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I'm currently going through the search "SN from IC" trying to find goodbye threads from people who ordered from IC…

If anyone finds anything please post. This is mind boggling…

Mmmhhh I read that it dissolves quite fast without much stirring.
I remember one thread specifically where someone was worried because the sn seemed clumpy and hard to dissolve at first, but then reported that it dissolved, just took a bit more stirring. That person never posted again so I assume was successful.
 
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I'm currently going through the search "SN from IC" trying to find goodbye threads from people who ordered from IC…

If anyone finds anything please post. This is mind boggling…

Mmmhhh I read that it dissolves quite fast without much stirring.
ive been doing the same and everyone seems to be saying IC's SN is legit
 
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I'm currently going through the search "SN from IC" trying to find goodbye threads from people who ordered from IC…

If anyone finds anything please post. This is mind boggling…

EDIT:
This user ordered SN from IC, posted goodbye on March 15.

Thread 'cya SS o7'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/cya-ss-o7.86201/



Mmmhhh I read that it dissolves quite fast without much stirring.
I've read the same thing, that it dissolves very readily and there isn't need for much stirring about. I don't think they gave you sodium nitrite....which is very discerning because a lot of people have purchased IC. I could be wrong, but there really is nothing wrong with what you did before hand. You didn't take it on a full stomach, 7 hours is plenty of time. And I don't think the melatonin affected 20 grams of SN. You took a lot of your SN, and you said it tasted bitter, that's another clue to the puzzle. I don't think you have SN, but I could be wrong.
 
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idkanymore21

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this is so disappointing :( its been 8 years of feeling this way and i am so desperate for it to end. i dont understand how i could have received something else when other seem to have been successful :( i guess we'll see later
im not too concerned about the fact that its not yellowish or clumpy as the photos of the IC website are exactly what the product in the bag looks like
its ok to use a metal spoon to mix sn right? just trying to think of all the potential things that couldve gone wrong
 
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Very disappointing indeed.
I'm really sorry this is turning out to be so stressful. After all we were promised a fairly "peaceful" bus ride.

It's surprising though that we see so many people ordering, but until now not many complaints of the product being "defective". I am still looking for goodbye threads.
Found one in Feb and one in March so far.
 
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peacetoall

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I would not try again with the same product. Wait and buy from another source....or at least test it.
 
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does anyone have another reliable source that ships to the UK?
 
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Blackroom_57

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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-going-in-1-hour.90437/

Another CTB using SN from IC
 
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-going-in-1-hour.90437/

Another CTB using SN from IC
Yup and this one from October 2021.

So strange…

Thread 'I took the sn'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-took-the-sn.76104/
 
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seemed to take this user a while for it to fully dissolve too but seems like they were successful
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/dissolving-sn.26347/
 
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HubbaHubba

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Umm... I got my SN from DD.

Is there an example where it's a FAILURE for using SN from DD?
 
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seemed to take this user a while for it to fully dissolve too but seems like they were successful
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/dissolving-sn.26347/
I hope everything goes well for you.
 
Cathy Ames

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bit of confusion and weakness, stomach didnt feel great, but i was out pretty quickly so nothing major
just want to check if anyone knows, sn does take quite a while to dissolve right? i had to mix mine for a good while for it to be fully dissolved, so just want to check if thats normal
I have definitely seen this reported.
 
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Now I'm much less confident in the IC SN I ordered. Gah, such a shame, I was really looking forward to it and thought this was "it" for me. :aw:
 
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OP, I'm so sorry this happened. This scenario is a big fear of mine.

I have a very silly question and I hope you bear with me (sorry in advance, in case you've already thought of this). Do you think there's even a small chance that you didn't finish the drink in full? Water evaporates at room temperature at a rate of 3ml/hour, so you might not have even noticed any remaining SN after waking up 10-11 hours after your attempt. Comparing this method to N, I know the few people who have failed with N had not succeeded because they didn't finish the whole drink and passed out too soon. In your case, you took valium, melatonin and cannabis before taking the SN, so do you think there might have been a small chance you accidentally did not down the full drink in your state of drowsiness?

Again, sorry if this question is silly/sounds condescending. It's just that there are so few possible explanations for this.
 
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Or perhaps there's an issue with the IC source, like some are suggesting here? So worried because I was certain it was legit from what others have been saying here...
 
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Julgran

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It could also be that you need to take more SN, if you are a heavy-set person.
 
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idkanymore21

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It could also be that you need to take more SN, if you are a heavy-set person.
i'm extremely light, only 53-54 kg
OP, I'm so sorry this happened. This scenario is a big fear of mine.

I have a very silly question and I hope you bear with me (sorry in advance, in case you've already thought of this). Do you think there's even a small chance that you didn't finish the drink in full? Water evaporates at room temperature at a rate of 3ml/hour, so you might not have even noticed any remaining SN after waking up 10-11 hours after your attempt. Comparing this method to N, I know the few people who have failed with N had not succeeded because they didn't finish the whole drink and passed out too soon. In your case, you took valium, melatonin and cannabis before taking the SN, so do you think there might have been a small chance you accidentally did not down the full drink in your state of drowsiness?

