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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
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How do you know that it didn't work...? Welcome to hell! :smiling:

Jokes aside, you may have taken some kind of SN that's not pure enough, even though you think it is.
She used the product from IC that has been used by multiple people successfully very recently.

There are many on here who also planned on using SN from IC. So this is a bit concerning/confusing.
i guess i'll use a different scale tonight.. do you think 20g will be enough or i should up to 25g? bearing in mind i am very small


If you measured everything correctly you should have 30g left. Can you weigh the bag as is? Scale should say something around 33-35g assuming the bag itself weighs just a few grams.

Tbh I would probably use 20g and prepare a backup glass with the remaining 10g, in case you throw up.
 
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Doombox

Doombox

Who knows, who cares
Apr 7, 2022
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She used the product from IC that has been used by multiple people successfully very recently.

There are many on here who also planned on using SN from IC. So this is a bit concerning/confusing.



If you measured everything correctly you should have 30g left. Can you weigh the bag as is? Scale should say something around 33-35g assuming the bag itself weighs just a few grams.

Tbh I would probably use 20g and prepare a backup glass with the remaining 10g, in case you throw up.
Yes, I too want to know if the bag is about half empty now.
 
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wljourney

wljourney

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Apr 2, 2022
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Yes, I too want to know if the bag is about half empty now.
Yeah. Honestly we have a few people sitting here now, watching this thread and wondering if their SN is any good, so, if the OP could weigh that remaining bag, that would help get to the bottom of this.
 
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PrisonBreak

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Oct 29, 2021
122
It is strange indeed. I was an intubated patient in ICU after having just less than 10g of SN. 20-25g should be enough as it's standard and recommended.

I have read a while ago that Melatonin can interact with certain medication but I'm not sure if that's the case with SN. I have tried melatonin but soon stopped it because it somehow interacted with my meds or made them less effective. It may be that your SN was not pure enough.

I'm sorry things didn't work out the way you wanted.
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

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May 29, 2022
129
This is very bad news for my plan, I have the same SN. :(
 
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wljourney

wljourney

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This is very bad news for my plan, I have the same SN. :(
Wait for the OP to weigh the remaining product. Something went wrong and it may not be d/t the product itself.
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

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May 29, 2022
129
Wait for the OP to weigh the remaining product. Something went wrong and it may not be d/t the product itself.
You're right, fingers crossed. With N seizures and my SN being potentially defective, it's like the universe is conspiring to keep me alive.
 
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idkanymore21

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Mar 29, 2022
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i just weighed the bag with a different scale - was about 27g
it was 50g worth in the bag and i used roughly 20g last night so still cant figure out what went wrong :(
 
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wljourney

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i just weighed the bag with a different scale - was about 27g
it was 50g worth in the bag and i used roughly 20g last night so still cant figure out what went wrong :(
Thanks for doing this.
 
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Cactuscraze

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Apr 29, 2022
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i just weighed the bag with a different scale - was about 27g
it was 50g worth in the bag and i used roughly 20g last night so still cant figure out what went wrong :(
Did the SN have a slight yellowish tinge and was it a bit clumpy?
 
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idkanymore21

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Mar 29, 2022
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Did the SN have a slight yellowish tinge and was it a bit clumpy?
no its white and pretty much just looks like quite coarse salt
i know a lot of people dissolve the propralonol in the solution with the sn but i havent really got a method to crush it to a point where it would dissolve, is it ok for me just to take it as pills about 45 mins before drinking sn?
 
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Cactuscraze

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Apr 29, 2022
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no its white and pretty much just looks like quite coarse salt
i know a lot of people dissolve the propralonol in the solution with the sn but i havent really got a method to crush it to a point where it would dissolve, is it ok for me just to take it as pills about 45 mins before drinking sn?
It could have oxidized into sodium nitrate if the supplier didn't store it properly. Wikipedia said Sodium nitrite (NaNO2) is a white or slightly yellowish solid and nitrate (NaNO3) is white powder or colorless crystals
 
wljourney

wljourney

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no its white and pretty much just looks like quite coarse salt
i know a lot of people dissolve the propralonol in the solution with the sn but i havent really got a method to crush it to a point where it would dissolve, is it ok for me just to take it as pills about 45 mins before drinking sn?
That should be fine, yes. (You can break them in half or quarters if they have a coating that could potentially delay their absorption.)

Are you trying again tonight??
 
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idkanymore21

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Mar 29, 2022
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It could have oxidized into sodium nitrate if the supplier didn't store it properly. Wikipedia said Sodium nitrite has a very faint yellow tinge and nitrate is whiter
i see.. it was in a completely sealed bag though so i wonder what other peoples from ic looked like
but i would say it looks exactly like the picture on this site
That should be fine, yes. (You can break them in half or quarters if they have a coating that could potentially delay their absorption.)

Are you trying again tonight??
i think so
i mixed the drink an hour before drinking... thats not too early is it? like its ok for it to be sitting there for an hour right?
 
