rare. Idk.

 

[SSGoingInsane]

How long would I expect an order from an online (not allowed to mention) place? 4 weeks? Apparently they are located on some remote island. I think. Payment was to be to a bank in CA. I wish I had. But RainAndSadness did a post about the low likelihood of vomiting if you don't have ailments. I would have more confidence had I completed the order and gotten the Meto. Still forging ahead. Don't want to be here tomorrow.

By midnight when I should be, no, will be ready for N, I will have fasted for at least 8 hours. Maybe I can stay up one more hour, push all the steps back. Would longer be better as only have Dramamine and Propranolol with the toast?

how long until midnight at ur place?

 

[Touhou]

Farewell, I hope the bus ride's smooth & you're able to find what you've been searching for postmortem.

 

[CantWait2D1E]

How tf did you get N????

Best of luck to you

 

[Eucalyptus72]

how long until midnight at ur place?

Oh right, hadn't thought of that. It's 8:42 pm where I am.

 

[janejackson]

Curious, when you say online doctor, is that with an HMO or just some online for a few place? I wish I had. Apparently vomiting is very rare. Idk.

No, I have insurance I guess I could have used, but I just used this place where you pay out of pocket. It's $40 but I had a coupon so it was only $20.

I've used them in the past for scripts for UTIs and birth control, so maybe it just seemed totally normal to them that I was asking for meto. Anyways, am very grateful as, like you, I didn't want to wait 4 plus weeks for an online pharmacy.

 

[Eucalyptus72]

Oh right, hadn't thought of that. It's 8:42 pm where I am.

Which, is making me impatient. Did you ask about relaxation purposes earlier? The Propranolol? Yeah. And supposed to be maybe, what's the word, contributor to the effectiveness?

No, I have insurance I guess I could have used, but I just used this place where you pay out of pocket. It's $40 but I had a coupon so it was only $20.

I've used them in the past for scripts for UTIs and birth control, so maybe it just seemed totally normal to them that I was asking for meto. Anyways, am very grateful as, like you, I didn't want to wait 4 plus weeks for an online pharmacy.

Well I do wish I had some. What would you say to a doc? You're going on a ferry? Or constantly nauseated? I would think a proper doc would want an examination for the latter.

 

[SSGoingInsane]

Oh right, hadn't thought of that. It's 8:42 pm where I am.

2:43am here lol

Which, is making me impatient. Did you ask about relaxation purposes earlier? The Propranolol? Yeah. And supposed to be maybe, what's the word, contributor to the effectiveness?

well dont rush it at least, mentally prepare and whatever. whats your reason to cbt?

 

[Eucalyptus72]

How tf did you get N????

Best of luck to you

Ages ago.

 

[CantWait2D1E]

Yeah I figured since you said it was 10 years old

I won't really press you on how. I'm just jealous.

I'll be here to talk and keep an eye on this thread. You won't be alone in this

 

[Eucalyptus72]

Should I drink a bit of water with the toast? Or is it better to have tea? Maybe chamom

Yeah I figured since you said it was 10 years old

I won't really press you on how. I'm just jealous.

I'll be here to talk and keep an eye on this thread. You won't be alone in this

Thank you as I was hoping for that. I'm pretty lonely. And isolated. I made a crazy professional choice one yr ago when I was in something akin to a manic state. Not ma ic per se, apparently I have attachment issues which, combined with anxiety, caused me to be vulnerable to a bad idea. One that I thought I wanted but has turned into an unmitigated catastrophe. I need this thing tonight to work. Am a bit nervous.

 

[coolintheshade]

Oh right, hadn't thought of that. It's 8:42 pm where I am.

Hope all goes well

 

[Eucalyptus72]

Hope all goes well

Thanks. Me too. 2 hours to toast. And a bit of water or tea? And the pills. 3 hrs to N. I hope ai don't get a case of nerves. I just want to gulp. Hopefully 2-3 gulps. It's a little over 7 ounces.

How much tequila should I try to drink? Afterward.

 

[CantWait2D1E]

Should I drink a bit of water with the toast? Or is it better to have tea? Maybe chamom

Thank you as I was hoping for that. I'm pretty lonely. And isolated. I made a crazy professional choice one yr ago when I was in something akin to a manic state. Not ma ic per se, apparently I have attachment issues which, combined with anxiety, caused me to be vulnerable to a bad idea. One that I thought I wanted but has turned into an unmitigated catastrophe. I need this thing tonight to work. Am a bit nervous.

I'm not an N expert but I think it would be best to consume as little food or drink as possible no? So just stick to water with your toast is my recommendation.

I relate a lot to your story. I think a lot of us are very lonely and isolated. Man, if I just had a couple good friendships again or a gf I'd be so much better. I've been where you've been, having your mental state muck up things. Burnt a lot of bridges, lost a lot of good people along the way. It's really hard to accept and move past that

 

[janejackson]

Which, is making me impatient. Did you ask about relaxation purposes earlier? The Propranolol? Yeah. And supposed to be maybe, what's the word, contributor to the effectiveness?

Well I do wish I had some. What would you say to a doc? You're going on a ferry? Or constantly nauseated? I would think a proper doc would want an examination for the latter.

No, with this online doctor you just fill out a comprehensive form. Medical history, current prescriptions, current symptoms. You don't actually talk to a doctor. The doctor reviews the symptoms and then prescribes or doesn't. It's actually very useful for avoiding urgent care for things like UTI, sinus infection, etc.

Meto is first line for nausea caused by migraines. I just filled out the form indicating I got migraines which caused severe nausea. You could also claim motion sickness or food poisoning, but I didn't want Zofran and was concerned they might prescribe that instead.