Again, sorry if this question is silly/sounds condescending. It's just that there are so few possible explanations for this.
thank you :( no i swallowed it all in one go, checked the next morning and it was all gone
@.CTB Can I PM you and see if DD stands for what I think it does? I think that's who I got mine from
please could you pm me this DD source?
i tried again last night, took an antacid and skipped out the melatonin... and i'm still here. desperate to find another source so if anyone knows of any that would ship to the UK please pm me
 
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Very strange.. the "not sure if it's salty" part
I tasted a very little amount of SN and it was extremely salty with a lingering heat on your tongue. If it tastes absolutely bitter, then i don't think it's the right SN. Was the container sealed tight? Nitrite can convert into Nitrate if it's left to interact with open air.
 
justagreenleaf

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Someone please dm me their DD source! This lady needs some respite from existing at last hahah
 
EvilStepSister

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Very strange.. the "not sure if it's salty" part
Yes. It's salt. It should taste like... salt.

There have been members here who took much less SN than that and had very noticeable almost immediate reactions, including unmistakable blue fingers and/or lips, not to mention discomfort.

Something doesn't add up somewhere...
 
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MsMaudlin

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Could someone on here please DM me what IC stands for? I bought my SN a while ago and this post has really worried me.

 
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idkanymore21

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Yes. It's salt. It should taste like... salt.

There have been members here who took much less SN than that and had very noticeable almost immediate reactions, including unmistakable blue fingers and/or lips, not to mention discomfort.

Something doesn't add up somewhere...
i just wish i could figure out what... ive sent a photo of the package to another member and theyve confirmed its the right stuff. i have absolutely no clue anymore
 
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CrazyHorse

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I have definitely seen this reported.
Hi. Can you please provide evidence?
🤔i just wish i could figure out what... ive sent a photo of the package to another member and theyve confirmed its the right stuff. i have absolutely no clue anymore
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🤔i just wish i could figure out what... ive sent a photo of the package to another member and theyve confirmed its the right stuff. i have absolutely no clue anymore
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This is me quoting someone

Stardust76:
ooking for somewhere to order SN to the UK but really not sure if i'm

  • finding the right thing. is nitrite salt for pickling or for curing meats ok? or would that not work? on another note, does anyone know how many posts i have to post until i am able to PM people?
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  • [IMG alt="Stardust76"]https://sanctioned-suicide.net/data/avatars/s/39/39653.jpg?1654155760[/IMG] Stardust76:
    ^^what the OP wrote after being a member for 1 month plus
This is me quoting someone

Stardust76:
ooking for somewhere to order SN to the UK but really not sure if i'm

  • finding the right thing. is nitrite salt for pickling or for curing meats ok? or would that not work? on another note, does anyone know how many posts i have to post until i am able to PM people?
    Quote Edit Delete​
  • [IMG alt="Stardust76"]https://sanctioned-suicide.net/data/avatars/s/39/39653.jpg?1654155760[/IMG] Stardust76:
    ^^what the OP wrote after being a member for 1 month plus
That is idk anymore's post
 
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Hi. Can you please provide evidence?

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This is me quoting someone

Stardust76:
ooking for somewhere to order SN to the UK but really not sure if i'm

  • finding the right thing. is nitrite salt for pickling or for curing meats ok? or would that not work? on another note, does anyone know how many posts i have to post until i am able to PM people?
    Quote Edit Delete​
  • [IMG alt="Stardust76"]https://sanctioned-suicide.net/data/avatars/s/39/39653.jpg?1654155760[/IMG] Stardust76:
    ^^what the OP wrote after being a member for 1 month plus
The OP posted a picture of the package further up in the thread. (I assume that this picture was taken by them very recently.)

If this is the product they used, it is the same that many here have identified as the one from IC, until now thought to be legit and used in at least 4 successful CTBs in October, Feb, Mar and May.

Has anyone seen pics of blood tests with IC's product? Do we know anyone who tested it via a lab or with test strips?
Something is off.


https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/failed-sn-not-sure-why.92077/post-1627596
 
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CrazyHorse

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The OP posted a picture of the package further up in the thread. It is the same item that many here have identified as the one from IC, until now thought to be legit and used in at least 4 successful CTBs in October, Feb, Mar and May.

Something is off.
right but that might have been a photo off the internet...
right but that might have been a photo off the internet...
again, if i am wrong, i am sorry, but this doesn't smell right
 
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right but that might have been a photo off the internet...

again, if i am wrong, i am sorry, but this doesn't smell right
Absolutely possible, but would require a whole lot of sleuthing (and luck) to find this exact product posted by someone else online. It's not like there are thousands of these being sold.

A healthy amount of scepticism is good. But let's not think of everyone on here who has posted legitimately for quite some time that they are a deep faker just out to dupe everyone.
 
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Absolutely possible, but would require a whole lot of sleuthing (and luck) to find this exact product posted by someone else online. It's not like there are thousands of these being sold.

A healthy amount of scepticism is good. But let's not think of everyone on here who has posted legitimately for quite some time that they are a deep faker just out to dupe everyone.
right, i totally understand, i am just going to err on the side of the 95% of people who had an opposite reaction and consider this the outlier, if everyone else wants to get all COVID about it i am find with that, i am just trying to ask us to slow down and investigate
 

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