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wljourney

wljourney

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Apr 2, 2022
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i see.. it was in a completely sealed bag though so i wonder what other peoples from ic looked like
but i would say it looks exactly like the picture on this site

i think so
i mixed the drink an hour before drinking... thats not too early is it? like its ok for it to be sitting there for an hour right?
Yes that's fine and won't mean it suddenly doesn't "work" anymore.

I'm honestly at a loss what else could have gone wrong.
 
Doombox

Doombox

Who knows, who cares
Apr 7, 2022
376
My sn from Turkey via the jungle definitely has a yellow tinge.
 
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Talvikki

Talvikki

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i see.. it was in a completely sealed bag though so i wonder what other peoples from ic looked like
but i would say it looks exactly like the picture on this site

i think so
i mixed the drink an hour before drinking... thats not too early is it? like its ok for it to be sitting there for an hour right?

I saw this on the forum of the PPH

Nitrite prepared
Should be no problem with dissolving the nitrite (+/- b blocker) and keeping in a closed glass for a day or two till use.

Maybe the problem is that you didn't keep it in a closed glass.
 
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idkanymore21

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Mar 29, 2022
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My sn from Turkey via the jungle definitely has a yellow tinge.
could u pm me this jungle source? just in case this doesnt work again
I saw this on the forum of the PPH

Nitrite prepared
Should be no problem with dissolving the nitrite (+/- b blocker) and keeping in a closed glass for a day or two till use.

Maybe the problem is that you didn't keep it in a closed glass.
it was only in the glass for an hour so i didnt think it had to be closed? maybe im wrong though
 
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wljourney

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Apr 2, 2022
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I saw this on the forum of the PPH

Nitrite prepared
Should be no problem with dissolving the nitrite (+/- b blocker) and keeping in a closed glass for a day or two till use.

Maybe the problem is that you didn't keep it in a closed glass.
Just for an hour? Really?

(I am not dismissing your info. It's just so … strange)

I mean… she didn't run it through a soda stream… and we have had plenty of people who prepared their SN and then took a while to actually drink it.

Very very very strange.
 
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Doombox

Doombox

Who knows, who cares
Apr 7, 2022
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could u pm me this jungle source? just in case this doesnt work again

it was only in the glass for an hour so i didnt think it had to be closed? maybe im wrong though
My source is no longer in the jungle. They seem to come and go.
Just for an hour? Really?

(I am not dismissing your info. It's just so … strange)

I mean… she didn't run it through a soda stream… and we have had plenty of people who prepared their SN and then took a while to actually drink it.

Very very very strange.
Yes there was someone here recently who mixed sn with cola and still ended up in pretty bad shape.
 
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Blackroom_57

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Dec 25, 2021
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Haven't multiple people here used SN from IC and CTB'd successfully?
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

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Mar 23, 2022
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My sn from Turkey via the jungle definitely has a yellow tinge.
Yup I have that same one too :-) It looks pretty doesn't it. I also have DD because I bought from two sources in case the one from Turkey didn't arrive.
 
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idkanymore21

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Mar 29, 2022
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Yup I have that same one too :-) It looks pretty doesn't it. I also have DD because I bought from two sources in case the one from Turkey didn't arrive.
could u possibly pm me your sources if theyre still around? getting scared this isnt going to work again
 
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Talvikki

Talvikki

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Nov 18, 2021
735
Just for an hour? Really?

(I am not dismissing your info. It's just so … strange)

I mean… she didn't run it through a soda stream… and we have had plenty of people who prepared their SN and then took a while to actually drink it.

Very very very strange.
I'm not sure either. Then there must be another reason for the failure.
 
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Blackroom_57

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Dec 25, 2021
157
OP, what symptoms did you experience before you passed out?
 
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idkanymore21

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Mar 29, 2022
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OP, what symptoms did you experience before you passed out?
bit of confusion and weakness, stomach didnt feel great, but i was out pretty quickly so nothing major
just want to check if anyone knows, sn does take quite a while to dissolve right? i had to mix mine for a good while for it to be fully dissolved, so just want to check if thats normal
 
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wljourney

wljourney

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Apr 2, 2022
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Haven't multiple people here used SN from IC and CTB'd successfully?
I'm currently going through the search "SN from IC" trying to find goodbye threads from people who ordered from IC…

If anyone finds anything please post. This is mind boggling…

EDIT:
This user ordered SN from IC, posted goodbye on March 15.

Thread 'cya SS o7'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/cya-ss-o7.86201/

Another user going with SN from IC last February:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-ctb-on-thursday.83564/post-1494013


bit of confusion and weakness, stomach didnt feel great, but i was out pretty quickly so nothing major
just want to check if anyone knows, sn does take quite a while to dissolve right? i had to mix mine for a good while for it to be fully dissolved, so just want to check if thats normal
Mmmhhh I read that it dissolves quite fast without much stirring.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

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Mar 13, 2020
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Damntt, I'm sorry that happened to you. Maybe it's just divine intervention then. ? Idk,. But sure makes me glad I have a gun that I'm Very confident in when my time comes.

Wish you the best tonight if you decide to try again.
 
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